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ღ Sunday, October 31, 2004

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hehe. come to save myself from Mr. demon biology book. it's gonna eat me up already. haiz... onli finish the stupid tissue chaper. somemore onli epithelia onli. den starting on skin but dat topic is alittle too boring. so so so it make me hungry. and here i am. hehe.

last entry is abt memories. today will be ta da... dunno. hehe. aniway forgot to write down. the first time i saw pj cry is at snoopy place. the reason is cuz she guilty i think. cun remember. but it breaks my heart to see her cry. mm... she saw me cry b4? dunno. think dun hab barhz. hehe. abit unfair hor. she showing me so many things. and me can say is keep to myself alot. and omg... she show me her boxer b4. -.- in ochard somemore. crazy ger... but dat wad i like bout her wad. hehe. okie i noe le. today will tok abt another jean. from my skool de. dat day she said she very happy cuz she saw the person she wanna see. those she wanna see are guys. mine... is my great frens dat i missed.

first person dat is achievable to see is jean pj. miss her lots. so long no see her le. next person is charlene koh lin lin. my pri sch bud. i miss her till i wan die le. she's somewhere oversea. dun even noe where. and me lost contact since sec 1. not even a letter or a call... and i dun have her address... regret not having her email dat time. haiz... juz wanna noe how's she...

next is my kindergarten bud... my mum still in contact wib her mum. bud not me. think she's fine barhz. i know she's in jc. and isn't it good? mm... aniway even if i see her also no courage to talk to her le. shy marhz. hehe.

next is my sec sch de. mm... again lost contact. i dun hab the person contact. but the person hab mine... many things to ask dat person. and talk abt. mmm.... dat's all le barhz.

aniway i'm fortunate enuff to have my current fren le. and i believe those dat lost contact le will still be my fren. memories cun be erase dat easily. it will creep to u when u are least aware. memories can be good k. hehe. bad memories also are very horrible. haunts u whenever there's no distraction. i hate bad memories. but i dun intend to erase them. cuz they act as a reminder. and i wanna know y dat person hate me... (another person) i heard the reason but i juz wanna hear from dat person. and prove my innocence.

dat's all... back to the battle with Mr. demon biology book. i mux win!! hehe. study finish liao den can watch anime lo. wahahahahahaha.

*i wish tml bio i can get an A. if cannot den B. if really dun allow. den let me pass barhz.*

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5:33 PM

ღ Friday, October 29, 2004

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again it's on memories. this time it's for real. yesterday when i was studying and boring myself... i start to count. how long had i know my frens. those in school one are so easy to count. but jean... pj and me de frenship days are so hard to count. dun remember the exact day dat we became fren. even the year is hard to remember. i tot we know each other for 2 years. this year and last year. but last year i having o level. impossible i knew her in nov. so must be last last year. november cuming le. it marks our 3rd year of frenship. to me november ish an important month. firstly cuz it's my bdae and many of my frens. other is i got to know my bestest fren jean.

1 thing dat make how long we knew each other hard is tat many things happen between us and with us. we began with stranger den to know each other on irc and become frens. which i forgot how. den we became very good frens. den close fren. den best fren. suddenly a period of time we drift slightly apart. dat's when i gotten chicken pox. den we suddenly due to some external factors dat we no longer be fren. after dat many months later, one fine day. i forgot hu approach hu. but we became frens once more. dat time we are more careful with each other. and now... i no longer know wad type of frens we are already. not close as in going out or talking to each other. but i hope it's close in our minds and heart. hehe. she keep appearing in my mind larhz. cun be helped. hehe.

still remember dat time when we are so damn close. we are much like twins. doing things similarly. walk similarly. talk similarly. hair similar. height similar. size... she thinner den me. hehe. we even think the same. there was a period when we complete each other's sentence for each other. hehe. so sweet rite? lol. machiam couple liddat. dat time i admit i love her. i love her as part of me. like a sister or a best fren(??) hehe. sad to say... we nv spend each other bdae b4. the 1st year we knew each other after our birthday. last year.... we are not on good terms dat period of time. hehe. but we exchanged gifts b4. tat time i was her 'mummy'. weird hor. always ppl's mummy. hehe. chinese new year. i bought for her a tee shirt. which will be so outdated now. hehe. and a necklace. with a cross as the pendent. she gave me a ring. T.T now broke le. and 2 little rabbits. she said is kunda and me. diaoz. hehe. we also bought things together...

