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-no longer here-

2010-02-19T01:43:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone, i had moved my blog to here! Do not come here anymore. And change your links =)

xoxo,
eS

-again-

2009-11-22T23:49:00.001+08:00

I want to blog again. But, this skin looks misaligned when I use firefox (which is always). Changing skin is so troublesome... Will do it some other time.

I am currently watching many show at the same time.

Favorite of all, FlashForward.

It is on channel 5 every sunday 10pm. It is about people on Oct 27 (is it? haha) all black out for 5 mins. In that 5 mins, those that survived will have 'memories' of 5 mins 6 months later in their life. It is worldwide. In this show, they are trying to find out the cause of it and who is responsible. Loves it! I'm watching at ppstream. It is 1 episode faster than channel 5. So, doesn't really matter. Hehe. Shows on sat on ppstream

2nd, Gossip Girl! It's kinda frustrating at times. I keep saying "Stupid girl stupid girl, don't do that!" all the time. Haha. It's about a bunch of people living at the upper east side. The rich people. Sometimes it's ridiculous. But I love gossip! xoxo, gossip girl. Shows on wed on ppstream

3rd, America Next Top Model. Currently, I finished cycle 13. So nothing to watch for awhile.

After 3rd, I can't really rank them. Haha.

How I Met Your Mother. They had like 5 season. I'm at 2nd only. It's hilarious but also kinda old. Haha. I only watch till year 2007. Long way to go. It's about how Ted met his wife.

海派甜心 by Show and Rainie. Very funny. Loves this show too! Show is a rich man coming from a weird family. And Rainie is also a rich girl coming from a complicated family. Show is super funny in this show. Must watch!!

桃花小妹 by Cyndi and the rest. Haha. The Singaporean person that went to Taiwan for singing competition and got famous is in the show. His voice is weird and seems abit awkward. But I still like him. I support Singaporeans! Hehe.

Both showing on ppstream on monday. ^^v

And I watched lots of youtube videos. Haha.

I really shouldn't be doing all these. I should be doing my homework and studying for my coming exam. Argh!!

Gone!

2009-09-02T16:21:00.001+08:00

I'm happy. I have everything I want.

I don't feel like blogging anymore.

That's it. =)

-im sorry! i promise i will not do it again!-

2009-07-30T21:41:00.001+08:00

I'm a nervous wreck now! Feeling so so bad.

I don't want to be barred from exam!

T.T please let me take my exam.

I promise not to skip class ever again!

*i wish they will give me another chance*

-oopsie-

2009-07-17T02:52:00.003+08:00

I laughed too loud. My mummy will kill me in the morning.

I'm so caught up with watching "My Name Is Earl" everyday and night. I really really really need to study. Exam is coming in 3 weeks. How come I'm not feeling frighten? I should be. I know nothing for both IBM and CBI. I got some hope in CT.

Tomorrow is the formative test for CBI and I haven't do any revision. Am I too slack or have too much confidence or I don't care at all? I need to change. Immediately.

My sponsored boy sent me a letter. He said I should stay as a nurse. Cause I will be helping lots of ppl that way. That got me thinking, "Am I too selfish? Am I leaving nursing because I think there's too little benefit for all my hard work?" As time goes by, I forget the actual reason for leaving. But, it's not so simple.

I should remind myself that I left a stable income job because I want to make some achievement. Proving to myself I can do well if I want to. Don't want to be look down upon. Don't want ppl to say I could do better just that I didn't try my hardest. That's why I sign up for degree isn't it? And now, I am forgetting just that and didn't put in as much effort as I should.

Aim higher! My bb says I got no goal/aim/target in life. And he's right. This isn't the way to live life. What's my aim in life? I'm still searching for it. It's not so clear for me. But while searching, I should move forward and no harm trying my best right? At least, I will have no regret. If I don't revise soon, I am very sure I will regret.

Stop surfing the net ES! Get started! Stop checking facebook 3 times a day. Stop watching "My Name Is Earl" all day and night long. Stop playing on DS. Stop reading storybook. Stop wasting time. Get up early. Go to school early. Study and revise. Exercise when bored. Sleep at regular hours. Tidy up the room so that I will have place to study and know where my notes are placed. Ok. I will try to do that this month. Reserve play to weekend. I will not turn on my computer and leave it on for 18hrs each day.

Hope it's not too late. I should get a good start for the first exam ever in 2 years. Don't disappoint bb and myself.

That's it.

Stop playing.

p.s: there's nth wrong being a nurse. Just that I think, it's not what I really want in life. Sometimes I really miss working in the ward. Especially when bonus day is coming. Hehe.

*i wish i am someone special. someone with some skills and really good at it. i got none.*

-i can do more!-

2009-07-13T05:21:00.003+08:00

Only 2 pics this time.

Again, I had a great weekend. Lots of giggling, silly 'fights', etc.

Oh! And I definitely loves my Saturday with my love and his 2 friends. I'd been dreaming of it.

MAHJONG!!! My 2nd love. Not really.... As my first is my baby(love), 2nd is my white baby(netbook), 3rd will be hmmm... a game(or two) of mahjong that I WIN. There's lesser fun if I don't win. Lesser thrill.

And I love my Sat, it means I won!! I won $11.60, in total. We played for 5 hrs. It's really not worth it if I calculated it this way... But, I love mahjong. Earning money while doing something you love is the best right? Muahahaha. Even though I only win $11, my baby won $47. So, we put them all together in MY wallet. Muahahaha!!

I only enjoy mahjong with ppl that are fun. Playing with 牌品差 is the worst. The worst I known is someone who is staying in the room beside me. She can be really nice to me at all times. But not on mahjong table. I sweared I will not play mahjong with her again. And I hope my hand will not betray me (again). T.T I really don't wanna play with her. She made my 牌品差 too. I threw tile away before because she made me soooo annoyed. Nightmare... Cause, that's turning something I love doing into very horrible few hours wasted.

Bb's friend are nice mahjong khakis. And they feed me well. =) CeeTeing the birdie and her bf are very nice mahjong khakis too. Except when lady luck lean heavily on birdie. I dunno where her luck came from. Ah Khow can be nice mahjong khakis if he wasn't so tire. Haha. But, bird really made us laugh till our kidneys hurt. My baby can be irritating at times during mahjong. I felt like poking his eyes out few times. He's too tricky and arrogant during the game when he is on a winning streak. I can be pretty irritating too. I am very aware of it actually. I talk non-stop and fidget non stop.

I didn't play mahjong with alot of ppl. My bro n da sao looked too pro (and schemeing). Cousins can only play during CNY. Limited period only. Who else? Oh, my bb's friends are all cool. I don't really like playing with ppl I don't feel too comfortable. Mahjong is already very tense by itself. Doesn't need additional help.

I don't like no-money-involved mahjong too. I don't like sitting downwind to my baby. He's too good at guarding and predicting what I will throw. I wanna WIN money!

Well, Sat wasn't all about mahjong. Cause after mj, we went to the Thai 'restaurant' across the street from bb's friend MJ house, where we played mahjong, together. The food was GOOD. Taste especially good after winning mj. We partially treated them using 95% of our winnings combined. Meaning, bb and I had a free meal! Haha. Enjoyed the food. Enjoyed chatting. Enjoyed listening to their tales. I always love hearing new stuff about ppl. Especially ppl I will see often. Hehe.

Heard from MJ that the restaurant was on the papers. Small scale business that survived the economic downturn. Or smth like that. Heard from MJ, it's run by a couple, boss and wife are both young. Wife is extremely friendly, she took orders. The restaurant is abit tiny and according to bb or his friends, I forgotten, there are too many workers. Actually, I cannot really differentiate the customer from the workers. Workers looked like family friends and family friends were also customer at some tables. Haha. Anyway, their food is delicious. I didn't take any photos. Too paiseh to take infront of his friends.

It's call Nakhon Kitchen Restaurant (if I'm not wrong) and it's near Heartland Mall(Kovan MRT). Around 5-10mins walk away I guess. Depends on how fast you walk. There's a long q if it's peak hours(meal times). The first time bb and I went, we didn't have to queue. But, some dishes are sold out.

I love their pandan leaves chicken. Quite salty if didn't eat with rice. Stir-fried minced pork with basil leaves IS my favourite!! Their tom-yums are abit too sour. Their stir-fried sliced beef in oyster sauce is nice except that we have to look for the beef. I don't like their veggies. Too raw for my taste. Not spicy and soggy enough. We ordered sweet and sour prawn this time. I wanted to order it the first time we went but there's only 2 of us. I don't like it for only 1 reason. The prawn still have its shell on. I like a naked prawn better. I don't like swallowing prawn shells. But if I don't I can't taste the sweet and sour sauce. Which is pretty pointless. But, overall, I will still go again and again and again and again. Hehe. MJ's mum likes to tabao their noodles/fried rice. So, maybe next time we go for mj, we can try it. Provided we win. Oh ya, don't be surprise when you order Thai Iced Tea and something that looks like carrot juice appears on your table. It's THE Thai Iced Tea. Initially it tasted weird, but it's actually nice. =)

After our super full meal, and MJ being super touched cause it's the first time he came out and have dinner with friends after his surgery, we went to play pool. By we, it doesn't include me. I suck in pool. I didn't know Kovan got a bowling alley. I told bb that and he get proud and arrogant all over again. I give up.

Btw, their electricity must be free. The whole room was almost frozen. My bb was shivering and playing pool at the same time. Lucky for me, I brought jacket. Who knows when I might need them? Muahahaha! And I brought my metallic pink DS-lite along. Played some minigames of super mario. I super miss my NDSL. I neglected it for so long. If it's in baby pink maybe I wouldn't have neglected it that long. Sorry bb, I know you thought I love metallic pink better and I shouldn't complain cause at least I got a NDSL right?

I really don't like metallic colours. I like solid colour, pure and baby and unmetallic colors. I don't know what is it called. And I especially don't like metallic pink. It's like ruining my favourite colour by acting punk or rock. Pink should be sweet. Or hot. I love hot pink too. And I am so glad I didn't buy my netbook in pink to match my NDSL. It's the exact same colour. I thought I would love it. Having matching gadgets. Luckily my bb made me buy the white one. Cause when I came out from that shop, I saw a baby pink netbook(different brand).

Being paranoid, I keep thinking my white netbook is turning yellow. I really hope not. I don't ever want it to happen.

Being way off topic, ok, so while they play pool, I play my games. And when my bb is not playing towards the end, he got very set on breaking all my high scores. And he did later when we reach home. I suck at playing games too. =.=

While he break my high scores, he introduce me to a new tv series. "My Name Is Earl". It is lame, low IQ and very stupid. But it's really funny, destressing and no need my brain to work extra. =) But no subtitles, I can't make out what the ex-wife is talking about when she speak as she chew on her bubblegum. Which is like 80% of the time?

I had a good night sleep and next morning going on afteroon, we woke up and have breakfast with his mummy and then we went NTUC to shop for groceries. My bb is cooking me my favourite dish again.

Went back home and I continue to watch the show. I manage to catch up with my bb's most current episode at the end of the day. While my bb continue to try to save Mario from falling off the building, spot the wanted Mario, Lugi, the dinosaur and the mean-looking man, try to spot the correct bad-tempered caterpillars and other nonsense like that. Haha.

Before long it's 5.30pm. And, it's our jogging time! But, bb is still breaking his own high score so we kinda played till 6+ before we go jog.

I am really proud of myself. It's been 8 YEARS since I last completed 2.4km without walking. I jog all the way. WOOHOO!! Doesn't seems like big deal to lots of ppl. But, I really HATE running. Seems like bb have a way to make me do things I hate but ultimately will be good for me. Like exercising and studying. Let's see when he can make me clean my room. Hehe. Oh wait. He made me clean his room, wash his clothes and hang his clothes. Ugh...... Guess it make up for me not cooking for him.

I went to bath real quick so that he can eat his dinner while it's still hot. Ppl who know me, or used to, I can bath alot faster now okie. I don't bath 1hr anymore! Clear your misconception. Next time go genting don't make me bath last again. Cause I need that extra time I saved from bathing faster to makeup.

My favourite! Beats the one at TCC and pastamania. But, I don't like sausages. Hotdog yes, but not sausages. I gave 1/4 to my bb.

I love bacon~!

It's such a long post... I am feeling kinda lonely without my bb sleeping at the background while I used computer. Bb, is it weekend yet?

There are tons of things I should do. Top on my list is revision. I better start this week. Or bb is going to get really angry when my result come back badly but I still go out with him on weekend, watch drama and laze around on weekdays.

Bb's sch is starting. I am missing him already. Not healthy.

*i wish i don't have to go back to work anymore yet i got more than enough money for spending and i wish my liver will not spoil from all these late nights up, doing meaningless stuff*

-good job minnan san-

2009-07-11T05:05:00.006+08:00

Yea! Presentation finally over! Muahahahaha! I was not nervous at all. That's because I don't have to present. Hehe. Doubt my classmate and lecturer notice this fact.

There are alot of things that can be improve for our presentation. For example, we should do rehearsal, should focus more on biochemistry stuff, more info, and most importantly, able to answer our lecturer's question.

I can't even answer her what is the common TB drug. T.T I can only think of vitamin B6. But that's the supplement for the main drug right? Lenny and eS can't be called a nurse anymore. T.T Haha.

Anyway, no marks given. So... HENG AH!

All of our presentation are on live streaming. Directly to University of Bradford. That makes the presenter extremely nervous. Josh appears so calm but his hand was so cold. Siew Lan was talking too fast. Nelson seems calm and steady. But he says he was nervous too. Lenny is the cutest. She was so nervous that she wrote down her introduction speech. But still, everyone did a very good job. I was more like fooling around. Hur hur hur.

Us being first group, we can relax for 2 hrs 45 mins. Can't really pay attention to other groups already. Hehe.

I look so proper and decent for the presentation. Usually I go to school in T-shirt and shorts. Slightly messy hair and wearing specs.

Our poster is a BIG success. Dr. Floresca praised us alot. =) And I'm so proud that our poster is one of the cheapest, if not THE cheapest, but our quality is as good as all others. A1: $10 ONLY!!! Haha. I'm excited whenever I get a good price.

Seriously, not bragging, I think ours is the best. No complaints except for the references. The font is "microscopic" small. According to our lecturer. Haha. But, I wanna save some space what....

Isn't it decent?

Lenny doesn't want me to take photo of her. Hehe. Beside her is siew lan, josh and nelson. We had a happy time working together.

*i wish i will win big at MJ later*

-konnichiwa-

2009-07-09T15:02:00.002+08:00

My weekend was happy as usual~

Saturday went back to sch for extra lab to prep for spot test. It's finally over!!! As what my classmate said, science and abstract art should not be together. Spot test is exactly that! Abstract art and science fused together. I got so frustrated drawing my cell. Almost couldn't complete in time.

After lab and 5 mins meeting for our presentation this Fri, I went to Queensway Shopping Centre myself. Didn't see any shoes I like. But I thought of making my new specs there. I am so broke! Need to work few more months first.

The bus ride from Queenstown to Hougang was ass-rotting. Made me so tired. Supposed to go out but we are both too lazy. Lazed at home then bought KFC(sinful!!) take-away and watch Harry Potter together. Harry was so cute. Haha.

