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ღ Monday, June 27, 2005

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again this sunday is spent by sleeping. i dunno y i always feel sick during sunday. perhaps saturday play too much. mmm... to inform those hu dunno, timetable for yr2sem1 is out. omg nursing is so laggy. others start their sch so long liao. our timetable juz out few days ago. -.-

-sat-
morning 11am went to meh hse help her take pic. it was raining very very heavily. i brough umbrella but my pants is all wet. took her pic liao. print out liao. den we went to sing. order from mac. need minimum $10. so we anihow buy. shit all my money is gone. i owe meh $5.

after dat i chiong to meet ade. but she was late. as usual. ps de golden village for initial D is full. from 3pm to 2am. all full. so we went to lido. after q-ing for so long. we finally bought the tics. the cinema is cool. big and comfortable. but dunno y ppl like to walk here walk dere. how to enjoy movie sia... also i miss the starting. before the movie we went to paragon. ade wan to see sly plus do the m1 thing. we saw sly and qiu zhe but ade din do the m1 thing. after me persuade ade decide to go. she go toilet so long. so we miss the starting.

after the movie. i feel so exhausted. maybe cuz too relax liao. dun feel like moving. was like super super tire. no energy to tok. dun even have the strength to smile. suddenly felt so stress. also dunno y. went to visit lynn. but the grumpy owner is dere. so i walk off first to buy belt. janis call to meet me for dinner. so i agreed. me and ade went to look at some accessories den janis and cindy went into the same shop. i heard janis said kunda so i turned around. they were so surprise to see me. lol. after dat ade left for home first. she insist i pang seh her. but in the first place i felt like going home too. very tire.

night time le. we kinda have a mini ba qian jin gathering. with loads of non 8 qian jin. there were, me, cindy, janis, jia ai, cee teing. for ba qian jin. and den there was an officer, zhiwei sir, yanting ma'am, marsiling CI and wicky and jia ai's cousin mei xuan. total of 11 ppl. ceeteing met us when we wanna go home. so before dat we went to walk around pointlessly. juz walk and walk. zhiwei cheated wicky and jia ai dat we are going to watch initial D so that they would come down. but they of cuz dunno la. and den they came down. the whole day we walk around pointlessly. making pointless joke. but we all had fun. after alot of waitings, ceeteing came. and off we go. go home. sound like a boring gathering. but still we had our fun dat cun be written down.

feeling so worn out now. although i done nothing today. i ate 3 ice cream today. i will die from fats....

*i wish i have the determination to slim down!!!*

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12:49 AM

ღ Saturday, June 25, 2005

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yesterday as in thursday, i went out with lynn and wina. we went shop shop and look around. they made me try on a shirt dat look like a dress. lol. so short lo. lol. they ask me to wear as a dress of cuz. den the salesperson come and say er... dat one is a shirt. lol. i knew it. so of cuz i din buy it. $33 for a shirt. mmm... hehe. den walk walk walk. they already shop most of parco liao. cuz me late for 30mins. i'm dead... i cun be dat late animore. zhen gai si... juz did some window shopping. den astrid come. wina's fren. den we went to take neo print. hehe. the machine quite good. make my face look thinner. hahaha. den after dat me and lynn, wina and astrid split. they want to watch movie ma. so me and lynn went kino and rot. there's a jap eng dict i like to buy. budden like very waste money. so i din buy. we rot till 6 den go sakae. who knows... diff place de buffet time diff. qi si ren. so bo bian. we have to go opticol building to have our buffet. we can eat alot. so must buffet. we went there and eat eat eat. eat till we cun move. haha. 1 and a half hr. hehe. after dat we went raffles city walk. we need some digestion. we walk past mango. the back of mango store. lynn and me were super shocked. we cun close our mouth for 10sec. there's alot ALOT of woman looking at clothes. realli alot. the whole room is packed with women. AND clothes. the clothes are all lying on the floor. i know the discount is more den 50% but come on... dun have to do this rite? it's too scary le...

after dat we decide to go somemore dat we are more familiar. far east! hehe. went dere and bought a identical watch as lynn. tat one both of us eye for some time le. so bought from cwp. me far east. she bought at my turf i bought at hers. lol. she working dere ma. den walk around lo. realli realli is window shopping. but we enjoy yourselves la. by eating. hehe. i trying my best to read my new watch. hehe.