lists of similar stuff:

our specs... it juz happen to be similar okiez
army pants. *machi machi*
converse jersey dat kunda hab too
a pair of doggie ear ring
wristbandS
happened to have the similar pink rubber band for hair
same necklace but diff character *ooh my fav*
shoeSS hehe. me still wearing now. nice to wear lehz. and so memorable
handphone strap. we hang our hp over our neck. den we found out kunda dun like gers to hang hp there. den we stopped. remember? silly us. hehe

think dat's all. hehe. sometimes i think dat maybe u can remember my things better den i do. and sometimes i think dat i remember ur things better den u do. hehe. i remember there was a time when u would spray ur hair with the temp dye b4 u went out with me. brown colour one. hehe. and i had met plenty of ur frens and u met couple of my fren. i been to ur hse and u nv had a chance to come to mine. hehe. those memories not in order but still memories k. hehe. our esplanade trip... remember the reason behind it?? hehe. my trip time stepping in fullerton wib u... the 'i'm xiao xie, i'm xiao kun, i'm xiao da' thingy remember? hehe. with fufu. dat time i think we are crazee man. hehe. my first and last time chasing energy. not realli chase larhz. juz follow them to the airport. hehe. and we bought food from 7-11 to eat. pathetic us. hehe. and the no experience uncle drive us in circle and almost miss energy. the super slow speed on expressway. hehe. first time seeing it. the time me and u ate laska at suntec. y arhz? forget liao. ohh!!! we are suppose to meet mel at kbox later. hehe. her bdae... dat's the first time after dat time i meet xiangying again.

turf city remember? we climbed on the railing and i got the poster. wanted to give it to u. but u say dun wan dun wan. me still keep it. hehe. u wan now?? hehe. last time chatting on phone. chat for many hours. den sending each other letters. and till now ur old habit when u recieve a call from ur marmie. hehe. the very first time we met. at woodlands. u wearing blue colour shirt. and blue colour 3quart. such a cute ger i tot. hehe. i forgot wad i wear. hehe. our weekends spent in orchard is uncountable. too often le. and many many more. 3 years. so much happen. hehe. and also not forgetting. the machi auto sess. the onli thing dat i plead u. and dat is go wib me. hehe. and u went. din regret it ya. hehe. still cannot understand ur taste of liking jeff. hehe.

wearing our 'uniform' army pants, jersey. converse shoe. pony tail. dat necklace. hehe. first time u waited for me u said. hehe. everytime when we meet i will msg u telling u dat i will be late. in the end i reach first. couple of time made it by taking cab. other den dat is i miracly reach earlier den u. hehe. standing at the board in orchard mrt. waiting for u. observing other people walking by. hehe. it became a habit. whenever waiting in orchard i will stand there. but to dat day. hehe. we wait for some many boring hours. hehe. den sickening... it rained. hehe. dunno y there is a bazaar there. den we walk around and bought the doggie ear ring. hehe. stayed there quite long den decided to buy an umbrella. still with me... but dunno where i placed it nia. hehe. after the event we went to the cinema at j8 den showing each other machi's pic. too bad i deleted it already. some so close up. hehe. first time in my life sia. first row... den on stage still got ppl hug them de. i still tell jeff 'jean says she love u' den i point to u. lol. 3 times i love u and now heh heh heh....

this kind of frenship is hard to get. so memorable and unforgettable. i think this life i will nv forget u. cuz u will continue to be my fren till we are very very very old. i still love u. hehe. *muackz*

*i wish there will be more good days to spend with my frens*

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1:25 AM

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lalalala~ happy day? narhz. juz another boring day. hehe. budden had a good luff juz now. watching tv. got luo zhi xiang lehz!!! omg de shuai. hehe. farnie lor. me luff and luff and luff den see my mum got luff anot. hu noes... she fall asleep liao. so sian diao de her. bleahz.

been reminded 2 times dat my bdae is cuming... excuse me... but i remember it okie. hehe. how can i forget lehz? hinting my mum to buy things for me. hehe. but she very weird bdae she dun like to buy me things. normal days she will. weirdo.

today actually ish a happy day. cuz it's happy. hehe. we celebrate lynn's advance birthday. see her like very happy liddat also make me very happy lehz. hehe. we gib her alot of lao gao things. monkey's dai yan ren... my qing ai de say one. hehe. lynn lynn cor me ai ai lehz. so shy. hehe. diaoz. hehe. we went to sch earlier to buy cake for her. den we got 3 cakes in mind. my cheese cake won. but we bought strawberry cake instead. cuz i remember she onli like fiesta cheesecake. hehe. see i so caring nehz. bhb. hehe. den after dat we go bishan walk walk. gib her present den she keep saying so cute so cute. hehe. we also smile smile smile non stop. happy day ya. yippie~

rewatching naruto is fun. den juz now reread my comic i had. see aint i bored? hehe. think me going to turn crazy le barhz. bore days will be over soon. during examination period. feel like slacking all over. hehe. jia you jia you. 2 more paper onli... ewww after dat 2 mths hol... i will miss my classmates to pieces. how how how?? hehe. especially qing ai de, my wife, nana and alot to be listed. hehe. jean lynn von haha... we will meet again. most prob everyday. *winkZ*