Sunday, I threw my tantrum again. Luckily he's better at handling it already. Hee. We went to buy present for his mummy. It's her birthday next day. As requested, we bought her a Hi-Fi set. We went to Funan IT Mall to buy. Actually, it was a bad choice. They have alot of computer but not much hi-fi set. We were about to give up when I saw Harvey Norman. They were having sales! There's quite alot of Hi-Fi set there. We choose 1 that we like the most and also we think that his mummy can use it easily. There's a rather bad attitude salesperson. Partly is due to my love ba. He had so many questions and demand. Good in a way he will not buy useless and lousy quality stuff like me. But I don't like to talk to salesperson much. I rather explore myself. Or buy it and explore at home.

Still, we bought it and my shoe was torn. The glue came off when the shoe got wet. Was pouring that day. We bought umbrella at Guardian. Hehe.

He said there's this delicious Korean BBQ at opposite The Concourse. We took cab over. It's his treat. =) love u! When we reach, it was really a big surprise for me!

Guess what?

=.= it's yakiniku. Japanese BBQ not korean. Not that I don't like it. But I was looking forward to Korean BBQ since Friday. Haha. But, we still had a great time.

His OCS mate was there too. We were starving. I only had 2 slice of bread at 11am. It was 6.30pm when we reached there.

The food is very nice. But the wait is too long. They serve really slow. They said kitchen is busy. But.... how long you need to cut raw meat?

Honey chewing angrily. Haha. Think he's too hungry.

Cooked food. Not that nice.

Woohoo!! BBQ time!

I used to not like BBQ but it is really very nice. And I love eating with my honey.

Ox tongue. Really chewy. I don't know why, abit sour. After the 5th slice, I don't want to eat it anymore. Hehe.

Sizzling BBQ plate

I love the pzzzt pzzzt pzzzt sound.

Slightly burnt scallop. We cooked super long cause we don't know whether it's cooked already. Haha. Our first scallop tasted uncooked. But after cooking super long, it still taste the same. Hehe.

Acting shy. He loves to take photo actually. But must look nice. I like goofy photos. Haha.

I said, why you take photo not nice de?

better. =)

Yummy, no?

Very

He said the wrapping of meat make him thought that this is a Korean restaurant the last time he came. So he was pestering me to come here and eat Korean BBQ for a month and turn out it is not Korean BBQ. Haha. And he told me he ate REAL Korean food at REAL Korean restaurant before. This is the Korean restaurant you were talking about right b? Haha. Laugh at you!! I ate in Korea before. Neh neh ni poo poo.

They have lanterns overhead everywhere carrying lots of jap characters. How can he mistake it as Korean restaurant??

They have a very pretty waitress. But my bb says only pretty when seen far away. =.= something is wrong with his taste. This waitress looks like Lin Xin Ru. Seriously.

I can't wrap it nicely.

Ahhhhh.

ahhh... Can I eat now??

Apparently he must shoot this:

T.T I know I hold my chopsticks weirdly. Don't say anything.

Look at this! How fresh! My bb says everytime he looks at these photos, he felt hungry again. I love beef!

Porkie Belly is extremely delicious!

We had raspberry ice cream and off we go. $143 for 2. Consider expensive for me. But, I really ate alot. My bb said he was really very full. First time I heard it from him. Haha! For me, I am only full but not extremely full. I already stopped eating the last 30mins and he stopped at the last second. Hehe.

We to the toilet in Keypoint. It is very very eerie leh! Haha. Perfect toilet for fliming horror movie.

Took cab home, bought a slice of cake and planned how to surprise his mummy. Hehe.

We watched TV together. There's this magic competition in Zhong Yi Da Ge Da. One of the competitor have this 'horny' face. Haha. We keep imitating his expression and laughed at each other.

When his mummy was back from work, we pretend we didn't have any plans. Hehe. Poor mummy must felt lonely at that time. Haha. He was showing me magic.

2340hrs, he smuggle in lighter and plate.

2358hrs, he went to take the hi-fi out from its hiding place and I lighted the candles.

0000hrs, we open the door loudly and I sang Happy Birthday song. Hehe. The expression on her face was priceless. Happily shocked.

I passed her the cake and finish singing the song and ran back into the room and grab my camera.

Last year we surprised her by showing up at her workplace with a new digital camera for her. =)

the year before we gave her perfume.

We spent an hour or so fixing the hi-fi set and chat. Alot more photos were taken. But not by my camera. But by the 1 year old camera. Hehe.

His mummy went to sleep and we play with my camera.

he made his face look so small. Hmmp...

Hehe. Showing off his muscle. Which doesn't look so obvious. But for his ego, VERY MUSCULAR WOR!

me and my non existing muscle.

he likes to do this after he watch the channel 8 TV programme. The Paris and Milan show. Ben will act as ah beng and says 'I let you see my muscle' (direct translate)

我给你看我muscle hor!

URGH!!!

I said, 'bb, don't know you can fit in my s size lab coat ma...' And immediately he took the bait and wear it. Heh heh heh.

he says he is Dr. Chua

so cute haha

Horny Face!!

like that face slimmer. He said de.

Can you look more normal? I said. Haha.

And, that's all. He continue watching his anime and I continue read my storybook.

Exams are coming. I must revise soon. T.T no more going out every weekend? Ey.... Let's see. Hehe. I should also exercise and clean my room.

*i wish i can be more hardworking*

-0.0-

2009-07-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

I'm surprised that there's someone asking me question on my blog! It's the first! Haha. I mean there's average 15-20 ppl that visit my blog daily only. Hur hur.

Anyway, to Gina, you can refer to NUS website regarding admission to NUS Nursing degree. Here's the webbie: http://medicine.nus.edu.sg/nursing/admission.shtml

There's exemption from certain modules. The whole course is 4 years. After exemption probably 3 years or 3.5 years. You should email them to clarify your doubts.

Hope it helps. =)

Side note: cervical cancer poster done! Super pretty. I wish I can show it here somehow. Haha. It's A1 in size. Our names are bigger than the content. That's weird. And, I forgot to put our batch number in. I hope it doesn't matter. Anyway, it's our first poster and there's no grading for it. I think we did well. =D Spot test's coming up. Gotta study real hard for it. My eyes are going to be crossed very soon from all the microscope viewing.

Gotta go, put a mask and then off to sleep. 9am to reach MDIS unicampus.

*i wish it will be another joyful weekend*

-good night-

2009-07-03T05:02:00.002+08:00

Should i go to the sinseh? Been a week and my thumb is still painful. Day 1 feels like I broke my thumb. Day 2 feels like I sprained it badly. Day 3 to now, a naggy pain when I apply pressure or need to move it. It is not VERY painful but it is quite annoying. Should I go? I never been to sinseh before....

Seeing my love later. I am supposed to sleep at 1am and it's now 5. Hehe. Hopefully I won't be late and he won't realise I didn't sleep early as I promised. But, I managed to finish the book I just borrowed. Heh heh heh! Okie, off to sleep now, going to printing shop tomorrow~

I should have more self discipline. For stuff like not being late, exercise, study, cleaning, etc. I'm such a mess.

*i wish i can get started*

-weekend date-

2009-07-01T11:47:00.003+08:00

I had gotten the $200 GST money and it's gone in a blink. I didn't went shopping yesterday. The money was deducted by Aviva on the same day. Last year too. That's why I didn't realize my money is here. T.T according to my transaction history, per month i pay around $350 for insurance, $30 for hp bill, $100 for ezlink top up, $45 for world vision. It cost me $525 per month at least. Ugh... I am not working for this month. Input $400 (200 from GST and 200 from mummy) and output $525. Meals not included yet. I really need to work next month. Sigh.

Last weekend I spent alot of money. Sakae sushi, $51, movie, $12, new pants, $40, groceries, $30, various food for three days, $50, time with my love, priceless. Hehe.

I went to my love house on Sat and 'fetch' him to Vivo. Finally, I put in new batteries and brought my rusting camera out. My love have no display pic in facebook. I decided to take nice photos of him so that he can put it there. But, he refused. He wanna have his 6 pec first. Blah!

Acting muscular. Haha. But didn't open eyes.

Can put on facebook right?

I wanna take nice pics with him.

We went to eat sushi as I got craving for sashimi. Only eat 2 plate though. I'm too poor. My baby actually wanted to eat Korean BBQ buffet. But it's so ex! $70 per person leh. Plus I'm such a small eater. Wait till I got more money k?

I didnt put this photo in facebook. But, knowing he doesn't read my blog, I will put it here. He looks so silly!! He feels sad about me putting it here. But what's the point of taking silly photos if I cannot show others? Muahahaha.

Kwakwakwa

And, I'm full to my esophagus.

But, of course not for my baby. He's a man! I don't like this, but he loves it alot. It's cold and sour and a little bit spicy. It's salmon. The thing I don't like is it's icy cold and I don't like cooked salmon.

His sushi is puking. I don't know what is this.

My tea is urine color, his is so dark. It shows I drink alot! Actually, I gave him my teabag.

He says "hurry up! take photo." Chey, just a flag flying. Commonly seen. Hehe.

I went to toilet and back, he order more food! Haha. Looks so innocent here.

And super cute here. ^^

He began to do weird expression while eating. I decided not to put it here. Too disturbing. Haha.

Acting cute

And done! Let's go shopping! We ate for 1.5hrs lo. =.=

On the way to Daiso

I don't like photos with flash...

We love to buy boliao stuff at Daiso. He bought some fragrance incense and a fragrance pack for his wardrobe. I bought blotter(I always lost my blotter) and some makeup remover wipes. I think I am losing control over buying stuff. I have at least 4 different brand of makeup remover wipes, 2 different makeup remover lotion, and 1 loreal makeup remover. The thing is I haven't use finish any of them yet since I start buying them last year. Haha. I'm crazy. I also tend to change facial cleanser when I use around 60% of it. And the remaining will be stack 1 side. I don't wanna throw them away also. Bad habits...

Was looking for a pair of new black jeans for a long long long long time. I want it to looks smooth and black. Levis not selling lady black jeans. Lee cooper cut don't suit me. The rest, too expensive to consider. I love Pull and Bear sales. I always find something nice on their sales rack. But, not on their regular pricing items. I don't know why. Haha. Things I bought from their are always at the cheapest. And luckily, I found the last pair of size 26 jeans. I used to wear size 24 levis... Now I'm wearing size 26 pull and bear. It indicates something? I NEED TO EXERCISE.

Me n my 26 waist. I couldn't find my baby when I open the door. So, I took a photo and show him. He loves shopping as much as me and he will tell me frankly if the clothes is nice or not. And me, the same to him. But, he's alot choosier than me. Out of 10 times of those clothes I think look nice on him, he only agree like 3 times.

My new jeans and he bought a non sales tee. He never find anything nice on the sales rack anywhere. And he goes "eeeek!" when he see clothes he don't like but i think looks nice. Haha.

My 2nd meal of the day at near 11pm. And it's shared. He took a little cup of ice cause I couldn't take cold drink that day. So sweet of him. Even sweeter if he drink the iceless sprite with me? Haha. Doesn't matter anyway.

Back at home! Too late to go jogging. We decide to jog next evening.

He is not thrilled that I put this on facebook.

Doesn't smell like lavender. Smells like incense stick.

Face scrubbed, dress down and all set to watch "The Hangover". It's very very funny. Though it should be M18 I think.

Next morning (actually afternoon cause I'm too slow), we went to eat bak kut teh at AMK chong boon market. When we were leaving, he's abit grumpy. I took too long to prepare. Sorry baby. The reason we went there to eat is becasue I borrow Makansutra the book from library and it recmmended there. But seriously, it's outdated. Published on year 2006.

Doesn't look very happy here.

It's a long long wait too.

Tasteless soya milk. Aren't we suay? Haha.

After that, we went to AMK hub. As usual, we head to NTUC first. He bought 4L of milk. And we bought tons of fruits. And a bread each. He said we are on fruits diet. I went to buy hair serum at the neighbourhood shop and then we went back home. I slept for an hour and he wake me up to go exercise. Did some weighs. He said I need to tone my arm and abs. After that, we went jogging at the field. He run 12rounds, that's around 5km. And I tried running 6 rounds. I manage to run 4 round continously and run and walk till I complete the remaining 2 rounds. I know I'm so lousy. But I improved alot. Ask, yanqin. Haha.

Went back home and bath and had our fruits and a single bread dinner. I could see it's not enough for him. But still, I refused to let him eat my bread. Haha. We watched 'Redeye' on tv. It's very nice. And then, he felt VERY hungry. Haha. I was still very full. I couldn't finish the fruits earlier. ALOT of fruits leh. We went down to 7-11 and nothing catch his eyes. Ashamed, I bought Kinder Brueno. I haven't eat them for ages. And it's my favourite. I knew I just exercised but I have to eat them. ROAR! And he ate mee hun kuay. Kwakwakwa, diet failed for him.

Next day, I tagged him to work. There will be a new cafe at SAVH soon! When it open I will post again.

Now are the before photos.

I brought my essay and did some memorizing.

by TES

I can say, I memorize 95% already. I hope that's enough. No marks anyway.

We took bus to AMK hub again.

We saw this! 88 upside down. Hehe. Marksman Chua saw it and told me.

Went to watch Transformer 2. It's nicer than the first. I didn't fall asleep this time. Partly, it's funny, partly, my bladder was full to the brim. Still enjoyed it. Again, we bought stuff at NTUC. He always smuggle snacks into cinema via me. Haha. We went to eat at the new 'Coffee Kakis' at B1 of AMK hub. The toast is not warm/hot de.... And it's messy there. But, we will go again in the future to try their brownie. For toast, please proceed to Toast Box at level 1. But, it's always fully packed. Monday evening still fully packed. Duh.

After movie and a quick dinner, went to his house to collect my stuff and went home via cab. Yup, money wasting again. But time with him is priceless and I am very happy over the weekend. Baby, I love you~! And I saying that all the time. Haha.

*i wish i dont have to work or study and just spend time with you happily*

-es random ing-

2009-06-23T19:31:00.001+08:00

Ahhh... essay essay... gotta work on it!!!

I had sweet bah kut teh for dinner. yucks.

*i wish i get the essay done tonight*

-oh ho ho~-

2009-06-22T01:57:00.002+08:00

I LOVE SHOPPING!!!!

This weekend is spent on shopping(buying bedsheets =.=), doing project, and spending alot of time talking to my love. And, I am happy this weekend. ^^v Next week(or rather this week...) will be a crazily busy week. Essay, poster, presentation. I must finish my essay draft by tues!!! Wed n thurs need to work already and essay is on next wed. AND, i havent start yet. T.T

I finally bought the latest book from James Rollins. I love all his books. I am sure I will enjoy this new book too. Hopefully not too much, if not, I will be reading all day instead of doing my essay. Presentation and poster almost done. Presentation left Josh part, references and animation. Oh, and of cause rehearsing. Poster left Josh's, references, my crappy summary needs to be edited by the others and the total layout. I tried to put them in already. Looked quite cramped. But no idea how to cut down any part already.

I need more money. Next week will be my last week of working for the time being. Exam is coming up in August. I am seriously behind time. Need to rush rush rush!! There's this blue heels that I love at Charles and Keith. But, no more stock for my size. There's only 1 pair left in Singapore. But it's too far away. I guess I will just forget about it... I dont need ANOTHER heels anyway. Hmmp...