today as in friday. went to benny bbq. i woke up earli to watch vcd. cuz sat must lend ade liao. some part so sad nehz. in the end watch till i'm late. faster do my stuff and rush out. my stupid hair. since dat haircut i need to tidy it up for at least half an hour b4 i can go out. arbo realli too messy and toot le. ARgh! met up with yq and lihua mama. den off we go. wad we did? of cuz is gossip la. gossip abt everything. hehe. benny bbq pit is in coasta sand. so does the mosquitoes. they all hid at coasta sand. i was bitten like hell. itchy everywhere. and the toilet is so freaky! DAMN dirty man. i hate dirty toilet. i cun pass in ease dere. eekkk. whenever i go in i feel like coming out. i ate 2 chicken wing. 2 satay. 1 marshmallow. 1 cup of pepsi and 1 and a half cup of orange @ the bbq. it cuz me $7. lol. okie i noe i am complaining. but the 'fun' is more den $7 la. after we reach and eaten. we went off to walk. we 3 of cuz. play around walk around. take photos. aint we happy? of cuz we are. hehe. dere got alot of bikini babes dancing nehz. hehe. after 1 hr of walking we went back to the pit. sweating like hell by den. we juz sit around. also not around onli have 1 bench for us to sit. so we sit dere and sweat and look at ppl play dai dee. after they play finish... heh heh. it's my turn. i am the dai dee queen. haha. char is better den me in dai dee. aniway once i start play i cun stop. even though i am drained. no more energy but i still play. cuz loser out. me not loser de nehz. hehe. wa... den dat yq hor go tell dem me study nursing. den they keep saying my patient will suffer from mental problem. oh no. me so kind where wil?? lol. den still got 1 guy keep saying i wanna beat the nurse. CUZ i haven lose yet. when i say dat they say me hao lian. -.- wad i say they have something to say back. poor ger... i think they drunk le barhz. lol. their action getting crazier and crazier. luckily when we left they still alright. phew. left at 10.45 gossip all the way home. hehe. of cuz it's we 3 again. ^^ quite a happy and tiring day. zzz

*i wish i can have fun everyday*

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2:28 AM

ღ Thursday, June 23, 2005

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today char call me. so happy. cuz long time no see her and very long nv tok to her le. she hor though she laughing but like so ke lian. cuz she and her beng beng hor always stick together. den her beng beng go ns le. must have felt so lonely. and me, i cannot do much. onli dat next week me still holiday and u also holiday. so, whenever u feel lonely juz call me out la. me will accompany u de. ^^ beng beng i noe u're worry for him. but he can take care of himself de. u also must take care of urself. cuz he's worry for u also. cuz there's no beng beng to take care of u now. and again i cun help much. cuz i am not as man as him. but wadever it is u can come to me. ^^ and also put ur heart into the thing u do. dun think too much. think too far. if not later u injure urself how? bring out ur passion in nursing and take care of urself. and also... i miss u. cya next week. date me kayz. hehe.

*i wish char de beng beng can do things faster so dat can tok to her more*

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1:49 AM

ღ Tuesday, June 21, 2005

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yesterday is cheesecake day. i bought lynn's fav fiesta cheese cake. hehe. yummy yum. wonder how's lynn first day of work. ppl free hor date me go far east lehz. so dat me can shun bian visit lynn. hehe. slacking at home daily. sleep until late noon den wake up. not feeling bored at all. 1 week not bore. maybe 2nd week will. but i dun mind. hehe.

sat went to dye and cut hair. the colour become very red. i hate red. but alright la. i juz feel like dying my hair. so ani colour is fine. but~ my fringe became too short. miscommunication. T.T now i look like a nerd with coloured hair. contridicting....

*i wish slack slack enjoy this holiday*

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11:06 PM

ღ Sunday, June 19, 2005

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wondering how do i pass my holiday

dooooooooooduuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

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12:31 AM

ღ Thursday, June 16, 2005

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yea! the day tat i look forward to is here!!! the grand last day of my vtp. finally. after 1 long month. hope tml will be a memorable day. ^^

last day le still no ans to riddle. cuz my senior is hospitalize. haiz. this life i have no fate with the ans. so i will juz forget it.

starting from next monday it's my holiday. if wan ask me out must book 1 kayz. hehe. me hope to slack this holiday. finally....