*i wish i will stay focus and study for the next 2 paper*

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1:10 AM

ღ Tuesday, October 26, 2004

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hur hur. today ish my chinese birthday. happy birthday to me happy birthday to me. happy birthday to engsin. happy birthday to me. ^^ suddenly tok abt bdae today den my mama notice today is my chi bdae. so qiao. hehe.

*watashi wa suki momoiro desu*

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8:51 PM

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sad to say... my wish is not true. hmmp. din manage to study much today. heard my qing ai de study finish socio liao. she so li hai! i must catch up with her. lynn start her bio le. me lehz. slack and slack. T.T must force myself to do at least smth larhz. juz now read through and yan jiu the past year paper. think dat quite easy. but i think ours wun be tat easy barhz. and the format dunno y weird weird de. diff year diff de mehz?? where can liddat sia... haiyo... den nv show us how the mcq looks like. me more worry abt dat lor. i wanna see... dunno how my class ppl studying liao... mmm... hopefully everyone doing well. me arhz me.... die liao larhz. dui bu qi myself and my mama and papa lehz. T.T most dui bu qi de person is myself liao. yesterday arhz... 3.30 den go sleep. haiz. y no one scold me to go sleep?? tao yan. today really mux sleep early. tml exam cannot late. wake up extra early. den can be extra awake. den can do well well. engsin gambatte! haiz... god bless me plz...

*i wish i can do well for tml and tml's tml and aiya.. all papers larhz. T.T plz plz*

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8:41 PM

ღ Monday, October 25, 2004

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first day of study week. and i studied nth at all. hopeless liao. T.T i wanna study. budden dunno where's my motivation. hopefully i can suddenly feel motivated. i must score well!! argh... how how how? i wan study... today all i did is copy and paste cms stuff den print it out. wad shld i start studying first? i think 1031 first. cuz more things to memorize. tml den study 1027. yesterday i made a promise to study 1031 and 1026 half half today. but i din make it. haiz. empty promise again. den den den... haiz... think i shld not sleep late le. sleep late wake up late. wake up late no mood to study. so plz my dear fren. if u see me still online past 2am scold me. and force me to go sleep plz. i would appreciate it. plz plz plz. let me study... dun wan be distracted. maybe shld lock the com. but still got tv distract me. lock tv. den still got hp. lock hp. den still got myself... i can play with wadever thing i saw. haiz... wad to do?? tml. i somba tml i will study hard hard. i must le. last chance to study le. engsin jia you!!

wanna wish these ppl good luck. and hope u all can gambatte with me!
here it goes:
NR0406 peeps. ^hope we will all pass together. united okie. hehe^
NR0412 peeps. ^those same attachment wib me de^
jing zhi. ^jia you hor. later cheryl scold u. hehe^
joanna ^jojo gambatte. hehe. seldom see u in sch le hor...^
oxy ^u better jia you and be a nurse okie. miz ya lots^
arifah
khairul
all evg peeps in NR ^too many to remember^
cee teing ^u wed exam liao. study hor. si bird. hehe^
cindy ^jia you. dun too stress^
jia ai janis zi qing ^olevel cuming le. jia you^
jeanpj ^same to u^
alvic ^same to u also-.-^
and to huever exam cuming up. jia you to all of u. hehe. soon will be birthday list le barhz. hehe. y so many ppl bdae arhz. happy belated bdae to wife number 1. mag mag. hehe. den next is happy bdae to lynn lynn. hehe. den also happy bdae to wei an. actually is weiling and yanqin tell me de. hehe. den happy birthday to my lao gong zi qing. dunno wad to buy for u. >.< den happy birthday to jean. hehe. 16 lo~ happy marhz? wad u wan arhz? a jeff? hehe. happy birthday to shuwei for having same bdae as me. -.- hehe. happy birthday to alvic. cun remember is which day but juz happy birthday. happy birthday to qianyu and yeechoon. happy birthday to my dad. happy birthday to my aunt. happy birthday to xinyi my cousin. ^^ okie. that's for oct and nov babies le. hehe. cun think animore... think kent kent bdae also on nov... mmm... today more greedy. make 2 wishes.