I need a new specs! No time to go yishun to visit the spec shop I used to go. Sigh. August! After exam everything will slow down. For a week. =.= And then, my new term will start again. Oh, busy busy me. This year birthday, it will be a miracle to be able to celebrate with my love. His school is starting on August. He is free this past few weeks but I am a busy donkey. He is finally starting work tml. 9am! I am happy for him. Hopefully he can do it well. Baby, I love you!!

No photos recently. I kinda neglect my camera. Haha! Still rather new leh. I'm also neglecting my pc. Nowadays, I'm doing everything on my tiny S10. Cause I can lie on my bed and use it. Haha. But after awhile it gives me stiff neck, back pain and body cramps due to the bad position I lying. Haha. Flat on my stomach that is. Haha. Gotta go read my brand new book lo! My love put it on the floor. Hmmp. That's no way to treat my favourite book(I assume it will be)!!!

*i wish i have more money to buy lots of things. Including all my favourite books*

-im here again, finally-

2009-06-12T00:57:00.003+08:00

as usual, my life is busy and boring. but now my bb had already ord, he have more time for me. ^^v YAY!

love him the most when he accompany me to sch and wait in sch for my lesson to end and then go home together. makes me so happy. hehe.

i wish i got more time for him. but work n studies is wearing me out. i haven started on researching for my essay topic. researched done long ago for my TB n cervical cancer presentation and poster but haven start putting them into slides. ugh... meeting is next sat. i should get started. essay writing is on 1st of july. like how many days away only?!?! better buck up es, and not waste time. T.T

me n my bb love mahjong. MAHJONG!!!!

and there's another mahjong siao couple too. birdie n wicky. one fine night, they jio us to bird hse for mj. and we agreed.

on the way to meet them:

fat faces

he says by opening mouth, it pulls our face longer and therefore slimmer. haha

and so we did

haha skinny faces

he likes to do dat. shld i tell him it doesnt come out nice? hehe

i made a killing dat day!! ROAR! i win $29!! out of those, $23 belongs to my bb. so in the end i only got $6 from bird. and den 2nd round i lose $5. it means, we play from 12mn to 7am but i only earn $1. T.T haha!

the 2nd mj session, i lose badly. $15 to wicky. bb win $3. so total lose=$12

i really love mj (with money ONLY. no money no fun). but i cant remember how 13 yao looks like. nor can i remember da san yuan, da si xi, xiao san yuan means wad. have to keep asking wick n mike bb. which means they can cheat me if they want to. haha. i dont wanna be so weak~

one very fine day, on thursday, NO SCH N WORK DAY!!! we went vivo. didnt went shopping mall to walk abt for the longest time ever. saw kak kali there. haha. i shouted her name cuz she cant see me waving like an idiot to her and others did. haha. "KALIMAH!!!" my bb was shocked cuz he thought that he heard i shouted "KNN!!!" at strangers. when did i ever scold KNN before? i think thats more of the shock factor than shouting at strangers.

i enjoyed having bak kut teh with him at vivo food republic. for the view outside and for the aircon. amk's bkt is obviously more delicious and traditional. but i like to eat in an aircon room! haha. okie, definitely will go to amk soon for the bkt. i love BKT!

missed taking these kinda photos. haha. i got a 5mp camera phone. and a cutie pink 10mp camera. how come I'm not using it??? sigh. must be too tired to lift them up. haha

but, while i'm at it, i cant stop.

we went to ryan(bb's fren)'s surprise bdae party at his hse. biggggg hse. it's enjoyable. good to see them again. i like all bb's fren. they are nice, funny and friendly. im always extra shy when with them though. 1 year only meet up like wad? 3 times? BUT, it's definitely more than meeting up my polymates. hardly see them these days. im hermit crab now.

i went to Mastura engagement last last sat. the only photo in my camera is blurry and then my camera goes low batt. T.T it was SUPER SUPER hot. but very very nice to see all my frens again. Mas looks tire but happy. Im happy for her too. ^^ when's my turn? everyone asked. i ask myself too ok. haha. saw a ED SN at the event. we widened our eyes and ask each other, "why r u here?" haha. turn out she's Mas's cousin. i attended my ex colleague's engagment and saw my current colleague there. small world isnt it? haha. the food is very nice. but im too full. cant eat much.

i was bored n did this:

saw janis, birdie, wicky n birdie's nephew today. janis is turning into a sketelon in a very fast speed. and im getting fatter each day. im going to break my highest weight record SOON. usually, my weight goes from 39.5(slimmest n empty stomach) to 43kg. but now... it's gg to be 44kg soon. T.T somebody please help me.

oh. and er angelia was hospitalized and discharged this week. i happened to be working on both her admission n discharged day (1 day stay) so i sent her to her ward(in home clothes) and went back home with her(till woodlands).

her eyes were so swollen that she almost cant open her eyes. i keep saying she look like alien/mosquito monster. haha. im so bad. dat day she laughed at ahmad and she gets her karma. mine is gonna be double!! cuz i laugh at them both. oh please, my exam is coming up. dont do this to me!!!

isnt he cute? my baby lucas. he have 2 bottom teeth now. and can says mama, mum mum, papa, jie and ball. knows how to shake hand and clap his tiny little hand. isnt he amazing? im waiting for the day he call me gugu. preferably, gugu bao bao! den i will carry him. haha.

*i wish i am not so tired most days*

-im back after so long-

2009-05-29T08:30:00.003+08:00

im back! yikes! sch has been really busy and work has been very tiring for me this past mth. but nvm, i will jia you and move towards my goal!! haha.

actually, im here to blog abt my outing 1 mth ago hehe.

btw, im using my new baby right now!!

isnt it pretty? my NEWEST baby... it comes in pink but my other baby doesnt like the pink and persuaded me to get the white one. actually, if it was BABY pink i will choose the pink one no matter wad he say. but it's metallic pink (frosted pink according to lenovo's website) and i hate metallic color.

overall, my baby lenovo s10 is user friendly, compact, cute and it's just like my desktop. i equipped it with microsoft office. this time authentic. haha. so i prefer using it for homework than my desktop.

desktop is for watching video n playing games. haha. no time for those now though... T.T

cons abt s10 is that it gets hot quite fast, i bought a tiny mini cooler for laptop it is quite useful but i cant put it on my bed. the fan cant move when it sink into my bed haha. it makes my netbook 80% cooler. it's heavier than i imagine after putting on the large battery cell. oh and the ideapad for expanding and contracting is irritating. cannot control it well. always make the text too big or too small. so i dun wanna expand and contract it anymore. hehe. otherwise it's lovely la.

main topic is:

labour day outing with yanqin tan n michael chua.

yq was super busy and i finally wait till the day she is free. which is after her exam. now she super eng but me super busy. sob sob. im worried that she get too bored. that's y i blogged. haha! excuses to put off doing my lab report. ^^

we went to mike hse first

at first kinda frustrated with him cuz he refuse to plan our outing. but den in the end... i planned la. naughty boy.

they talk alot on computer science and entering uni life thingy. and i asked whatever dat interest me.

went to eat dinner at kovan's hawker. cuz bb says "hougang got alot of nice food, alot of things to do. not like woodlands". actually the curry chicken noodle is so-so only lo. bleahz. i dunno yq's noodle nice ma. but bb like his ba chor mee. after that he was still hungry. so we bought baos which he said is famous. not bad la the bao. better than those selling at kopitiams. haha. of cuz la. hand made wad.

after dinner, we walk to 'ebi culture'. as suggested by the name, we went prawning!

yq is an expert at the bishan prawn farm.

expert at all prawn farm.

noob dat didnt caught any prawn b4

and soon, night came. and we are still empty handed.

we paid for 3 hours. and 1.5hrs didnt catch anything. wrong pool we went.

see how sad the expert is.

he soon caught a tiny one. and hand catch 1. haha. the stupid prawn was resting on the net. and we caught him.

pretend to be still happy waiting. haha

alot of ppl cuz it's ph.

and soon, i caught my first prawn. and it's huge! hehe. and soon after that, i caught another. muahahaha.

yq finally caught 1 too.

and i borrow it for phototaking. hehe.

bb hand caught quite a few

and den we saw yiming n marilyn. they came prawning too. ym stays super near.

we starts our bbqing~

a nice uncle lend us his fire and butter and his expertise.

look at the longggg whiskers. hehe

all sun tanning. and done!

yum. even non prawn eater like me ate them. cuz i paid for it. haha. and of cuz because it's fresh.

our catch

tire 的一天

next day was a sat. me n bb slacked at home. i think. haha.

sun, met up with weiling n her bf sc for service at CHC. it was a special service by a famous man from states. it was baby's first time in chc and he's surprised cuz it's nth like the church he been too. so "modernized?"

after that, we went to watch x-men origin: wolverine. quite nice i think. just that i need bb to explain lots of parts to me. i was delighted n to see henry in the show. so cool!! apparently siti also love him the most in the show. haha.

after tat, i was super tired and left early with my bb. on the way down leisure park, there's this furniture shop having mega sales. and inside got a chair i love! we lugged it home. literally.

all fresh in the morning. we went chong pang to have our breakfast.

i wasnt late! surprise surprise. haha.

gg back home. waiting for cab. my sweet bb helped me carry this for like at least 2km? and he also put in some cash for me to buy it. cuz he know tat i dont like parting with my money. love u bb!!!

*i wish my studies can go well and my work gets better. stop deducting my money u pig!*

looking forward to meet my bb later! better sleep now. 2 hrs of sleep left. uh oh.

2009-05-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

my blog is dead!!!!!!!!!!

-filled with love weekend-

2009-04-21T01:57:00.002+08:00

this is my 555th posts. hehe.

last sat, was my date with my love. ehem, as usual, i am late. hehe.

supposed to go shopping but i woke up too late and he went sentosa in the morning(i didnt know abt dat).

all ready to go, at 3pm.

went to his house, laze around for abit and we went to kovan to meet up with his fren ym n gf. had dinner and we walked to the prawning place. first time prawning for me. 2nd for my love n many times for ym n gf.

3 hours, 2 rods, 21 prawns. i didnt catch any. T.T my love caught alot of crayfish like prawn. haha. ym n gf caught 70% of our prawns. i was like feeding prawns over there. they eat my bait and run away. sob sob. i was so disappointed. i keep saying, if i didnt catch any, my surname will not be tay anymore. so... does that means i am Mrs. Chua now? muahahaha.

bbq-ing them. may look simple right, but NO! my hand cramped after using the thongs to kiap the prawn head and marilyn to poke the satay stick into the prawn and my love to bbq them while ym... cheer on us? haha. the ppl there are so surprised with our catchs. they gasped loudly. haha. especially the uncle that helped us caused we look super noob. and when we bring out our net, he exclaimed "wa... u all caught so much ah???" we just smiled. hahaha.

we spent alot of time bbq-ing them, making sure it is safe to eat. haha.

ym n marilyn

love n i. how come the background looks so empty? it's filled with ppl leh.

it's yummy, only bbq with salt. no other additives.

the prawns there super hard to catch de. there is this jap family, they catch 2 super super big lobster like prawn at the same time. haha. mother n young son.

even non-prawn eater like me, ate around 4 prawns, upon love's persuasion. he was so cute that night. sweet and caring. haha. he even washed my hands for me. haha. that's him in a good mood.

went to my hse to sleep, cuz next day, we going to somewhere i nv been b4 and he promised it will be exciting. hehe.

we only slept at 4pm. doing lots of masks for him n me.

my love is a vain pot, but i still love him!

this is hilarious...

tadah! we went to turf club. haha. if it is non-smoking, i would love to go there more often. haha. it was exciting but no place to sit. cuz the uncles are very kiasu. they went early to book seats using their newspaper. hmmp... and there are uncles' wives sitting there with big bags, inside lots of drinks n food. also got angmoh there just looking at the race.

me n baby play 5 race. win 1. but only $11. cuz it's a popular horse. T.T each loses $30. but nvm, it's a new experience! but my throat n lungs filled with smoke. even though we are inside aircon area but the door is not closed. so... still the same la. it was ladies day, so i dont need to pay. baby need to pay $7 for air con area. and non aircon is $3. go take a look. it's fun. just dont get addicted can le. haha. damn it, lose money!

next weekend, is shopping weekend!!!

*i wish i can go travelling with my baby this year. just us.*

-=.=-

2009-04-14T15:57:00.002+08:00

so apparently, there is no chem tut at night. no one is enroll for it. ytd class i am also not suppose to go. cuz i have the credits for both bio n chem. bio i understand. but chem i have no idea why i got the credits. anyway, our management is very mess up. so... 2 more weeks of holiday for me! wee~ haha. joking. gotta find job next week already.

this friday orientation on-going.

*i wish our sch can stop making me confused. and i wish my chem will somehow be good enough for my course.*

-schoolgirl day 1-

2009-04-14T03:58:00.002+08:00

started school today!! was so worried abt losing my way, being late, cant find classroom etc.

but i was brave today. haha. i seeked help from the mrt control station man and MDIS reception lady. i still lost my way in sch. but i went to ask her again and she brought me to my classroom. hehe.

all the others are lost too. so when i found it, i went to toilet first.

we 4 person waited 40mins and still no sign of our lecturer. joshua went out and saw our lecturer. yuan lai, our lecturer is next door teaching 1 student only. he was not informed that he have 5 students. haha. it's tutorial only, most ppl not attending. and it's combined with the biomedical students. i think i might be the only pharmaceutical student there...

class was interesting. cuz i feel like learning? haha. dunno. but it was good. i remember wad i learnt today. erm.. 90% bah. haha. my cutie call me at night and make me ask him questions our lecturer ask us earlier. cuz i told him some qns i dunno but i still ans anyway. cuz the rest are too quiet. haha. my love was so happy he got some correct. he have no biology background. but in poly, his fren was in life science, and he accompany them to study n do project and he retained the knowledge till now. omg. i cant even remember anything i learn in poly already. i need some of his brain.

tml is my weakest subject. chemistry. i hope i wont be too embarrassing. haha. i really know zero abt chemisty. nothing at all.

*i wish i will do well in all my modules*

-Bali Trip with 10c girls-

2009-04-09T17:12:00.005+08:00

i went bali on april fool!! with my 10c girlies.