*i wish holiday will not be too exhausting*

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11:02 PM

ღ Monday, June 13, 2005

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song: zhui (chase) by zhang guo rong.

juz like wad i am doing now. chasing after my memories. something dat others give me but belongs to me and only me. and something dat i can keep forever. and something i treasure. something dat make me happy sad angry and feel older at the same time. therefore i realli think those ppl without memories are very ke lian. one is so empty without memory.

frens of mine are u all surprise to see ur pic here? not very clear. but those pic are very very clear in my heart. each one of u. are my good frens. which will forever be in my memory. important parts of my life... starting with the first pic.

4e2'03 though we spend 2yrs together. but the memories dat hold us together, i onli owns 1month of it. the rest are long forgotten. the happy days. the sad days. i am so vulnerable at those time. cuz dat's the onli time i cried in sch. and it happen 2 times. i miss all of u. and i hope dere's a gathering in the future. with most of us if not all dere.

next 3 pics. NR0406 my bunch of frens dat i always hang out with. without all of u i can nv study so happily. i believe this is one of the happiest part of my life with u guys. the memories of the future will not be the same. but still frens will be forever. i truly believe.

the precious ba qian jin. greatest part of my life. the good time. the bad time. the childish time. the grown up time. all of them have at least one of u in it. we learn from each other. we care of each other. and there will be more future for us. but when can we have a real 8 ppl de gathering???

ade... the way we knew each other is weird. u're kind to me as well as cruel to me. but still we are frens. the energy days are over. the cyndi days are also over for me. but frens wun be over juz liddat.

jean... the memories dat are deeply craved in my heart. the twins days. the silent war days. misunderstaning. telepathy. first time in my life i know wad is love between frens. i nv regret caring for u. i will still care for u till the day i got dementia. when all memories are gone. when i cun even recognize myself. i love u my dear fren.

me jean and lynn. a special day out. first time realli intro one fren to another. both are my precious fren which brought me so much special memory. i dont need thanks from u all. wad i done is wad a fren shld do. but still i appreciate u all for appreciating me.

kunda family. the farnie days. when we are still blur. the break up of the family. all are blurred. now those dat are in contact are few. but the memories are still intact.

yanqin and weiling. my last sec sch years. even frens for now. 1 is a 11yr fren. one is a fren dat we been through wad other ppl din been through. gladly still frens. meet ups may be little. but it's the thoughts dat count.

again NR0406. clincal time is so boring. but stil we can have our fun in it. :)

my last last blog skin. meant alot for me. but i also dunno mean wad. hehe.

kunda.... an important part of my life. for i waste $2000 for him. and the joy of watching him on tv. silly me. but those days teaches me alot. teach me waste money is not good. and lots more of cuz. i nv regret admiring energy. esp him.

howl... first anime movie from jap i ever watch. with lynn. memorable movie. and he's so shuai. and also... hehe. the voice so nice.

full metal panic fumoffu. the first anime i ever watch. farnie show. it brought my interest to anime. the anime i watch twice and regret deleting it. cuz i tot i remember all of the episode. but i was wrong. after i watch so many anime i have forgotten parts of fumoffu. i am very sad over this...

*i wish i will nv lose my memory. i wan to bring my memory to my grave to thanks those dat give me my memories*