*i wish i can concentrate and study well*
*i wish i can get good result as my bdae present*

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4:36 PM

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me ish a scorpio woman. this one lynn send one. i think dat it's very very true on me. hehe. dun understand y they say scorpio ppl are mysterious. we are not lor. juz dat we say out everything le also ppl dun believe dat's everything. and think dat we're hiding smth... believe us okie. or else we will heck care. den u say we hide. omg...

SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character. A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong. She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it. If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling. She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially i! f she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career. She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered. Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress. She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew. If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman. She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she! can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody". If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

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ღ Sunday, October 24, 2004

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title anihow put one. hehe. actually wanna say.... mmm.... ya so long nv post liao. sian lor. dun feel like using com. den sleep and sleep for past few days. today lehz. went out in the morning with my mummi. btw today is 23 hor. my mummi me and yong yong went to cwp. den saw channel u de bryan. me realli dun wanna get shoot by them. so i went opposite side. and my tootz mama purposely wan walk there. den i dun care them stroll to toilet. den throw away my mummi's drink. hur hur. *shhh* den after dat when wan go converse saw them again... cannot go in converse so we went to courts and see see look look. bought a cordless phone. cuz my hse phone sotx liao. the 1 and 3 cun be press. press hard hard also no use. SUPER hard also no use. so buy new one lor. hehe. den after dat go home.

wanna bath first... but i saw the comic book calling me. i cannot resist dat strong power... so i read the comic book hehe. the naruto one lo. den i read till fall asleep. dat's the 2nd time already. den wake up continue read. den me go bath cuz they say around 4 get ready marhz. so i got ready by 4. den wait for birdie till 5. meanwhile i finished my comic book. WAHAHAHA. siao. hehe.

den off we go to ochard. hehe. we tok alot of rubbish. tok abt alot of things. dat we seldom talk abt... like er... relationship, blah blah blah even until japanese. lol. we 2 very the lame lor. we late already still can play sia. hehe. we reached orchard. thinking dat everyone there waiting for us onli. den we wan act big shot. so we wait till the crowd all gone den we went up. slowly stroll up. den wad we saw is onli meh meh. she's alone. lol. we paiseh liao. den we wait for them. den wan to play them again. we went shopping. until we recieved alot of miss calls. hehe. they reached liao. den we slowly stroll back. again act big shot. who noes we cannot find them. so duh tootx. hehe. malu once more. we went to alot of places also no seat to sit. in the end go mac. no choice.

den we went to wisma. saw the forever21 ppl catwalking. the model so scary. look at u in the eye and smile. ooo scary. hehe. but dat 2 hor so excited. bo bian. guys. hehe. today birdie very poor thing always get bully. by me meh meh mama yeo xu pek pek er... actually all larhz. hehe. we went to eat the yummy ice cream again. i eat the lemon flavour. same as wicky. not i copycat is i wanted to eat long long ago. cuz so white nehz. hehe. den meh eat tiramisu or smth liddat de. evon also. mama yeo eat mango de. oiishi desu! xu pek pek and birdie acting out the walls ice cream ad in ORCHARD TAKA. omg. pretend dunno them. hehe. den off we go to far east. dat time around 9 liao. went to long john take a seat. den go toilet or slack down there. until evon say tire den we go. actually we also very tire. hehe.

went to take mrt. marina side de. so we get to sit. hur hur. tok the whole journey. everyone also wanna hear my ISP story. so farnie lor them. keep asking me how's nursing all this. den keep say me short. -.- like dat leonard liddat... think hor older ppl like to act cute nehz. hur hur hur. later let them see i die. hehe.

btw thx to those hu tag my board. realli gan dong. hehe. love u guys. dat day i bought a parenting book for my da sao. i wanted to give her personally. but she not at home. so i left on the table and sleep. den my mum told her is i give de. but like not much different as b4. i will jia you de. ^^ eyes very itchy... maybe time for sleep le. tml going to sing again.. with evon and my CM again. hehe. btw for ppl hu dunno CME is me birdie and meh meh. hu is birdie hu is meh meh? dun tell u. hehe. juz now go make a pic for cme cuz we din take a pic together. think abit too messy also abit too plain. hope my CM like it. hehe. AHHH eye wan drop liao!!!