Day 1, 1st April.

on 31st, they came to my house so that we can all set off together in the not-yet-morning. poor siti have to work on 31st, so waited for her to knock off, go home bath and then to my hse. fetch them from the bus stop. i felt so excited. haha.

ard 2am, we got hungry and went to shop n save and 7-11 to buy stuff. as well as tupperware for cooking maggie in bali. haha.

fooling ard, disturb stephen online and they dunno doing wad on my facebook. haha.

after we bath and ready to set off. my dad getting the taxi ready. he asked his relief to come back early so that he can drive us to airport. so sweet right. hehe. it was 4am when we set off. and we didnt sleep the whole night!

in the lift, where we decide our room arrangement. who to share room with. decided by oh ah bei ah som.

while we were checking in. our barang barangs. we keep talking rubbish n gossiping while waiting for our turn. 4.30am and there's so many ppl there already. the q super long. we q till ard 5am.

the quiet airport...

while they were withdrawing sg money.

in the flight, im sleeping constantly. and siti keep taking photos of me. T.T she n nurul. nv sleep. for more photos, please go to my facebook and see albums from siti yusirah. haha.

budget airline got serve food de wor. haha. lion air. i just wake up to eat. and finish eating i sleep again. haha. i got gastric pain! T.T den i forgotten i hate apple juice and drink that. the sun is super glaring. and again, i sit at the wing.

us all. the seat are quite cramp. long legs ppl how?

we reached!! haha. we went down the plane by stairs. just like those we saw on tv. haha. and then, there's a bus to fetch us to airport. first bus was fulled. so we wait for the 2nd.

we felt so cool taking photos on plane tracks. hahaha.

we saw our half day tour guide holding a paper that says "Splendour Tour. Miss Tay Eng Sin and party". my eyes was dry and blurry due to sleeping. siti says the Miss Tay Eng Sin is damn big. haha. we went to toilet and then we begins our free half day tour. which ppl try to rip us off constantly. we went to a beach first, where all the water sports are. we booked a package for day 2. cuz we dont think we can do those activities on day 1. all dead tired and cant enjoy as much. most importantly, i haven apply sunblock. haha. we bargain and bargain. got a better price but still very ex la. like sg 100-200 per pax? free 1 photo cd. and free transport to and fro.

we went to the batik factory. some things are cheap some are not.

men n women making batik.

there are bats on the roofs! haha.

woman weaving traditionally.

the local guide bring us around, let us try on batik. and helping us tie. hoping we buy. but nope, we didnt haha!

tadah! done. see nurul so happy. haha.

we came out too early and cant find our guide. so we take photos!

waiting...

our guide taking photo standard. haha.

but using siti's cam, not bad leh. we look 100% tourists, now we know y ppl keep wanting to rip us off.

serene n the lotus

in our mini van. our driver paid "fines" 2 times on the way. cuz our van is not approved tourist van.

at the art market where we bought bags!! serene didnt buy. us 3 buy. and we look very happy. i love my straw bag. and i am glad that the rest of the trip didnt see similar one.

we eat at dunno wad padang. alot of this kind of restaurant in bali. they will serve u wadever they have in the restaurant. u dont have to order. then they will charge u those tat u touched. we picked out all the one we dont wanna eat. but still cost quite ex. hmmp. i dont like the sotong. T.T and the veg taste like grass. and the potato is not the one i love in sg.

only the tuna i like i think.

outside the place making n selling accessories. super ex de. pure silver they say. we went in for awhile only. the photos are quite mixed up here cuz we all not feeling well. haha. serene was thinking what tree is dat. i told her papaya and she believe. den i said it's mango tree. and siti said that it is. i dunno~~ haha.

in front of the shop.

still at the jewellries place. our van got some problem. no aircon already.

siti looking very happy.

the wind is blowing strong.

me looking stunned. super hot. my shirt all wet.

on the road.

we went to wood carving place. and we got out of it very fast. it is very creepy. the things are very life like. there's a very very realistic BIG lizard there. haha. and gorilla and all sorts of wildlife. also got alot of male genital organ. whole bali street selling it too. =.=

siti on the palm chair. hehe.

we skipped the painting part. as we really cannot make it. our tour guide keep recommending us to places. we all reject. super super ex. we already spent alot on water sports. we felt so poor after paying for our water sports. and it's like the first time we took out our wallet in bali. and we spend almost half of it away. i changed 500 so i got alot left. my dear girls 300. so they seriously lack of money.

finally we reach our hotel! it feel so exciting when our van get nearer. it's like.. 'how our hotel look like???'

we are happy with our hotel. though we have to walk quite deep inside.

finally can sit down n relax.

finally. sob...

me n siti hotel room!! even though we spilt room, end up all sleeping in this room. eating in this room. only toilet use then seperate.

b4 we change into our relax attire and go SHOPPING! oops, b4 dat, we took a nap. haha. serene cant sleep well. she got bitten by mosquitoes all over. even though our room temp is 18 degrees only.

we were all so happy haha

getting ready to nap. nap also nap in our room of cuz. haha.

setting off to shop! (there's alot alot more photos in my facebook. really.)

bought a friendship band for each of us. bought a bag for my mum.

saw a good place for exchanging money. the rate is very high. S$1 to $7800 rupiah. i only changed $7200 in sg. that place ran out of money so couldnt change. can u believe it? haha.

infront of the place is a pub. one of the many pub/clubs in kuta bali.

at the bomb memorial. actually we dont know what it is. just that it looks nice. the next day when the water sports ppl came to fetch us, we said we pass by here yesterday!! (shocked cuz the man drive through a small alley beside our hotel n reach there already. we walk super long) and the man says, oh it's the memorial.

sorry for looking so happy at the memorial. we really dunno it is the memorial.

trying to squeeze it and still take the background. no wonder ppl there only take photos of the memorial n nv take photos of themselves...

we got lost super badly. but still found our way back. super super exhausted plus frustrating. but we made it~!! lucky we went hiking b4 bali trip. haha. we hates the taxi there. keep beeping at us. making us jumped out of a sudden.

finally back at the hotel and freshly bathed. we smelled like sweat b4 dat.

my friendship band! discoloured now, but i still wearing haha.

our dinner. T.T haha. cuz we felt so poor.

our full dinner. dunkin donuts, mcnuggets and fries. and a 1.5L of sprite. haha. and 2 packets of curry maggi shared. it tastes super delicious. i think we were all too hungry and tired. haha.

we combined the bed so that all 4 of us can sleep together. and guess what?? the hotel got KBS world~! and we can watch 2 days 1 night there. i was so sad i will miss it. but no! we watched! or rather i watched. haha. cuz all fall asleep already. but i wake up the first. muahahaha.

Day 2, 2nd April.

i woke up at 7.30am. i wake up alot of times at night la. cuz a light was left open and i keep thinking it was morning already. i stand up and look at them at 7.30am. my alarm ring 2 times and i shut it off. all sound asleep! i went to tap serene to wake up so that she can brush her teeth first. and she jumped out and woke siti in a shock. hahaha. nurul was awake but still dont wanna open her eyes la. haha.

b4 breakfast, we took photos at the frontyard. haha.

during breakfast. super nice right this photo. muahahaha.

our friendship bands.

the omelette is delicious. the porridge is not bad.

our 3 star hotel. wina holiday villa.

lots of photo taking. cuz we are too early. haha.

the photo quality all so nice. haha. the photo without flashes are very very dark.

like that. haha.

doing stunts to our camera. haha. balancing it over various objects.

taken by the friendly hotel staff. =) we didnt ask him. he came and offer to help us. so sweet~

they got this pretty shelter there. we eaten breakfast and pose there. haha. so many ppl looking at us. cuz it's within view from the hotel restaurant.

doing our last preparation. this nurul looks so classy. haha. her new bag. but she didnt bring.

haha my super thick sunblock. and we set off. the van is very classy too.

reached!!! the sands are all so toasting hot!! my feet burn!! wearing our life jacket and get ready for banana boat. but banana boat no air. must pump. so we went for parasailing first.

deciding who to go first. and for flying fish, who to pair with. haha.

getting ready for parasailing. serene go first! nurul 2nd, me next n siti last. hehe.

the guys are very cheeky. dont get ur tofu eaten over there~

parasailing is okie. fun yes. but feels nothing much. haha. ohh... all the freedom. and all the nice view. besides that, just swinging my legs in the middle of the air. when we land, ppl will come and grab u. u can hear them say, this is mine!! =.=

still dry, we are waiting for banana boat. siti stolen the guy working there's sunglass.

siti keep trying to push us into the water even though she cant swim. haha.

off we go on the banana boat. it capsized twice. purposely. haha. i pinched my nose, the water very salty. haha. obviously. serene thought she's gonna die. and siti hate the guy. haha.

all wet now. haha.

again siti stolen some guy sunglass. haha.

flying fish is very fun. u fly. haha. the ride back was hard for nurul. she keep flying forward. haha.

after flying fish.

and for the highlight of water sports....

SCUBA DIVING!!!

we got into the suit and wait for the lecture.

the guy teaching us. and me telling nurul how to unblock ears. but i cant do dat in the water leh...

waiting for the boat. so nervous. haha. flippers super hard to swim in!

almost ready. they tied weights to our waist. but still not enough to keep us down. we keep floating up!

wee~~ haha. my eyes looks so weird lah.

feeding the fishes. the bubbles all caught at my goggles haha. actually, we looks so relax right, my calf was bitten by a black silly fish, my body keep floating up, my ears are blocking, i feel that i lack of breathe, water went into my goggles, i got cut by corals. hah!

they are swarmed by the fishes. i finish 2 breads here. haha. suppose to keep 1 more to another place de. the instructor hold nurul hand and want to go off without me. T.T i turn my head away and he finally pull me away. =.= they like doing this. cuz we all depend on them here. T.T when he asked for my other bread, i told him no more. and he stuck his tongue at me. =.=

the beautiful coral and fishes.

while siti dive another time, we were all up, relaxing, swimming, and being pranked. my instructor keep asking me go dive in and hold my breathe as long as possible without oxygen. look at serene, drowning while me n nurul swim away. haha.

being bo liao, he timed me holding my breathe, make me swim on my back, throw me around, and make me compete with another instructor for holding breathe. our boat driver took alot photos here that cant be recognized. haha.

up on land, feeling super cold. at first when the instructor says, must drink hot drink when up on land later. i was thinking, har? for wad? so hot here. the sand, the sun the wind. but after 15mins, i am shivering already.

i love the tea. sweet sweet de~

acting cool. haha.

with the things used for diving. we are gg back hotel~

back at the hotel

still feeling high. haha.

still wet, we went to the beach, our beach. with lesser things.

our shadows under the glaring sun. we must wear sunglass. super super glaring dry sun.

the pretentious 3 according to siti. haha

siti's KFC. she said. haha.

i totally love this photo. haha. i was actually looking at the sky but cant see right. haha.

wearing sunglass also can secretly stare hard at irritating ppl there.

hot sands

her fav surfboard

beautiful right??

kuta beach is surfers' paradise. look at the big big waves.

we eat at roadside. nurul is afraid actually. the last time she ate from roadside, she got chest infection.

i love maggie goreng!

the roadside stall.

our mee goreng. really instant noodle style. haha. it's less than a dollar.

now u see it,

now u dont. haha.

nurul says, it is lovely.

we went crazy shopping again. nv get lost this time. and we went to kfc to buy our dinner back hotel.

kiwi ice cream

we wanted to swim but swimming pool closed. so we sat at poolside. and take few photos. talking abt our next trip and so on.

behind the hotel offices, near our room.

we did this silly thing. haha. it says BALI

dinner time! we didnt wash the tupperware the day before. haha. cuz the tap water here is salty!

serene is hungry!

very oily

this 2 girls always sleep first.

i wake up at 2am to diarrhea. T.T me n siti suffered from diarrhea on our last day.

Day 3, 3rd April.

breakfast again. i only ate porridge cuz i diarrhea. T.T

siti trying to hold it in. hehe.

we went swimming at the pool!

siti didnt swim

all these taken by her

=.=

after we bath and everything. we checked out. sob. bye hotel.

we left our luggages at the hotel locker.

siti says, other ppl take at day 1. we take at last day. haha.

dunno wad's this.

her camera is foggy hehe.

serene's sexy back. hehe.

our 2nd roadside food.

very salty. haha. this is around 70cents

we went crazy shopping again. sweat alot, buy alot. and i got sunburnt cuz i forgotten to apply sunblock on the last day! =.=

i look so stupid here. haha.

our same dress.

kuta beach entrance!

after dat we went spa. we were being exposed to each other unneccessarily. T.T but still spa was good. relaxing. i did manicure, pedicure(standard not very good cuz light very dim), body scrub and body massage, all for ard sg $30. cheap right? haha. siti's n others are around $26. they did hair spa, body scrub n body massage. cheap right??? haha.

when we were done, it was raining heavily and of cuz we got no umbrella.

so wet haha

our cokes

my dress is all dirty already. haha.

we went to the shopping mall!! the tee was super cheap lo. haha. bought 2.

we went back hotel to change into our jeans and wait for the van to pick us up to airport.

at the airport, everything is super ex. we ate ice cream. cant afford to buy local food. banana chips is S$15. can u believe it??

in the flight

siti's

my bladder almost burst. i finally went toilet after i saw someone go. haha. the toilet is behind the curtain lo.

back in sg. dfs almost all close. i didnt buy anything. very heavy mah. haha.

things i bought

for da sao n tricia

for mummy n daddy

for friends

for my baby. only thing i bought for him. haha.

from my baby. haha.

our couple ring. LOL.

he buy me 8 ear rings, a dress, a hp strap, a bangle, a toe ring.

love this. hehe

i love the super soft tank tops i bought!!

oh dear. lenny got her timetable long time ago. i didnt. they forgotten abt me? T.T i need to call sch on monday liao. and monday i starts sch. omg. im gonna die la. according to lenny. orientation is today. T.T y they left me out????

*i wish i want my timetable!!*

-spring cleaning-

2009-04-09T15:22:00.003+08:00

i bought a bookshelf. and i assemble and fixed everything by MYSELF just now. haha. sweat a ton. gonna bath soon. i put all my books, comics, mags, everything in. and put it inside my little space.

slide open the door and it leads to my own personal space. which previously was a storeroom. now, still is lah. haha.

my hello kitty curtain will drop soon. hur hur

only half done. suppose to make 2 of this

the back of it.

my new bookshelf

my accessories closet

so messy, but that's the best i can do. haha. my earrings are overflowing and i already threw away 50% yesterday.

yesterday was spring cleaning of my wardrobe. i threw many things away but still so packed. ughh.. and new clothes are coming into my mailbox soon~ my mum will throw a fit. haha.

first shelf is for leisure reading, second for my soft toys, third for studies.

my untidy belt hanger n cap n umbrella. haha.

the old storeroom things are thrown away. left space for my bagss.

and all other rubbish throw on top. haha.

who says i will nv get to organize my room? i did! haha but still seems messy to me. too much stuff.

next up: bali trip. ^^v

*i wish i know my time table for sch next week.*

2009-03-22T15:44:00.002+08:00

i keep tearing up unknowningly.

i caught the flu bug. T.T please let me get well sooooon!

felt like dying. cant breathe...

meds doesnt seems to help.

tml going to dentist to remove my wisdom tooth stitch. i wonder how he's gonna do it cuz i cant breathe by my nose! maybe i will suffocate n die tml. thanks god.

-v day. 3rd year anni-

2009-03-12T02:45:00.003+08:00

vday, 3rd year anniversary. we spent it in a simple way. dinner and stroll.

i wore my new leopard print dress that just arrive from a taiwan spree. baby loves it. haha. he said i look mature. (???)

we walked abt trying to find movie to watch but no seats. trying to buy presents for each other also didnt haha. gave up in the end and went in search for dinner. everywhere is crowded. finally we went to PS. and nth much to eat too.

so, we went to secret recipe. they had v day special set meal. we had that.

my baby looking abit stoned.

me too. very tired. and my feets hurt. i changed into slipper at mrt station hehe. so unglam. but my toes are breaking. erm.. i kinda miss my hair... silly me

this drink is nice. and that's the only nice thing.

not so bad caesar salad.

lobster bisque taste like hawker centre prawn mee soup

crayfish? spaghetti. for him

irish lamb stew for me. cant take much. will feel sick.

he's trying to distribute the syrup at the bottom equally.

snap shot

he said. since i wanna take, must take more handsome de. so... -.-

our strawberry ice cream brownie. i found out i dont really like brownie. cuz of the nuts inside. the strawberry sauce looks like ketchup.

he finish it all.

we went home right after dinner. haha. no stamina. he's tire from camp. im tire from work.

pathetic duo.

i said, this year i wan purple roses. but i dont think u got time to get it anyway.

i still got it! hehe. he's so cute right? haha. okie. to me.

the male bear keep dropping out

align them properly

and lastly took them out. sitting side by side. i took the male he took the female.

my property now.