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2:17 AM

ღ Saturday, June 11, 2005

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this week many things happen. on sunday.... i went swimmin in the morning. and i think i got a little bit of heat stroke. so i went home feel giddy and all. and sleep for the whole day. at night when i saw lynn's msg asking me abt attachment i felt so happy. i tot she decided to try once more. on mon she called me. telling me her final decision. this is the first time we talked on phone. all dat happen is sad. for we miss each other. but i'm truly glad for she finally can do something she like. she cried. i cried. i'm sick. it's like i start missing her already. i can bear to think of wad we done in the past. i dun wanna think so much. as the future will be brighter. one should nv look back. rite? tues i spend my day thinking abt wad i said to lynn and wad her mum say and wad she say. thinking i done a right thing encourage her to choose wad she realli wan. at least she have a choice. wed i recieve lynn's msg and went to sch to meet her. saw ms cay. she's like quite approve of lynn's choice. and also i saw lynn so happy. i feel happy for her too. after dat she came with me to my house. she admire my niece for awhile. hehe. den i changed. i remember dat day is DAMN hot. both of us are sweating like hell. as if 1 yr nv sweat b4 liddat. omg. went to causeway point and help her look for jobs. we try some places but not sure of the result. den our stomach betray us. hehe. we went to eat sakae sushi buffet. omg!! both of us eat as if we nv eat for 3 months. lol. we try all the sushi dat we nv eat b4. and try to identify them. so yummy. wonder y last time i nv eat b4. din see jean working dere. she say she off dat day. nvm can try again next time. when we finish eating. both of us are so so so bloated. we keep forcing ourselves to eat more. cuz too yummy le. hehe. we both eat equally much. but lynn more. she ate one more tako yaki and 1 more dunno call wad de den me. hehe. we share everything we order. hehe. yummy!!! now i miss sakae already. rui ting book me and lynn on sat. we think very long den decide where to go on sat. hehe. ^^ thurs lynn went to sch to complete paperwork den she let the news to char von jean and wina. cun remember wad day izzit but shld be on thurs. fri looking forward to sat. and rui ting ask a qn i wanna luff very loud. she ask can she wear shorts on sat. lol y not rite? so i say can. hehe. lynn msg me to remind me of our date. sat which is today. for once i am NOT late. wahahaha. so no ice cream for them. hoho. we went singing with my terrible voice. remember i am sick? hehe. i sing with my sore throat. and this time round lynn got high. haha. finally can hear her voice. lol! after dat went shop around. oh oh oh btw rui ting voice is so much like ella's. lynn u agree?? hehe. after dat we went to eat at yoshi. after dat went with rui ting to arcarde. we watch her play nba game. lol. after dat? home sweet home. rui ting is like so tire. and den her face is going to peel from itchiness is she dun do something to it. so we went home. and here i am typing this. and i wanna say to lynn... ur blog entry is so damn touching too. i miss those times too. but i bet we will look forward to more future rite? if i'm wrong... u have to treat me to taka food court ice cream life long! bleahz!!

lol. i realise this week is all abt lynn. i hope the rest of my life will be abt her too. ^^ a good fren is better den many normal frenssss.

*i wish happiness to all my good frens*

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11:09 PM

ღ Monday, June 06, 2005

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dun ask me who i write to. if u feel dat i am writing to u. den i am. :)

i finally know what to say to u le. go with ur heart. the future is yours. not anybody. i used to stop u from choosing dat way. but i think it's too much for u le. choose wad u wan ba. i know ur decision is already made. i will support ur decision. dun think too much abt us. we all definitely wish u well. i know for sure we will cry like hell. but u din disappoint us. or dui bu qi us. we will cry becuz we miss u. but we wan u to be happy. if really there's no more chance to choose the way u wan. (choy) i will still help u. if it's abt financal wise i can work part time with u. i have too much time to spare. spending my days watching anime feels good. but money feel good too. i can also benefit too. and also our konoha shinobi team seven B class mission. if u wan we can do it too. i believe the grey days will be over soon. this time it's ur turn to be selfish. think for urself. and only urself. dun think abt others kayz. my turn to be selfish is over. i think i am rather selfish for stopping u cuz i will miss u like hell. but i realli realli realli hope u can do better den me. ^^

*i wish u can be truly happy with ur decision. and do well*

miss the days when we play all day. less chance in future but still will. frens will forever be frens de.

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ღ Saturday, June 04, 2005

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today.... went to watch madagascar so farnie. esp the drinking water part. i keep luffing though not much ppl luff. i juz think dat part super stupid. i luff till tears come out 2 times. hehe.

AND... today i saw someone dat look like kunda 85%. but shorter la. saw him 4 times. hehehe.

today is consider a short gathering for the 8 of us. so... mmm... nth to say le. hope can have whole day gathering. or at least half day. with all 8 of us. today onli 6. for like 5 mins. cuz some come some left. sianz.

*i wish we can be together. all 8. gathering plz!!*

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10:16 PM

ღ Friday, June 03, 2005

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this week time past considerably fast. have happy things. unhappy things. all are too tiring for me to list out. juz waiting. 2 more weeks. and freedom arrive. and soon i will see my dear frens in sch once more.

*i wish i guess wrongly*

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11:31 PM