*i wish there are alot more of CME days. and my eye can be normal for once*

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1:36 AM

ღ Thursday, October 21, 2004

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as usual doing boring things in boring ELP and i'm hungry again. and the media player spoil liao. only can hear background sound. T.T make my yan wei die sound so weird. bleahz...

moi vampire life~ 2 more years... wahahaha. *lame*

What Will Your Vampire Life Be Like? by Kirin
Name
Vampire Clan	Toreador
Age Turned	19
Generation	6
Date Killed	February 27, 3500
Killed By	Werewolf Frenzy

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moi icon ^.-

Your Icon is..... by d3athofs3asons
Your Name
Your Age
Your B-day
Your Icon Is....

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-.- hu the hell is pam excuse me...

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're an angel
Strangers think	You have bigger boobs than Pam
Friends think	You're wonderful

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yaya.. i probably will be a nurse nehz...

At your ten year high school reunion... by robbiewriter
Your school name
Your name
Your job will be	Actor
You will be worth	$889,875
Everyone will think you	cry yourself to sleep at night

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er.. i wun... dun like my tongue hanging out ya. hehe.

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will hang yourself
How many tries will it take?	26
When will you commit suicide?	February 13, 2017
What will your suicide note say?	I wish there was another way ..

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again... hu's dat?

Who were you in a past life? by Kat007
Name:
Birthdate:
Favorite Color:
Country:
You were most probably:	Jimi Hendrix
If not then you were:	Just another face in Japan

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good good. many ppl. hur hur

What will your Funeral be like? by rashock
Username
You will die by:	Mysterious unsolved murder. The killer was never found and neither was your body. Your casket is empty and you family mourns till this day in hopes that you are still alive or died a swift death.
Death Date:	February 14, 2041
Number attending your funeral?	174
How much will you leave to friends and family?	$2,434,600

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hoho. smart...

Generate your Anime Style by Jena-su
Name:
Hair:	Short and brightly coloured.
Clothes:	As revealing as you can legally get away with.
Powers:	Wind magic
Special Features:	Cat ears and tail
Sidekick:	The great spirit of (insert character name of choice here), as channeled through whatever item you have onhand at the time.
Attitude:	Extremely smart, very quiet.
Weapon:	Flamethrower

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ღ Tuesday, October 19, 2004

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now in the ELP slacking. one more hour to lesson. ms rosy lesson... omg the boring... 2hrs there lehz. tml even worse 3hrs. hopefully tml no lesson. cuz by right today shld teach finish liao marhz. go liao also a waste of time onli. somemore dat topic den exam also finish liao. nth more to revise... haiz... now ish already 2.15 and i haven eat. BUT i'm not hungry at all. dat's weird. normally i would juz faint if by now haven eat. my stomach is weird today. today not totally in good mood. also dunno y. bad mood dun need a reason i guess...

yesterday we went to orchard for job interviewing. den nv study life science at all. but was a good new to us yesterday. firstly, we went to swensen den the manager like onli want 1 person. which we assume is lynn, so we decide to go other places and find. we den went to sakae den they wan us to work even when schooling. somemore 1 week 4 days. which is fine. but the manager like very buay song liddat. so we left lor. den we went to cineleisure. we saw cafe cartel first. den very happy. but when we reach den found out it is so tiny... so we went upstairs lor. i saw the ann poh from channel u. last time she won the u-noe-wad... hehe. went to edo sushi. the manager quite good. explain everything to us. dat he need us to work 6months means sch start le still must work. okie with us larhz. money whu will complain too much rite? hur hur. one hr 4.50 it's $2 lesser den charlene's but... still okie larhz. den i saw shihui(evg) particulars there. lol. she also apply there sia. den we went to cathy. they so super busy. no time for us. den we fill in liao gib them den go le. they say today will call us for interview also dun hab. hmmpp... hehe. but work in cathy is damn good lor. sit down also got money take. wahahaha. den we went back to edo and ask them when can they confirm with us. they told us today. budden yesterday they called le. they say we 3 had been accepted. when can start work den he will cfm with us. he called lynn during our life sci test lor. hehe. den we came out he called me. we so happy den ^5 each other. dun too happy first. scarly dun like it there. =X

yesterday life sci is open book. budden i nv study at all... den i dunno where everything. so i do finish fast fast den read my textbook. every single page. den found alot of answers. hehe. glad with myself. budden i forget to do last question last part. i forgot i leave it blank. suan le larhz... 9 marks gone... T.T the K1 is so super duper cold. i shivering inside. hehe. i got bring jacket but nv wear. cuz i no time to wear. me and lynn came in late. but juz in time they giving out papers. phew~