*i wish we can be together eternally*

-the mth of farewells-

2009-03-12T01:47:00.004+08:00

in feb, it's a season for farewell.

firstly, my own personal farewell to the ward, which i had blogged abt.

before i left, i took some photos of my dear colleagues for me to remember their faces. though i dun think i will forget hehe.

salina, my preceptor whom came to my block to drop me my present after my PRCP.

serene the silly and my best buddy (along with siti)

TBL the ...., michelle the bitch (i love your guts. haha. melmiong, mich, michel, haha, u got all kinds of name. our last day in prcp still remains in my brain. the 2 of us, sitting outside, at the taxi stand talking with a drink in our hand. who knows we became real colleagues for so long. i dunno if u still remember tat though. haha), silly serene.

the earliest farewell in feb is yan gu. she left 10c on 2nd feb and flew off on 11 feb. i took MC tat day and i went to sent her off at the airport. i was having headache on the way to airport. i have witness k. i nv take fake MC! anyway, im not in the ward already so.. who cares? haha. recently the weather is so bad. im glad i can stay at home.

zhier n yangu were primary sch classmates. they really 相依为命 in 10c.

the ppl who came to sent her off. that's only abt 1/8 of all those dat come. she is so popular. hehe.

our dearest. take care over there.

the 2nd farewell is stephen's. (a.k.a stephanie)

yang juan, siti, him n i went for movie. we watched pink panther 2. and then have dinner and chat abt all kinds of things.

their asking me out is hilarious. i was sleeping after my night shift and they decided to meet up. siti call me 5 times. and before i left ward in the morning, i told stephanie, the only way to wake me up is to call my hse and call my mother. and they really did. haha. they search for my home no. and called my mum. and my blur mama dun understand english and told me there is a meeting. the moment i heard yang juan voice. i -.- thinking better not be the ward telling me i forget to do smth. i will kill them!! and den siti got on the line and i calm down. haha.

our dinner. sorry ti, non halal. dont worry, in bali we will eat alot k? hehe.

satay is the only thing ti can eat.

stephanie, our sister or... brother-in-law?

yang juan the artist and siti the auntie clearing tray? lol.

like a ghost.

ugh. wanna blog abt my v day budden my photobucket having some probs...

the expression i love. little lucas. hehe. lucas can wail real loud. deafening.

*i wish my photobucket can behave*

-random-

2009-03-10T01:50:00.002+08:00

dunno wth is wrong with my hotmail today. cant open it at all. hang since 10am till now. -.-

omg. im having vertigo from 10pm till now. i am sooo giddy~~

i think i sleep too much?

gonna wake up early and head to the salon. so nervous. i hope mandy can make me happy. haha. (mandy is my hairdresser)

been to dental, appt booked for wisdom tooth extraction. monday 12noon!! ahhh!!! the time have come!

finally, went to consult Dr. Ng. lol. cuz my menses will fall NEATLY on the 1st day of my bali trip. took some pills from him to postpone my menses. total of 50tabs to finish. omg. hopefully it really works. i dun wanna have menses when im travelling. and i hope i dont suffer from side effect. omg. the side effects are a long long list. ranging from acne to spotting. -.- aint the point of taking the pills is to stop menses how come still got spotting as side effect? blah.

Dr. Ng did a sitting down version of happy dance when he heard i left TTSH and currently slacking at home. haha. he's so funny. he's a mature and experienced dr. haha. been seeing him since he's clinic is open at 883. i used to have sore throat every few months when im younger.

shall call travel agency soon to take tics. dont wanna go when my face swelling from the extraction.

i heard lucas crying... did i play with him too much in the afternoon?

i will blog abt my valentines day soon. even though nth much happen. and i pretty much forgotten wad happened. haha.

till then...

*i wish i can remember to take the meds and NO side effect will happen to me and it will work 100% fine. (Dr. Ng also not very sure liddat leh. haha)*

-my holiday-

2009-03-06T19:13:00.003+08:00

my holiday starts last wednesday. been going out almost everyday since then.

thurs is resting day
fri is shopping day with jean. and at night meh came over and chat.
sat is my date with baby love and octorians gathering at night. we had so much laughters.

btw, is "im am very concentrated." a correct sentence? it caused an friendly arguement dat night.

sun is lunching with baby day. went to starhub and q for 1 hr den realise my dad needs to be there. duh. baby is angry

mon is buying hp day with my parents. finally bought. stupid cwp dun have the color i want. waste my time.

tues is singing day with jean my bff.

she, looking like a celebrity.

jean, ur picture perfect. hehe.

we had lots of fun talking and talking and talking non stop.

wed is meh meh day. she need to go to Guess for her project. she took some photos there and off we went to lunch. which happens to be my breakfast n dinner. after dat, went back to woodlands and sing again.

meh the 歌后。

we sang lots of ulu songs. haha. i mean me. came my hse afterwards for her project. her poor lappy is down.

thurs is movie day with janis and her mum. we had dinner with her sis. we watched slumdog millionaire. haha i know im so slow. but, it's really a nice show. ^^

today is resting day, im going dentist later and make appointment. im scared. T.T

tomorrow is hiking day! im nervous.

sun is baby day. he's finishing his last outfield lo.

next week, im not sure whether i will be available or not. i cant decide to go extract my wisdom tooth next week or next next week. cuz next week is gonna be busy...

the week of wisdom tooth extraction, i will stay at home. cuz my face will be so swollen.

still have tons of things i haven do. like... exercising, learn how to cook from my mum. oh. little lucas is staying at my house for weekdays so i took care of him half an hour per day. hahaha.

*i wish i didnt spend so much money. T.T where is my last month pay?!?*

-cny 09-

2009-03-02T13:04:00.002+08:00

backdated from so long. my cny.

eve of cny:

i went to work at 6.30am and went back home at 8am. hehe. sister lat let me and serene go back home first as we got 11nurses and only 22 patients. haha. so she said, let the local chi girl go home. 2 only. and den she saw me and i suggested serene so both of us went back home!

after work, went home and have breakfast with mama n gugu at coffeeshop and went back home to wait till cwp open.

went to cwp in the afternoon with gugu to do some last minute shopping. went to buy yusheng for lo hei later.

reached home and collasped on my bed till my lil princess came and join me sleeping.

woke up to dinner. and my lil princess loves my fishes (that passed away).

my bro digged out alot of our old photos and we laughed at them together.

after dinner, we lo hei-ed.

little tricia and her spec.

all messy. cuz i swing the box on the way home. smell very very nice.

gong.

my daddy loves tricia alot alot.

my bro done it on purpose. he's crazy

and finally... 3 of them look so much alike right.

da sao n mummy open everything while i stand back and look. haha.

i love this pic

lil tricia eating first. haha.

baby lucas and my bro's maid. now change new one already.

hi, lu~

day 1:

me n my mama and her blouse tat i picked.

gugu n i. she look like vampire.

we went to father side, eldest uncle house first.

gugu n i went first cuz dad still need to go yishun n pick my bro up.

xiao ai was there when i reached. first time in 20 years i saw her there on chu yi. haha. which means i am early enough and she is late enough for us to meet. haha.

soon, my bro n his family reached. tricia took my camera and had a camera fight with my cousin's daughter. yi xuan.

below, all taken by tricia:

still remember her didi.

daddy's big face.

my cousin's big fish. how she manage to snap this? is she tall enough?

so perfect right.

tricia can be the youngest photography. i think she take photo better than michael. next time will ask her take photo for me. haha.

lol. this is like some counselling tv programme's photo.

that's the end of it.

after that, we went to my god-grandma house. which is also my ahyi's new house.

her room is very pretty. da sao n i love it alot.

while we were nua-ing over there. little lucas caught everyone's attention.

gong xi gong xi.

hmm?

i love his cheeks.

my ah yi's(also known as yiyi/fat fat yi) crystal collection. damn ex!

3 panda equals to almost $1k.

still have alot of teddy bears.

the girls, trying to avoid my camera.

jia jia and tricia are good fren. haha.

mummy is baby sitter dat day.

mummy cant smile at all....

jia hao! n the moo moo cow.

look at my mummy

went to alot of places after tat but no pics. very very worn out.

went back home at 5pm. saw the eclispe by my bare eyes. and almost got blinded. xiao ai is at my hse again. hehe. we watched 食神, my fav show. ppl keep pestering me to start gambling haha. but i wanna watch finish the show, plus im waiting for my boy to come.

he came and took ang baos. (hmmp!) and we had dinner and den we went into the gambling den a.k.a my room. i played for awhile and got tired. slept on my bed while they continue. my dslite was abused by the kids dat day. and i didnt touch it since then. T.T

at night, after i wake up n bath, we had mahjong session. i lost, we all lost. to mr. tay weisheng.

baby went back home and i went to sleep, preparing for another tiring day. haha.

day 2:

we wore matching colours.

went to temple.

pretty right

i love this pic. devoted daddy?

this is near jurong city harvest church.

went to 2nd uncle hse on chu er.

when daddy parked, i saw this:

so pretty~~

after lunch, i wait for my cousin to show up. so dat we can start gambling again. finally they arrived, i keep losing. den i got tired again. and sleep on the bed again. haha. i think i sleep too much. wake up and watch them gamble for awhile and sleep again.

finally, got home and sleep again. nth much to do leh. my baby nv ask me go out. T.T

day 3:
i got 1 more day off. yippie. haha. i went out with my baby.

we went vivo, hand in hand, roaming abt. wanted to watch movie. but all sold out. we went carl's junior to have our lunch, went samsung shop to look for the phone we want. and im going to get it this evening!! he already gotten his!

after that, we went to ayer raja(spell liddat?) camp to wait for his sergeant Rachel and we go to her hse after dat. it was raining and we cant go in for shelter. luckily his superior came to fetch us.

at rachel hse, we had our dinner, watched her 2 elder kids "played" with the cats. and i play with the youngest. all her kids very cute la actually. hehe.

yu chan. (rachel is half jap)

yu chan is very charming if u get to know her. fu chan the eldest is playing with his com. he's a very funny person. 9yr old. yu chan is... 2 yr old?

she spotted my camera...

so fast~ haha. her double eyelid cant be seen here. very beautiful

i suspected my baby love her more than me. he went to see her almost everyday.

but i think yu chan prefer me than him. bwahahaha.

rei chan is super adorable. 5 yr old. their 3 cats are scary!!! fu chan keep putting them at ppl back and let this claw bite into ppl's flesh. luckily, it's my first time there so he didnt insist on putting the cat on me.

boo!

we went out after dinner for secret ops. haha. yu chan cried when her mummy is out. and at level 1, we can hear fu chan n rei chan shouting.

we went airport for some unfinished business and finally went home at 2am. my toes in new shoe nearly broke.

on sat that week, after work, we went to his man vincent hse. his hse is big. but his bedroom is small. had dinner there with the 3 kids. played mahjong without money and i 自摸 the firt game. and tat's our last game. cuz the 3 kids need to go back home. yu chan put the dice in her mouth. -.- vincent mum is older den my mummy but look so much younger.

went back home after that.

and that's all for my cny. haha.

*i wish cny are not so tiring. angbao also shrink already. i hope next year angbao grow bigger*

-my last day of work-

2009-02-26T22:13:00.002+08:00

my last day of work is still busy. but kind radeah let me off to run my personal errands like returning my uniform, shoes, go down to IT dept, going to HR all that.

last day is OUR audit day. thank god i am not going through it again. hohoho. sister kamariah made an touching speech at the end of the shift. and gave me a hug. and a red packet from the ward.

surprisingly, i did not cry. haha. i had already cried the day i decided to hand in my resignation letter. so my last day is spent in JOY.

i got a touching card from the ward too. hehe.

on the front cover:

dearest engsin,
you've grown up to be more mature and excel in ur work. improves alot from the girl i know firstly. all the best and good lucj.

p.s: the staff naughty never leave any space 4 me to write inside... take care. nc kamariah

cute engsin,
love working with u. u are such a humorous person. gonna miss you lots. all the best and keep in touch. jaya :)

inside:

SN Tay ES,
its time to say goodluck.. not goodbye.. thanks for the laughs. we will miss you... john (with lots of hearts as border.)

Dear Engsin,
going to miss working with u. so sad u leaving. one less good fren and working partner le. must keep in touch!! serene (still best fren forever. dun worry. :))

Dear Eng sin, wish you all the best. SN Susan (good luck to u and ur baby susie. please call me when ur baby is born)

To small little girl,
wish u all the best. take good care and good luck in your studies. miss ya. :) mages

Dear Engsin
good luck! best wishes to you. liang min.

Hi Sin,
wish u all the best... good luck and i'll gonna miss you. your 1 of my favourite staff here in ward 10c... louella

Engsin,
though we dont usually chat. that little time i spent with u in the ward, you make me feel welcomed and at ease. thank you for being so nice and sweet. good luck and follow your dreams. takce care! karla (very very sweet girl. she's new to the ward)

To S&L&T -> Engsin (i dunno wad that means wor)
So sad that u came later but leave earlier than me. *insert sad face* take a good rest and start ur new journey :) always Fang2

Dear Es..
wish you all the best and study hard. i'm gonna to miss you... kartina (dear mummy kartina. i will miss u too. i will nv forget how u stand up for me during my hard time)

Dear Engsin,
U r very nice lady. and a good nurse too. keep up! your good works. god bless you. janine.

Dear Engsin,
All the best to you! beeling

Dear Engsin,
good and and best wishes. i going to miss you. vany

eng seng, (-.-)
i dont have place in this card but u in my heart. lincy (all my frens laughed at this)

Dear lovely friend es...
thank you so much fore everything, helping, talking, eating, chit-chat with me. keep in touch ok. i'll miss u alot... see u at facebook. *insert phone number* from: mastura.

engsin,
thx 4 ur all help. ur very helpful to us AN's.. thank you and goodluck!! ma-an

Dear Engsin
best wishes to you. goodbye kiss! kathy (miao miao)

Dear engsin, i will miss the little girl in our ward... you so lucky to escape from this crazy ward. haha... left us the unfortunate ones... aniwae, keep in touch! Nurul (haha. she's so dead if other sister read the card)

Dearest engsin
wish you all the best in your future undertakings! goona miss you lots! take care and forget me not!! Anandini

No space for me to write. so, ->(pointing to the printed part of the card) -good luck and dont forget to keep in touch!- See that's wad i say. yangjuan

Good luck! (and den a signature i dont recognize...)

Engsin, nice knowing u.. goodluck! ysolde.

