又到了阿馨怀旧时间~
browsed my facebook and saw jean(lai) tagged me in her album. and i laughed at some of the pics and cant recall some of the pics being taken. and ah... at a few. hehe.
our final days in com lab.
i totally forgotten abt this. haha. on napfa day. we were exhausted. didnt try my best though. my hair is horrible. haha.
go singing with them is a history now. haha. i looked so young! lao le. haha.
must put this up. my face so enormous. haha. just in love.
last days in com lab 2. so dark. so empty. just for us! we made alot of noise playing inside. listening to songs out loud, play online games when we should be doing projects n study. rehearsing presentation also done here. haha.
grad day. i totally forgotten we got take this pic leh. real real 遗憾 i nv wear my grad clothes n take pic with michael. no chance animore. T.T
he lost his hp. uncontactable now. unless he call me. i hope i dun drop dead before he get back his phone from the bad cab driver. the driver nv own up he pick up the phone. but my clever boy call the company and demand his phone back. even though his phone is lousy and old and worthless, he said it's important cuz got my contact inside. hahaha! but it's my only means of communicating with him while he in camp la. cant msg him also. T.T lonely si le.
next week im finally going to have some social life. hahaha. huixian's bdae is coming. and im invited!! lucky my schedule is ok for me to go. still got work in morning.
jean's (lai) bdae is coming! missed the party last week. got work la. will make up with u de jean~~ when u free? no idea what to get yet....
last year, me n lynn went hunt for it. celebration at sakae sushi. got use ma huh? lol
the year b4 at suntec's marche. bought soft toy n chocolate. wina's choice.
so that means... this year charlene choose? haha.
my aiai's bdae also coming up!! aiai what u want? big fat angbao from me? haha. *stuff tissue...*
the bdae card i made for aiai when i still got photoshop. 2 years ago? haha. it's heart shaped. many ppl 看不出来嘞
this year?
my own bdae is coming too. still pondering on to celebrate or not. i feel so tiring. i HATE organizing party. actually i hate organizing anything la. haha. i dont mind if someone organize for me and i just attend. wont it be nice? but too bad, my bf cant n wont do tat.
conflicts:
to have:
1)it's my 21st leh. 21st=magic age
2)nv celebrate = no present
3)no invite relatives = no ang baos
4)feel miserable no cake to cut. no cake to wish upon
5)the fun n satisfaction of having a good party
6)see all my long lost frens.
7)see my long lost relatives.
8)meet up with everyone
9)so happening
not to have:
1)if invite no one come, damn disappointing la
2)too many disappointing bdae
3)i nv throw a party b4
4)all the troubles n agonies
5)all the troubles n agonies
6)all the troubles n agonies
7)all the troubles n agonies
8)all the troubles n agonies
9)all the troubles n agonies
10)all the troubles n agonies
11)fear of bad party
12)my frens are nurses=working shift=inflexible working hours=cannot come?
13)im depressed la!
14)bf not enthu abt my bdae at all. scarly no money buy present for me. T.T
15)i got 12days annual leave just to take a rest on my bdae n i have no idea what to do with it
16)i wanna go tattoo myself on my bdae. haha.
17)waliao. so troublesome go n invite ppl come. so hard to accomodate everyone's time.
18)i hate entertaining ppl
19)i dun wanna be a busy bee entertaining diff groups of fren. something i very bad in
20)cant leave them alone and just enjoy myself. i will feel guilty
21)what's the point of inviting ppl then they not enjoying too?
22)aiya dont wan celebrate liao la!!!
23)no one wanna help me.
24)my frens all in huge groups.
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i wish i can be happy forever*