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ღ Sunday, October 17, 2004

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today accompany ade go buy food for her chalet. after dat take bus back to woodlands. den it's 5 already. my daddy came to drive me and my mummy to visit my god father. last time i mentioned he had liver inflammation. now, he got heart problem... his heart is enlarged... haiz. he look so much different. when i saw him, i was so shocked. last time he was abit fleshy. den now... very very bony. his face had sunken in... dark circles under his eye. and his voice sound so feeble. haiz. life is so unexpectable. such a fit person can become liddat so face. he used to be a man full of confident. and a man dat is very strong and powerful. now, very very skinny. but at least he got the hope to live on. his pulse is 116 and above juz now. and for him, dat's very good already. he can go up to 150B/min. dat is very very bad. and it made him having shortness of breathe. juz now i observed dat he breath very fast... he asked me to take his pulse. so i took. it was the fastest pulse i ever take lor... i count 110. den hor very irregular... haiz... i realli hope he can get well soon. he is in the hosp for 10 weeks already... god bless him plz...

*i wish my god daddy will get well soon.. real soon*

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ღ Saturday, October 16, 2004

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having severe stomach cramp. are there such thing as severe stomach cramp?? nvm i say got means got. so pain. T.T i hate stomach cramp and stomache. anithing dat pain inside not outside i hate it. if wanna scale on the pain ruler. i think is 8 barhz? abit kua zhang but to me that's the most painful thing i ever experience le marhz... Y.Y haiz.. tml go ade's chalet... dunno if there's anione i noe going... feeling so lonely. den still having stomach cramp. dun wan to wake up so early. ask me to sleep now also cannot. cun fall asleep.
today we went to find job. went to swensen. and they ask us come back again. den we saw sakae wan recruit ppl but we not sure wan anot. so nv went in. den we walk around den i bought ade's present. den walk somemore. went to lido wanted to watch a movie. but couldnt found 1 and the Q is like super long. so we gave up our Q and went to bishan instead. we went to watch resident evil. this is the 5th time i watch movie with lynn. and 2nd time in the week. lol. no a bad movie. at least nicer den oujia board. the story very exciting. and it is nc16. no children to disturb us ya. hehe. it is a bloody show. but not disgusting. and the whole show is flooded with the famous four letter word. ya know.. nice larhz. hehe. was wondering recently singapore show no censor liao arhz? tot will censor away bad words de? mmm.... today we ate the most wonderful ice cream in my life. yummy~ hehe. but $3 abit ex ya. no wonder i got stomach cramp.

*i wish i will nv get stomach cramps again*

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hehe. very sian nth to do. very hot no air con. hehe. me juz found out charlene means small beauty. qing ai de u still SMALL arhz? hehe. lynn means a cascade. wad does dat means arhz? and jean means god is gracious. found out me very odd one out cuz me dun hab english name. also think gib myself english name like so weird liddat. somemore engsin sound so nice. hehe. provided pronounce correctly. worse case is charlene's beng beng pronouncation. wad 'peng san'. wah biang ey. lol.

*i wish tml lynn and me can get into the job we wan*

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ღ Thursday, October 14, 2004

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forget to blog dat i pass~ p a s s PASS. hehe. kinda expected... budden do many stupid things dat make me lose my marks. 27... better den nth. mux be glad. hehe. yesterday went to kbox with birdie and meh meh. as usual we play like nobody business. den after dat simon sir came to pick us up. to ms rebecca's hse.. dunno for wad. den after dat home sweet home. din manage to take our cme neoprint... euu~ today ish a tire day. no strength to even smile. yawn. since after sec sch i hab been sleeping for 6-8hrs daily at least. today onli 3 hrs. so the tire man. went back to evg to take the nyaa cert. den was told to pass ah qi cert to her. den juz now walk halfway saw her. so qiao. today so malu.. almost fall in the bus. i miss the 858 bus cuz i wanna take 911 bus. for no reason. and also i tot dat if i take 911 i will see may. and omg i realli saw her. pretty her. hehe. i stood in front of her at the empty space there with alot of people. den i lsoe my footing and fall onto other ppl. den i dunno pull hu's bag to stand back again. so paiseh... trying to force myself forget dat. hehe. den tok tok tok to may. den after dat she left le den jean came. so off to sch lo. today sch nth much... juz rubbish sch timetable 2 lessons today. and den 5hrs break. we went to watch movie~ hehe. the show is the dunno wad board de. forget how to spell. 'bi xian' i played b4. budden we all dun hab bad intention. juz curious therefore i think nth much happen barhz... but i had nightmare everynight i play it. the show not a tiny bit scary. cuz the sound effect not good. budden lynn and nana keep cover eyes. so cute lo. hehe. the sec sch ppl there keep luffing shouting howling and wad ever. so noisy and childish. kids... the movie the ending abit luan. bascially whole movie abit luan. i would recommend if u got spare money and the urge to watch ghost movie. but if u wanna get a real scare or enjoy the movie, dun go watch. buy vcd better. the sound effect realli lousy... think hor recently my attitude like very bad liddat. cannot liddat! mm dunno easyily agitated. perhaps too outside too hot le. cun control my temper when it's hot. bad habit. engsin arh engsin. haiz.