Dear engsin,
I'll miss you. you're a good help at work. and a good friend. hope to stay in contact.
Zhier will miss you. :):):)

Dear Engsin,
so sad you are leaving. all the best to you. wilson (no chance to bully him already! next time i see him will be on his wedding. T.T)

Wow! Just heard you're going somewhere... bless you and a great future ahead. tan EE!

Engsin:
good luck. miss ya. faith

Engsin dearest, you'd be deeply missed... thanks for all the laughter. love, michelle. (u r the one that made me laugh non-stop)

Dearest ES< all the best, stay smiling, keep in touch ya. good luck n stay happy always. salina.

Hi babes,
will still miss you though you are still in s'pore. let's mysoju together. yusirah (best fren forever. hehe.)

that's all of my card. everyone complained that there's not enough space. hehe.

after work, i went to return my precious access card that means alot to me. my locker key and my staff id tat is cut into 2. T.T

they bathing. yaso only change. me in a hurry to get everything done. but in the end still wait for them la. haha.

yaso, u look super tired liddat.

we went to cityhall. yasoda our dear queen went to MAC to buy powder. haha. and den we all went to bought old chang kee. super hungry. except zhiying. poor girl only have lunch at 2.30. and really surprised and happy that she can make it to our outing. think we frightened her with our craziness? haha.

we meet up with nurul and wana which were late, but cant find us. cuz we still munching on our old chang kee. hehe.

went marina square for bowling session!! now my hand is aching...

we paid for 2 games. thinking it should be ending quite fast then we can have our dinner soon. cuz the man at the counter says 1 game is 20 mins.

we actually played 1 game for 1 hr 20mins!!

all so excited to try on the bowling shoes.

im wearing a tiny size 3.

siti was late to join us. she went massaging. haha.

me n juan juan. new specs again.

yasoda, zhier n lenny

me n serene's feet

zhiying's first time to bowl?

yangjuan went to the other team lane and helped them score. haha. and den she was stuck to the pro team.

obviously im in the drain team.

ah len was pushed into the drain team haha

zhier in drain team and beginner yaso in pro team

nurul the 2nd runner up in pro team and zhiying in drain team

nice pose girls hehe

dat's a size 9 bowling ball tat she lifts effortlessly. haha. actually we all use dat la.

my girls

all of them. mastura is the champion.

A! yangjuan asks wad's with the A!

all their sexy legs haha

we dunno how to use thisss

we r all so happy la

yangjuan happily blocking my cam

zhiying caught on camera~

i love this pic. so cute right them?

witht the help of mas hand

siti says serene look like model in this pic. stephen loves this pic.

we trying to found a circle

almost fall down trying haha.

den all became chaotic. and yes, we abandon the game to do all this. so thus, the delay in finishing the game haha.

luckily 2 game means 1 game per lane.

they took control of my cam

the A craziness carried on

self timer again haha

siti became the model for the tee hehe

serene dead tired haha

our score is sooo lousy la hahaha. mine is the first one. 2nd is lenny, 3rd zhier, 4th zhiying, 5th serene. 6th siti.

after bowling, we went in search for our dinner. decided to head to funan the IT mall to dine at pastamania. it just gotten halal.

after a long time deciding, finally we got to eat.

my excellent directing skill got everyone's face inside. haha.

wana taking us

me siti n nurul sharing

siti keep piling up food in my baby bowl. haha.

later, we had leftover that no one feel like eating. we decided to play number game 终极密码 to decide who will eat the disgusting spiked food. haha.

i lost once. only 3 person nv lose. lenny is the last loser. haha. they pour soup over a garlic bread and made her eat it all. likely the changed the soup. cuz the other one is undrinkable. with cheese, tabasco, pepper, chilliflake inside.

poor ah len

everyone laughed so hard. and we made alot of noise which caused the manager to come and speak to us.

wth!

we went home at 9+. very very tired. all of us.

dat marks the end of my last day~

*i wish i still can share the gossip with them every day*

2009-02-24T14:50:00.003+08:00

1 more day!!!

i just had a nightmare that made me cried non-stop. woke up at 1pm, crying. fall back asleep after i turn on my computer. and the nightmare continue again. T.T woke up again at 2.30pm and cried for 5 more mins.

ah.. i think i sleep too much la. anyway, this nightmare can nv come true.

*i wish i live happily ever after*

2009-02-21T02:18:00.001+08:00

should i straighten my hair?

-byebye 10c-

2009-02-20T21:55:00.002+08:00

i haven blog abt my cny yet. hehe.

my collegues want to kill me.

they asked me not to brag anymore.

i left 3 working days! yippie. haha. muahahaha.

i totally hate night shifts. im so glad i dont have to work night shift as a nurse in 10c ever again. grrr..

from my 2nd last round of night shift:

im being scratched by an old lady. T.T she pinched me and scratched me. i have bruises for 3 days.

3rd day.

I HATE WORKING!!!!

thank god im leaving.

but i am feeling quite down.

how could i leave ppl like them??

i miss working together with them. times in tearoom. and playing around even when times are bad. joking when storm is over. gossiping together. trashing out what we hate abt other ppl. haha. those times. when will i be able to experience it again?

i love, i hate, i grieved all in 10c.

thanks to all my frens in 10c n ttsh.

*i wish i dont have to leave to escape those madness*

2009-02-14T01:36:00.002+08:00

Annyeong(안녕)~

recently got addicted to korean reality show "we got married". someone intro to me. but i just watch only. haha. so i spent all my free time without my bf watching the show. very interesting. everyone should go watch.

ah... long long time since i blogged.

my cute fishy from my last entry had gently passed away last week. i really dont know what happen!!! i wash their fish tank properly, the way the shop owner told me to. maybe i feed them too much? but i cant help it. they look so cute eating. kyaaa~ i went for work and back after work, their belly is facing up already. my poor fishies~ i 对不起 u!

im going to blog abt weiling's bdae celebration LAST MONTH. hehe. speaking of that, i havent make the bdae card yet. hehe. gomen ne. i will do it after my last day. my last day is officially 25th now. can book me already~

im sick. sounds like bapok (nurul n michelle said that). took mc on wed and again on fri. felt so sorry. but im really sick!! wed i took for headache den at night sore throat came. went to see dr after work on thurs and dr says my throat is very very dry and red and lumpy. he 'aiyo' very loud when he said that and i almost jumped. he wanted to give me 2 days mc but sat is my day off so just took 1.

called the ward today intending to tell janine (roster maker) that my last day had changed, mich ans the call and told me sis wasnt very happy that i took mc. and someone said it's the pre-resignation blues. but mich stood up for me and said tat i sound really sick(like an bapok?) and ask them to give me a break. so touched.

when last day is approaching, sister will tend to find more mistake on you.

ah. i typed so much. i really enjoy typing haha. okie. photos are here:

i was late. cabbed down.(recently really cab too much. my angbao money is going fast)

dine at paragon. our mocktails

wl got her new cam. so she keep clicking it away. i gave her money as present for her camera building fund. but she bought it first. haha.

she didnt mention in her blog. haha. shall say it here.

i opened my wallet and tell her 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY! this is ur present"
wl says "wa u taking the money right from ur wallet?"
i gave her a cute bunny envelope with a cutie paper clip on top. money is inside. whole thing can fit in my wallet. HA! think i so insincere meh? haha. im the best ok?

card i owe u! dont forget haha.

my cutie pink love n i

we were really really hungry. but the food aint nice and was too overpriced. bleah.

now we both own a canon cam.

my new leggings. hehe. mike baby totally hate me wearing leggings. dunno y. so i can only wear it with my frens.

her lobster chicken combo. chicken is not nice.

my fish and chix combo. chix is not nice.

we talked alot during our dining. almost cried at a point hehe. that's something only wl n i will know.

after that we had a stroll in orchard. did some window shopping. and had some ice cream.

we took really long to make our decision hehe.

all kind of flavours. but alot of different choc. dunno wad's the diff.

the sorbet kind. i really hate sorbet. to me, ice cream must have MILK!

i love dark choc. but they dont have it.

mine! yummy.

wl both also choc. haha. havent eat already melt. muahahaha. i eat ice cream really fast. i dont like eating melted ice cream. yucks. so must eat it real fast. we walked till most shop closed. and den back we went.

dont worry girl, we will have lots of time doing things like this soon. but please dont let me spend too much money. im having no income soon.

ah. really wanted to go out with all my frens. my poor neglected frens. jeanpj especially. i will date all of u out. but please dont spend too much money. i beg again. haha.

im feeling drowsy now. after the cough syrup. shall go sleep.

looking forward to our 3rd year anniversary dating. hehe.

Happy valentine's day everyone!!

p.s.: jean, how come u can cook so well? teach me!!

*i wish i can cook for my baby.*

-trip down MDIS-

2009-01-22T23:37:00.004+08:00

went to MDIS today again. all's settled. just awaiting my dad to give the cheque to them. i'm going to study on April 13! my last day is on 27 feb. hopefully i can get 14feb as AL. i got 12/11 more days of AL left. if they ask me wad do i wan as a farewell gift(i assume there is. haha), i wan a video of everyone. i will miss them like crazy. the other half of my life is all contributed to the ward and spend most of my time with them!!

b4 going to sch walk abt at queenstown shopping center. and bought a pair of nike shoe. very pretty haha.

after left sch, went to my childhood (ahma stayed there when i was a kid) place to have dinner. most stalls are closed. but the laksa i ate is good. hehe.

after dat passed by a fish shop and i just wanted to bring them home. and...

so i did.

like 2 orange ping pong ball hehe

their fish flakes food on top

so cute!! haha

*i wish they can live long long long long*

i went out with wl one day(will post in another entry) and when i reach home i was too bored and did these:

changing hair partings

and crazy shots haha

-=)-

2009-01-13T01:20:00.003+08:00

i've told my sister.

actual "departure" date will be delayed due to her persuasion. a 1 mth delay.

算是my last favour to the ward.

没有回头路了。加油！！！

sidenote: actually want to quit before 14 of feb. so that i can TRULY enjoy the occasion. my love has literally made no comments regarding this. (as in no reply)

-weeps-

2009-01-10T02:01:00.002+08:00

thinking about next mth is the last for me, i get all teary eyes.

i'm already beginning to miss everybody.

the times we spent working together, gossiping together, LOL-ing together, joke abt in tearoom, and all kinda stuff.

i felt all the strong emotions when i'm with u all. extreme joyfulness, sadness, anger, happiness and everything else. i cherish the time we spent together.

there might not be another time again but i will nv forget.

i really love u guys.

i almost change my mind.

but if i dont go ahead, i will regret forever.

i hope, i can say 'let's do this again'

i hope i can work with u ppl again.

i wan to bring u all into my new environment.

but i cant.

sorry for leaving.

i miss u all too.

i hope u all wont forget me.

i hate changes, hate adapting, but i had choosen my path.

only thing for me to do now is go ahead.

it's hard to hand in the letter with images of u ppl in my brain.

i'm so torn.

i dont wanna leave u all, but i wanna leave 10c, leave nursing.

*i wish i can get back all the fun i had even after i moved on*

-huh?!?-

2009-01-08T17:41:00.003+08:00

the singer that sang "A Little Pain" for NANA is also the singer that sing 小娘惹's theme song!

0.0

i listened to "A Little Pain" for at least 3 years already and now, then i know that she's a singaporean. haha.

A Little Pain:

A Little Pain - OLIVIA inspi REIRA (TRAPNEST)

Sometimes When We Touch:

Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong

如燕：

如燕ru yan - Olivia Ong

-good news-

2009-01-08T15:09:00.003+08:00

i finally worked up enough courage and i emailed the manager of MDIS.

Hi Eng Sin,

Sorry for not getting back on your application result yesterday.

I received the result yesterday morning and submit to my colleague to process offer letter to you. You should be expecting an official offer letter from us early next week.

The University has advise your entry to the first year degree with two exemptions; 1. Human Body in Health and 2. Human Body Physiology and Pathology.

Payment detail will be enclose together with offer letter. I would like to make an appointment arrangement with you so that I could assist you with your payment and filling up the University form. Thanks.

Regards,
Benny

YATTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! now, when should I submit the official letter to my dearest sister? hmmm.. i dont wanna be exempted from those 2 topics... i forgotten everything i learnt in school already! apparently, what i learn in nursing of bio is enough for this course? besides, i love bio. but then again, does this means that i dont have to go for exams for these 2? then, it will be great la. haha.

*i wish i can do well. WELL! yea~ student once again. (weeps in joy)*

-outing with little terror-

2009-01-08T13:41:00.005+08:00

just something random before i start my entry abt my outing with my little terror.

look at what i saw in my facebook.

the red underline. lol. how can someone put a comment ahead of time?? my computer time and date is alright. it's 8th january 1.42pm right now. lol.

crazy facebook.

finally i got to go out. which means i got to make up~! haha. and dress up~!

let my hair dried too fast. my curls wont be obvious. i wanna go trim my hair today. but im officially on MC leh. hehe.

haha my bunny again

we went to ttsh. my mum went to see dr for her eyes. she went for laser surgery just 2 weeks ago. and Dr. Owen wanted to see how well my mum recover. i insisted on bring my little terror with us, much to my mum's objection. ugh

she was grouchy from the lack of sleep. but still cheerful when she felt like it. haha.

i brought her to our duyi bookstore. she likes books that have interactions. clock which have the hands that can turn, spinning arrows, touchy feely books, flipping the flaps books.

offered to buy her a book so that she can read on train later but she didnt want. she said she just wanna sit there and read.

bought her a fishing set that she must have. and straight after that she wanted to go home immediately to play with her fishing set. -.-

distracted her and brought her to the vending machine. she excitedly told me she want milo!

bought her ice milo from our vending machine. the hot one is way too hot for a little girl la. haha. anyway i already gotten my mum's approval. haha.

she gulped it down so fast as if i will snatched from her the milo. such a cute child. after i went toilet, i brought her back to my mum. that was like 1.5hrs after we left my mum. and i was totally exhausted already. haha.

before we reach my mum, she saw our garden and the garden have a swing. she excitedly raced to the swinging bench and sit on it. she totally loved it. haha. (i wish i got a 姑姑 like myself. haha)

sunshine girl. actually, it was truly very very hot. but she insist and i was defeated. T.T

but i told her, if she sweats, we are out of here.

she really did sweat. and i tried my very best to convince her, threatened her, persuaded her to go back inside. she did finally, with a pout. haha.

went to my mum, she was still waiting to see dr.

i fall asleep while mum plays with her and the new fishing set. haha.

woke up when nurse called my mum. tricia went in with her, im still drowsy.

my mum came out looking anxious, she had to go for the laser surgery again, just in case, the Dr. said. (MO)

suddenly little terror throws tantrum. she says “我很累！我很累！我真的很累！！！” then refused to move. my mum carried her to the door of the OT. den i brought her to kopitiam. i was starving. my mum gave her a packet of sweet which she finished in less than a minute. -.-

i ate dao suan very fast cuz this girl couldnt stay still. she wanna walk away. im worried to death. what if she got scalded? what if she got lost? what if something happened to her?? how am i going to produce a daughter for them?

really truly defeated. i abandon my 3/4 finished dao suan and followed her. with no choice, after i brought her to toilet(another difficult task. balancing her on my leg and let her wash hand on the sink), brought her to the garden again.

commanding me

saw that i took photos of her that doesnt look nice, she did this.

trying to win me over?

hmmp! im way too exhausted. plus sick. got sever headache already. taken panadol before leaving house, terrible sore throat.

my mum surgery finished quickly. she came and find us. i told her i want to surrender. they should just go home and i go shop myself. new year is coming and i havent bought any!

little terror threw tantrum again. and we have to bring her out.

went bugis and have sushi dinner.

went to take neoprint after that. she behaves so good then, after we wanted to leave the neoprint shop, she demanded to take again. -.-

just drag her off la.

i did scan them. but cant see our face at all. taking by camera can shows better.

u cant believe it, she decorate this! the yeahhhhhh is placed by her. at such appropriate height. haha. she cant really reach the screen. think she jumped or something liddat. the 2 smaller teddy bear were placed by her too. haha. oh and the hearts and stars border. the ribbons were placed by me initially.

went to bought a top, not sure whether i will wear during CNY not. and no able to shop more. all 3 of us were extremely tired.

mum and i agreed to take cab home. and this girl overheard us and sit on the floor outside charles and keith and started crying. everyone looked at her then at mum n i. T.T i also wanna sit down on the floor and cry!

finally mum just carried her away and off we go to take cab. she fall asleep almost immediately in cab.

phew.

in the future, if i were to bring her out again, must let her sleep first. gosh

*i wish i got more strength. i cant carry her at all. haha*

a little video of her(she made me so giddy, dont watch if u got motion sickness haha):

tricia - es

-mahjonging-

2009-01-04T02:58:00.003+08:00

if mahjong is counted as a sport, it will be my favorite sports. haha.

i love both 游泳and 游干泳.

had a mahjong session at birdie house on fri night and last till sat morning 5am. i was totally burnt out. worked morning shift on fri and slept for 2 hours then proceed to bird's hse.

janis really dunno how to play mahjong. LOL.

1st round, i won khow ming $8 from playing 10cent, 20cent. after a short break and those non mahjonger go home plus khow ming, we started our 2nd round, me michael bird and wick.

ahhh....

i keep losing!!! onli won 1 game!! i lose to mr michael $15 and bird lose $7 to him, wicky $2 to him too. luckily i didnt have to pay him. haha.

he said indirectly he also win khow ming's money too. haha.

okie. im mahjong crazy. u dont have to read this entry.

cny is coming! im looking forward to mahjong sessions. provided i got my day off on cny la. duh.

i haven buy any new year clothes!!!! die!!! must buy all next weeK!!!

and shoes and bag and undergarments. haha.

*i wish i can play mahjong whole day long, WINNING*

-happy new year!-

2009-01-01T00:17:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!!!

Greetings from my birthday Bunnies~!

Me and my daughter,

hihi

and ME!!!!

*i wish that this new year i will spent everyday happily, wish that this new year i will be able to go study and really work hard. i wish i wish i wish. i wish health to everybody especially my honey and my family.*

2008-12-27T16:44:00.001+08:00

my first rebellious act

2008-12-26T17:54:00.003+08:00

what we get ON christmas is only anger.

she doesnt understand. she doesnt empathize. she doesnt think logically. she is inflexible. she cant stand any smart logical questioning. she is afraid of looking stupid. ended up she did.

she ended our christmas with fury.

this is the worst christmas ever.

i must get out from this shithole SOON!

intended to stay till the last moment. but cant now. must leave as soon as i can.

come along with me girls.

*i wish i get confirmed soon so that i can leave*

-chocolate buffet-

2008-12-21T21:17:00.003+08:00

fast forward abit, to the chocolate buffet this friday.

blog it first reason being, i had edited the photos. haha.

i went to the chocolate buffet with some of my 10c girls. and we are out crazy~

b4 going

i really collapse on the train. wake up only at raffles place. i reached on time. surprise! haha. we all waited for nurul the late queen haha.

on the way to fullerton. lenny,nurul, ananadini, siti, mages, serene and wana went. wana also taking pic for them haha.

we got so many cameras around.

the view

we're @ the fullerton hotel!

the person usher us to the chocolate buffet and we were shocked!

the buffet area is sooo tiny!

but since we went, might as well have fun. make the most out of it haha.

taken by wana

siti looks so tire.

some of the buffet items.

lol all taking pics

stunned

cheers~ the juice ppl. we r the wine ppl.

all of us. siti says we all look at the right. budden only me siti n wana done so. blah!!

the chef cooking hot coco only.

tiny buffet area

my 2nd round. the round one is so horrible. T.T i think inside is XO or wad haha. ultra bitter and strong.

f for fullerton

me and serene.

siti talk till so agigtated. haha.

fondue area

the 5 tier fondue fountain

we only take the fruits. very 腻 of chocolate le. haha

got orange also. haha. skin can be eaten. taste very weird

haha now den i realise. lenny so bad. haha.

i drip chocolate on my new jeans. T.T

we asked for tea

and i accidentally drop sugar cube into serene's ice water!

in the toilet haha

giving them lesson on how to take pic using mirror

i told them looks like sex and the city haha.

i love this pic

this ana so auntie

lol no one wanna take photo with her

the automatic revolving door haha.

must take pics everywhere la haha

another of my fav pic

at the bridge haha

the models of TTSH

lol. save the boys!

wana so cheeky

siti so naughty

just now kick now push

omg lenny!!

HELP!!

there goes mages

spank the child haha. oops

a lil visitor

our ancestors? haha

dun kiss me Mr. Chinese guy

and tat's all. we really really had fun. haha.

*i wish we can go out liddat sometime soon. but not after my AM shift please. damn tire!*

2008-12-19T02:42:00.002+08:00

in case any NR0406 ppl reading my blog, please go to our class gathering on 27/12/08 please. i will be there. ^^

exact msg from farhana:

in case u have not recieve her msg, this is what she says:

Hey the date of the meet up is 27 Dec 008, Saturday. We'll have dinner somewhere (i'll inform you soon) at around 5 or 6pm. Can you still make it? Drop me a msg, my old no.

I've lost most of our classmates' contacts and it's hard for me to contact them.. Can help me spread the word to the rest of your clan? The chinese girls.. Except for Nwe and Von. I've msged Charlene and still waiting for her reply.

Hope you could get back to me asap coz I need to make reservations..
Thanks a lot!

please spread around this msg.

-my date with lynno-

2008-12-17T02:44:00.002+08:00

smth random:

i love to take photo of stormy days. but it's so hard to catch the lightning strikes. i dont have that much patience.

gonna blog abt my secret date 1 mth ago.

i always have good hair b4 i leave house. see the photos later to see how bad it gone.

secret date at kbox.

with...... MY AIAI!!!

my hair~~

my aiai is very engrossed okie.

im a bunny, i said

越老越不爱拍照。

my bdae card from aiai.

she is so talented lo

she said she draw wrongly.

thank u aiai. and thanks for the twilight saga. i love u so much!!

after kboxing, we went to Central to have our dinner.

aiai says she MUST go to this authenic looking ramen shop. looks very nice. she went once but sold out before 8.30pm. open after 6pm. OMG right? must try! haha.

long queue when we reached. and they really look like those ramen stall in japan. i felt so touched. HAHA.

when the waiter asked for ppl that come in 2 to go in first, i 迫不及待 and said there's only 2 of us. so we got in after 15mins of wait. haha.

look! 闪闪发亮的！ the egg is the most MOST most most most wonderful rudan i ever eat. the egg yolk is very smooth and moist and very 入味, egg white is very 入味 of course and it is not fully cooked de. moist moist and slightly watery. i eat bit by bit as it will be gone soon. T.T

the soup is very nice also. looks oily but doesnt taste so. very very 有味道! the noodle is average.

the cook there talk in jap. the captain is jap. and the 2 of us were most jap among everyone else. LOL.

this is how it actually looks like la. haha.

the 2 male cook, 1 look like tattooist and another i forget wad. the captain totally look like hair stylist. haha.

after meal, stroll about. but too many ppl smoking so we left quite early. had to go find my boy after dat too.

and that draws the end of my secret date with her. till when do we meet again?

*i wish the sch will accept me!! let me know SOON!!!*

p.s.: bonus is coming. 20 more hours. sorry ppl, im going to save it for my studies.

-ooh la la-

2008-12-13T00:24:00.001+08:00

1) he called and i will see him this weekend. yippie!

2) i registered for my degree. if things goes well, i will be studying once again next april. (and still can go oversea in april)

hopefully both doesnt disappoint me!!!

*i wish they accept me!!! let me know ASAP!!*

2008-12-12T01:27:00.004+08:00

can i whine just a tiny teeny weeny little bit?

i miss my bf like bee miss the honey T.T

y am i the only silly person counting the days we haven seen each other, days we haven heard each others' voice, days i havent recieve his msg(can you BELIEVE that?!?).

i kinda hope i can get pass dat.

but dat would probably means i will be counting by the WEEKS not days(or mths or years or decade).

dont tortured my battered spirit any more please.

at least my new path will let me be more occupied and let me be the busy one. that is if i can start walking the new path la.

waliao, still no news from u im going to run away liao. hmmpH!

if u wanna know, i haven seen him for 12 days, haven hear his voice for 11 days, haven recieve his msg for 3 days. i msg him average 3 msg per day. but i got no reply la. should i strangle him for being THAT busy? or should i be a sweet gf and pretend i dont mind? or should i just dont think 'TOO' much? i know i know, i should just strangle myself la. ROAR!!!!

-i wish, i wish upon a star-

2008-12-12T01:17:00.002+08:00

today is the day! my path will be decided today.

finally something i really want to do.

(or rather finally i have ANYTHING i wanna do)

just let me, let me, let me!!!

hope i will bring back good news in approx. 15hrs later.

*i wish this is what i really want. i wish i will not regret*

p.s. moving forward is better than where i am now. i'm not satisfied!

-sunny island trip-

2008-12-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

singapura~ oh singapura~
sunny island~ set in the sea~

a mth ago, weiling and i went to sentosa the sunny island. but y is sentosa a sunny island but singapore is not? singapore also an island right? sunny country?

anyway~~~ she had blog abt it the next day of our trip but i delay until now. reason being, too many pics, i wanna slack more b4 work starts. haha.

i download new photo editing tools. got some real cute function. havent try out yet. but den, i guess, no more complains from my friends dat i got too many photos to load. but hey, i spend alot of time editing. T.T

here goes:

our arrival to sentosa. lots of construction works in progress.

it was drizzling, but we still went to bought tickets for package tour. (some might close due to rain)

first stop is,

the merlion!

kinda spooky feel. the dragon body have blood. cant see in the dark but shows very well in our cam. kinda freak out by all this lengendary creatures but we are trapped. need to wait for the small theatre to open.

inside, the show begins. history of singapore. but we arent listening at all. taking photos, wl sending mms to her boy. -.-

we then proceed to put our lucky coin into the merlion to take a card to redeem our door gifts. wl actually wanted to steal the coin but the staff are staring at us. so gotta put it in. haha.

at the mouth of merlion. taken by the staff there.

obviously they want to sell us the photos. budden we got our own cam and it way too ex for non tourists like us.

went back down. to the sourvenior shop. i bought a little smth for my baby.

merlion shaped cookies.

outside merlion, it rains heavier. so we went to images of singapore. all of them are so near.

saw alot alot of japanese students. konnichiwa!

inside images of singapore. the show is abt to start again. we were ushered in before really looked at stuff outside. bleah.

history of singapore part 2. haha. but this is kinda fun. there's special light effect and things liddat. see the ghostly blue figure? she's a girl telling us history of singapore.

where the real adventure begins. at west is weiling at east is engsin

old malay fishing life. i eat leaves weiling pluck leaves

trying to blend in. haha

me talking with sir whoever. not stamford raffles. we were abit jumpy here cuz of the fake ppl. our imaginations too good. haha. afraid one of them would move, we carry on our journey quickly, snapping as little as possible and no bother to read the words.

and then this man frighten the hell out of us! lol. he stood very very still. at the side of the stairs, we are still questioning each other whether he's real or fake. and den i say, 1 way to determine is to walk very near and take his photo blinding him. and den he suddenly moved. haha. what's with his pose here? i dunno. afterwards, he got another fren to scare us too. -.-

the coolie's life. they even have croakcroaches(fake, i suppose) there haha.

the 50s/60s the japanese soilder damn freaky!

chinese

indian and malay cultures

the last time i came here when i was 11/12 there this machine too. haha.

happy chinese new year~

weiling got really scare around here. i pause to snap the opera pics. haha. cuz... it's the 7tn month festival!

we almost running out until we reach here. peace finally. haha. the present!

after the trip there, we have absolutely nth to do. so we roam abt.

took bus to underwater world. super ex everything there. water and tibits way too ex. so we didnt buy anything. sob.

took the beach tram.

went to 7-11 bought overpriced potato chip and sit down for awhile. went toilet and take the train back to imbiah station. i love moven pick ice cream the most!!!

last stop, sky tower. nth to see. very slow. im not afraid of height. so it's really NOTHING to me. haha.

and lastly, we went to take cable car back to mainland singapore. we were stop to take photos and they try to sell us but we refuse everytime. ugh... tourist attractions... according to lynn, Singapore Zoo also doing that.

back to my lovely singapore's vivocity to walk walk have dinner trash out our heart. haha. just some leisure time together la. went home rather early as we both are tire and bored out by sentosa.

that's all! wl, no need to avoid u liao. cuz i blog this already! muahahaha.

*i wish i can see my baby soon. he not booking out for 2 weeks. his choice. sighs. gotta be independent right?*

-my heart is set-

2008-12-01T00:49:00.002+08:00

my heart's fluttering because i see some light in my future.

i'm set, just weighing my options.

heeding advise from the wise ones.

keeping my thoughts quiet until it finalized.

keep it away away away from the big mouths.

i'm so excited!

-baby chan's 21st-

2008-11-17T18:49:00.002+08:00

as mentioned in my earlier post, i made a cake for my love for his birthday.

the cake in making:

his mum says that the chocolate on top of the strawberries look like nipple. -.- and my cake is not nice. sob sob. but i expected it. T.T

i use 4 hours to make the cake and the icing. and wake up at 9am the next morning to do the decoration. the white icing doesnt work(sadly) so i have no choice but put the fruits, candies and choc on it.

it tastes abit like fudge cake but not sweet enough. abit yucky. i swear im not going to bake again. T.T

the rest of the cake mix goes here. no one eat also.

sad...

on a happier topic. actually, hilarious topic!

guess what my silly girl is doing??? her mummy just gave birth. so still on breast feeding. and breast feeding sometimes need to use breast pump right. and this silly girl have a toy gun. the type dat shoot out arrows with the suction red head. she said that is a breast pump and she's going to 'pong neh neh'. LOL. i chase her with my camera. dat's y she shows me that look. she's determine to pong neh neh even though i keep disturbing her. (must email my bro this photo!!)

playing with my new cam. pink sheets pink soft toy pink cam.

pink mask. haha. i bought this masks(came in 3) in daiso. cuz it's so cute. and gave one to her.

haha my messy hair.

she says my cake is not yummy

my newly cut fringe hehe

went to his house to deliver the cake on 7/11/08. wanted to cut at 12am sharp de. but there's a change of plan. his mummy wanna go eat steamboat. there's some arguements and my baby is unhappy. again he turn 21 in the lorry. anyway, i am very good and keep quiet. the food at tian tian is not good. maybe closing time soon...

next morning he went to pay his insurance money and his mummy cant wait anymore gonna late for work. so still haven cut cake.

when he came back, i already make up finish already. which means he go very long lo. we took out my cake and celebrate~(his mum also bought 1. 1.5kg for 3 person to eat. GASP! tat's the reason he angry...)

haha i sang to him alone.

my love is so fat now. haha.

he make his wishes very long. all 3 have nothing to do with me... T.T all have to do with money. or smth else but not me.

haha he blow cake so weird de.

he purposely make it look like my cake very very hard to cut liddat. -.-

eat lo!