*i wish lynn and jean can complete the essay on time. gambatte!*

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ღ Wednesday, October 13, 2004

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it's time to blog again. ^^ hehe. wad shld i say nehz. jiu shi hor... i forget wad i wanna say liao. today ish a hungry day. i woke up feeling hungry. go to sch hungryily. reach home very very hungry. eaten liao still hungry den drink milk den very full. juz when i felt full i fall asleep like pig liddat. den when i wake up i hungry again. den juz now eat my dinner once more but still very hungry. now still very very hungry. i think my stomach spoil liao. how??

mmm... let's tok abt wad happen today. today... today... today juz a normal sch day. budden i today like siao liddat. very happy. cuz i'm hungry? diaoz. hehe. dunno y. den went after sch went to cwp. den i tot i saw leonard. but dunno lehz. den went to take my pic. den went bank. hur hur hur. me getting richer le. wahaha. budden later the money will gone again. cuz this mth is ade's bdae. and lynn bdae cuming too. and omg exam cuming too. and omg i cun wait to go work. me wan money come rolling in. rollin' rollin' rollin' in~ hehe. since my wish of money drop from the sky is impossible. haiz. onli can work le. and den my essay i juz edit finish. hope it's fine... arbo i sure die liao. tml having assessment. jean passed today. she got janet.... so good nehz... i hope i get janet too. or dat cutie teacher... i dun wan monsters!! if i fail hor... dunno wad i will do. cry? hopefully not. hate to cry infront of ppl. if it was a paper test i sure can get full marks. i remembered every single thing. but it's pract. when i get nervous i forget everything. and tok infront of a teacher and a 'model'. like crazy liddat. toking to myself. like hello, i'm normal k. nurses have to study pyschology. and we are there performing the arts of toking to ourselves. so great man. -.-" forget it... juz give it my best shot possible... hope can larhz... if i nv did my best, i'm such an idiot. den everyone shld call me idiot tay. ok?

*i wish i can pass my assessment today(13/10)*

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ღ Sunday, October 10, 2004

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You're a "Green Angel". You're one personwho is extremely protective of people aroundyou (especially your friends) and you'd end upas a gaudian angel. You're stronger than mostand aren't ashamed to show it. People know howtough you are and don't dare to mess with youwhen you get mad. You're real close with yourfriends and couldn't live wihout them so evenin heaven, you want to help them. You knowthey'd want you as a gaudian angel and you'dlove to be able to ensure safety of yourfriends for yourself because you're on of those"If you want something done right, do ityourself" kind of person. (If you can't see
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dang dang da dang dang dang da dang.... yesterday ish my kor kor de wedding. abit disappointed cuz of u noe wad... dun mention le. budden still manage to sabo him. heh heh heh. my new blogskin hor dun hab put title de... den cannot see the title nehz... nvm later i go put. hehe.
yesterday wedding.... mm... i forgotten liao. actually will nv forget juz dat dunno which part to write and wad to write... those hu wanna noe i think i told them already barhz. hehe. lazy to repeat again nehz....

today is such a b o r i n g day. wake up den watch tv. den watch finish tv play com. play till my cousin come my hse den i help her scan thingy. after dat i wanna go bath. but when i stand up and walk to my room, me suddenly got headache. den when i reached my room felt so dizzy. so i lie down on the bed. den i fall asleep. until 6plus. den go bath. felt dat all my energy drained already. bath also no strength. after dinner suddenly so energetic. cuz eat liao marhz. hehe. piggy. yesterday my god ma say i fat le. i also agree. my face so round circle roundish. hehe. den dl new anime. dearS cuz i see alot ppl dl den i dl lor. den i watch first epi i diaoz... the anime hor... keep showing dat naked ger. lol. but story line is nice. and den got 1 so bitchy teacher. everytime watch dat part i wanna skip it sia. the teacher very diaoz lor. DIAOZ.

*i wish my hp plan can faster finish. den can get flip phone*

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ღ Tuesday, October 05, 2004

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today keep bombard lynn abt her blog thingy. i realize y she like dun realli wan us to know liddat. mm... cannot say out larhz. hehe. i will respect her and wun tell anione her blog add de. cuz i somba le. is willingly somba 1 hor. she nv force me de. hehe. she so kind de where will liddat? if me got something dun wan let ppl see i cfm will force ppl not to see de. she very different from me. hehe. lynn to me hor always very leng jing one. not like my qing ai de and me. gan chiong stupid + blur queen + noisy + chong dong. lol. hab like her this kind of fren very good de nehz. hehe. cuz will calm us down you mei you. hehe. qing ai de... learn from ur zui ai larhz. hehe. be a good qing ai de to me like how i be a good qing ai de to u ya. hur hur. me forgot wad i wanna say le. tml... got 1 more secret meeting. my cousin are better talkers den me. thanks god. hehe. but me was quite nervous toking to them... cuz me so the blur can anot. hehe.

*i hope my bro's wedding can be successful...*

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ღ Monday, October 04, 2004

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back from secret meeting... conclusion is this week will be a busy week. but yet happy. budden quite unhappy juz now. if someone appreciate how much we do for him den good... ppl do so much for u u do abit cannot mehz? dunno y sia... haiz...

juz now saw my qing ai de blog. she keep mention until me. lol. ppl shy larhz. so ke lian... so late liao still doing essay... ke lian de... jia you jia you wor. ^^ today wore my new skirt. lol. think i wore like a princess but i dun look like 1. hehe. today saw peichi saw weian saw jian xing saw small black saw desmond. me told my qing ai de abt desmond. she abit angry still say wan return the punch back.. but all is past le. i really dun mind ya qing ai de... hehe.

*i wish my brother's wedding will be a total success*

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ღ Sunday, October 03, 2004

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Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her.
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it'S LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?

The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.
It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.
take care and God bless

"The greatest weakness of humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still alive."

-watashiwa admit watashiwa dunno how to love. and watashiwa dun love-

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hehe. today ish the wedding dinner. juz now den i noe they book few bus around singapore to send us to the hotel. it's like so WOW lor. lol. now den i noe got this kind of thingy de lehz. the hotel i heard is rasa sentosa. i dunno where izzit in sentosa lehz... think got see b4 den also like nv see b4 liddat lehz. hehe. my qing ai de yesterday keep say me lame... qing ai de. dun liddat ya. hehe. today she so gan chiong with her essay. hu ask her dun do earlier larhz. bad ger. hur hur. qing ai de dunno anithing juz cor me dun hesitate u noe. u're not ma fan-ing me of cuz. hehe. den juz now tidy up my room. and living room. and blah blah blah. bascially ANYWHERE dat hab my stuff. hehe. which is everywhere. so the sian. too much stuff to tidy up. lol. u see on the outside like wa.. so neat. u open my drawer or cupboard den WA!!! cuz i throw everything on the table, floor, bed, chair, everywhere into my drawer and cupboard. juz open and throw. hehe. bo bian... i not much of a neat person. hehe.

*i wish my qing ai de and all my classmates can finish the essay asap*

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^^ today ish my cousin wedding. me first time saw a wedding in church. den ish like new experience liddat nor. the church very nice. dun look like a church. lol. den the bride and bridegroom so the pretty and handsome. hehe.
woke up at 6 today. den bath liao on comp and dl hunter x hunter. watch finish liao. i hate anime to finish... i wan watch forever... very sad lehz... liddat jiu finish. i haven watch enuff. T.T the ending at least not disappointing. hehe. den after dat wait for uncle to drive us there. when i reach quite a number of ppl reach already. budden also not alot ppl larhz. moderate nia. hehe. saw jia ai. so happy nehz. den she say i siao. hehe. den eat eat eat. serve tea. den sit sit sit. watch tv. watch dat tian kong zhi cheng hor. qi si ren de nehz. hehe. the vcd spoil. so cannot watch. but nvm larhz. watch half liao. den me watch liu xing hua yuan till i zzz. den when i wake up we going to church already. saw my another's cousin gf for the 2nd time. 1st time i saw no impression. she quite pretty and very very polite. she's like xian qi liang mu. but also a career woman. hehe. manners very good de nehz. went to the catholic church. st mary's angel i think... we at there. sit and stand den sit den stand. keep repeating. hehe. den after dat go eat le den come home. come home me very tire den go sleep. sleep 6hrs den wake up... wonder later how i fall asleep... hehe. today so tire le... dunno kor wedding me how. hehe.

*i wish tml will be another exciting day!*

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