1 slice and dat's it.

after he bath he sweat ALL over again. -.-

we went to TCC eat. but they change menu le. so sad. i choose something very yucky. lucky my baby is rubbish bin he eat everything. he change food with me. ♥♥♥

acting shuai again

his clothes so thin. T.T

im so disappointed with TCC now. T.T

but i super love this oreo milk shake. but my bb says when mcflurry melt den = this already. -.- so unromantic de!!

his nougart milk shake also nice. but mine nicer

went with him to vivo and he decide to get dat black fred perry tee. den we went raffles city's fcuk to get the shirt. my present to him! also bought perfume set for him.

his mummy working at raffles city so we went to find her eat dinner.

we went shokudo.

my hamburger steak not nice de.

order super lots lo his mummy.

my favourite food!

the quail egg and meat de stick very very very nice.

his mummy looking professional hehe.

taken by the staff there.

there's this auntie working there likes his mummy alot. haha. she tot is my mummy.

and then, the next day, we cut cake once more. but no singing bdae song le. hehe.

his cakie. and then no photos from then on. he use his own cam.

rot at his hse till we went to watch madagascar2. nice! he didnt watch 1 so he kinda dunno wad it's talking abt. after dat met up with bqj. and den went home and slack again.

*i wish today is not my last day of leave*

-eS's 21st part 2-

2008-11-12T14:07:00.003+08:00

on the eve of my bdae, i went to Mr. CYK's house. his mummy is treating me n him to soup restaurant for our birthday.

he said he got a surprise present for me. he said will be the prettiest birthday present i ever get. and this is it:

he painted on the glass. and make ribena for me.

he says for him to love me forever, i have to fill to the love me forever line everytime and drink up. haha. so cute him

quite cute de ma him.

after slacking for awhile, we went to soup restaurant. i super overdress lo. cuz he says to wear nice ma. -.-

i went to buy my new camera on the spot. MUAHAHAHA. $319 nia.

eat till SUPER full. have like 7 dishes for only 3 person. but my baby finish everything.

his mummy

then, he borrow his uncle's lorry and send me home to take my clothes. we are going shopping the next day!!

he loves to drive

hehe

the night scene shot using new cam

HAHA! i show my ma my new cam. and she gave me this sleepy expression!

went petrol station

it was 2351hrs

2353hrs

4/11/08 0000hrs! haha i spent my bdae on the lorry.

my very first bdae wish.

thanks to all that wish me happy birthday!

next morning:

4/11/08

me testing out his cam

he dun like his cam. say the pics are blur. but NO! it's actually his screen protector makes it look blurry.

he went to wash my surprise present last night. and guess wad?

the last love u became bv e U

the rest still intact

yippie my new cam!

he stoning on the bus. haha. we going to hougang mall he going to withdraw money from his MySavings Account. wei le wo. T.T

my cam got this wide screen option haha.

waiting for train to vivo.

we craved for bak ku teh. so here we are! at food republic eating bak ku teh. he is a poor poor guy. his man and sir keep calling him from camp even though he's on leave. spoil my bdae leh ARMY!

i wanted to eat tutu kueh but too full

yummy~ he fat fat de. haha.

after lunch we went to watch a COMEDY movie he wanted to watch BADLY.

"where in the world is osama bin ladin"

SUCKS!!!! stupid movie only have in stupid VIVO and we so heng so STUPIDLY go watch. tmd ex also. and we leave after 30mins. it's a DOCUMENTARY SHOW!!!! omg. *roll eyes*

when we leaving i trip on the uncle(sleeping) sitting beside me shoes and nearly fall down. and den my baby also did so. didnt see me trip meh? haha.

went shopping after dat lousy movie.

he bought me my 1st present at pull and bear.

den i bring him to tangs(i need to buy present for him too). he always want a fred perry polo tee. but he kinda worry dat ppl think it's fake. so many fake one around right? haha.

he acting model AGAIN.

lousy shit haha. sorry baby

he have to look into mirror like 24 times each. so boring

finally he's changing out

this is nice! he wanna act nerd. button all the way haha

nice right?

kpo me. my heels killing me ah

the one from FCUK. i LIKE

he dun wanna tuck in

but i say tuck in nicer.

so, he didnt choose any. and off we went to orchard. cuz there's this shirt very very nice in zara. he wanna buy for me. but dun have my size. so we went orchard to see whether there is any. but also dont have.

and then he bought my 2nd present for me at guess.

we then went to pasta cafe to have our 'romantic' dinner. i went there once with my poly mates. during year 1 or 2. i love the hamburger steak. but no more hamburger steak there le. T.T

my silly bun

we ordered set meal. not enough for him. poor boy.

his shrimp salad

mine

his black black spaghetti n lobster slipper

my beef lasagne n dunno wad chicken spaghetti. spicy de.

he finish all. haha. mouth black black but he dun let me take pics of him. T.T

then we went to the zara behind wheelock. my legs gonna break soon lo.

this is the one i wan but no my size. T.T my new cam is canon powershot E1. cute neh?

went back his hse and den he drive me home again.

farewell my old wallet(forever 21 clearance sale)

here comes my new one.

my lovely jeans from pull and bear. love it lots. haven go alter yet. too long la.

testing my zoom:

i swear i didnt move my body.

then i got my 3rd present from him when i go out with him on his bdae. hehe. consider half a present. cuz i pay half too. dun wanna him to spend so much money.

this is it. he love it at first sight. haha.

*i wish i got more time to spend with my baby. it's never enough!*

2008-11-12T01:58:00.000+08:00

i blog for 2 hrs lo. previous entry. im so tired!!!

-eS's 21st-

2008-11-11T23:54:00.004+08:00

im finally 21 le!! with actually, not much feelings haha. (felt LOVED)

warning! i got like 110 pics to post up. so... maybe u wanna go toilet first b4 u come back and read?

seriously...

on 1st nov, we celebrate the first month of baby Lucas! my new love. old loves still loving. dont worry.

purposely reach early so that i can carry him first.

lucas baby loves mummy n daddy so said his mittens.

he was squirming. but once i carry him, he fall asleep. so cute hor. he always sleep when i carry de leh. how to take pics of his open eyes neh?

wanted to kiss him. but i shy. haha.

guess who? it's his naughty jie jie. she tot she monkey.

cheeky girl haha. but i still bought present for her. cuz i bought for lucas too.

her hair so pretty. my auntie tied for her. this time alot relatives came already. little lucas is crying already.

she was saying: 'oooook ok ok. ooooooooooooook ok ok.' haha. imitating her father.

squirming

this little handsome is the boy of my cousin. rui jie is his name. very handsome right?

he doesnt like to smile. have same hair style as my bro. haha.

this is when he stretch out his hand for me to carry. i felt so honored la. muahahaha.

after dat when my personal baby came. (and eat) we went to civics n cwp to buy stuffs for my 'party' the next day. we went to watch movie too. BUT, i forgot wad we watch lehh. wad was it???? i cant remember. i go yahoo movies see first....

OH!!!! haha. oops. the coffin la!

silly me. he was so giggly during the movie. haha. reason being, he keep on 'jumping' at random moments to try to scare me. irritating. i pinched his nipples many times (tried). he got really frightened(shock) at one point. hahaha. silly boy.

after the show we walked abt. quarrelled over wad to eat. haha. but was ok soon after. past by flower shop. saw a big birthday balloon. i told him i want it! and i wan it tml for my party. he give me a mysterious smile.

and then came my hse eat our take-aways, watch 义无反顾 and den he went off to his 'man's' father funeral.

next day morning, before i went to take my shower, i was mending my shirt to wear for my 'party' (got 1 hole at the shoulder) the door bell rang. i tot is my cake. but NO!!! is this:

i thought 'omg omg omg! he really go buy?!?'

birthday balloon: infront it's ur day. behind happy birthday

a birthday bunny.

prettiest daisy i seen in my life

uber nice!

i was super touched!! i open the card it wrote,

To: Dear Eng Sin

This is your day, take in all that good life has to give!

Happy Birthday!

From: Kathy Zhang & Cathleen Ng

kuang kuang kuang... yes, it's from my dearest collegues! not my boy. but still im super super touched. almost drop tears.

when my boy reached(after my shower) i showed him the flowers. and i said, 'i thought this is from u.'

him: NO!! not me!!!

me: *roll eyes* obviously. im so disappointed. where's my balloon n flowers?

him: (forget wad he say le)

bo xim!!

some more come my hse n sleep!

my plastic glasses. i think they are cute. haha.

my alcoholic beverages. one more 6 pack beer in my personal fridge. haha.

ding dong! my cake is here!!

my mum shouted for me.

den i look at the man. i ask him. 'so what now?'

he gave me a blank but duh look.

I HAVENT PAY MONEY LA! haha. so embarrassing. i ran to take money from my ang bao and gave to him. haha.

prelude of my cakie:

CHIO right? i dunno how they make the notes liddat. i super love it!!! more chio than the one shown on internet.

tiny little piano that my lil god bro attempt to play with.

it's MY birthday!

this little slacker who is my cousin cause my bdae party to be super chaotic AND noisy. shut up!

after i finish make up, i persuaded my mum to do so too. haha. (like bulldog. oops)

dont let him sleep lo. force him to take photos for me.

nv open eyes de mama. i make up for her. dat's my clothes i buy online cant fit and gave to her. nice right? but she broke the ribbon 3 hours later. -.-

think will be super hot me hse no A/C so i tied my hair. waiting for my guests to come~

nice. 6% only. finish real fast

slacker

the buffet uncle

my ahboy see food very excited. trying to hold his heart in. my buffet food very NICE! compare to my bro's haha. mummy ta baoed from his buffet the day before and put it on my buffet table.

the cereal fist is the best! i nearly wanna cry eating it. mini pizza looks weird. but children like it. the dunno wad chicken heard is not very nice. i didnt eat it cuz will dirty my hand and face.

someone coming out to pinch food.

buffet: $567
beverage: $90
cake: $90
pizza: $70
happiness: priceless
laughter: priceless

haha like some advertisement.

mummy later on added her own curry that alot ppl loves, my gugu de beehoon, my gugu de gnor hiong.

my lil god bro. whom accidentally spilled my other godbros' drink on my floor.

eating time! it was pouring really badly. my ahma says i cook too salty tat's y it rains(old beliefs). others says im too stingy (old beliefs). buffet first dish is hokkien mee. not nice. next is sweet n sour pork. i like. broccoli with mushroom nice also. sea cucumber braised duck. personally i dun like so i nv try. but everyone LOVEs it. so it finished really fast. prawn, not dat nice. toufu also very nice. den i forget got wad le. the gingko nut yam paste also very HOT! finish fast. not much left overs. left over tat my mama kept are all coconut no more yam. T.T i didnt try at all. cuz no time!!! (even though i eat my buffet 2 times. eaten beehoon 2 times.)

later on my mum open canned food and made into cocktail. i was completely unaware until i saw ppl eating it and i also want. haha.

my bqj(s). the drink taste like cough syrup. throw away!

awhile later, my dearest collegues came!

yang gu, michelle n bf came after work. met kathy(miao) n baby downstairs and came up together. mich's bf loves miao's baby.

everyone of my relatives thought is his boy. HAHA!

so cute hor.

his hanky is at my place.

my lil princess came!

my boy n the rest playing mahjong. yanqin came despite exam is coming. so touched. okie. birdie too. haha. my boy win $17 at the end. he was so happy.

us

after siti, wilson, anandini, mastura n bf, zhier n bf came, mich n bf, miao and baby went off, it's cake cutting time!

(im like drifting all over lo... my baby drank all my beer. T.T all 5 cans in my fridge he drank it. i drink 1 can)

my cakie!! broke abit le.

enen is still eating.

my auntie make de agar agar. so nice of her.

basically, all pics have enen la. haha. dunno is hu de bdae.

since she so happy, i let her be main role la.

my daddy mummy enen n me. my lil god bro dash to the front and play piano. i almost screamed. everyone laughed. except, of cuz my godmum, me n my mum. haha.

my godmum. im her daughter since im 1 or lesser.

he looks so slim here. my collegues n fren all 'woooooO~~~~~~' here. said so fast we got kid le. -.- likely nv bei lame si.

thanks ah come my bdae. sorry nv entertain u all at all. but i know i can leave u all there and still nv rot. haha. bird went to wick hse study already. from left: yq, ai, cind, me, qing.

siti, wilson, me, enen, yang gu, mastura, anandini, zhier.

candid shot. my enen stone le!! hahaha.

with my cuzzies. how come ai not here! even though she is bqj de. she is also my cousin leh...
dunno wad we talking abt. y we laughing?

we are the ah family.
1st row, left: ah juan, ah tian, ah hui, ah en, ah xin, ah mei
2nd row, ah gee's(mei's older bro) wife n daughter, ah yan(gee's younger bro), ah sheng(hui's younger bro), ah pek(mei, gee, yan's father), ah mm(pek's wife). HAHA! super messy la.

my own small family.
da sao is yu feng, baby is lucas, kor is tian long, me is engsin, en is tricia, ma is lay hwa, pa is kian soon. haha.

my piano broke. T.T singing bdae song. normally i felt so shy at this moment. luckily there's enen with me.

make a wish. i cant THINK at all. i only have time to make 1 wish not 3. cuz i keep thinking enen will open eyes and blow my candles off. T.T haha. her face so funny. all scrunched up.

and den so innocent looking de. i dunno y im laughing.

telling her it's time to blow le.

pretend to cut.

consulted my boy on how to cut cake. apparently he also dunno.

wo cut!

my hair became so terrible la. lol

yq says must take pic.

cathleen came after cake cutting. meh came when almost everyone gone. lucky got yq to talk to. and my baby to be bullied. hahaha. meh had fun with my enen too.

cathleen me n wilson talk n talk. until it's time for me to go sing.

with the bqj.

waiting under meh's block. he 背 me there. cuz i dun like walking on grass. silly boy. love u!

he was my personal labourer dat day. carry table. move things around. take photos. but none nice. haha. my photos with cakes are mostly taken by yq. cuz she's my cam's 2nd owner. haha.

at the kbox:

sing n sing. joke n joke. laugh n laugh.

bird made a joke out of herself. shall not repeat here. haha.

baby was tickling me therefore he laugh till so happy

this couple is dramatic

he is acting cool

n farnie

we are acting dumb

they are acting gay. singing love song again. something new pls!

we are bored by them le. HAHA.

the beautiful leg belongs to wicky. the hairy is my baby's

good fren already.

we are sisters

they are raping each other. haha.

y so scandalous??

went back home and open up all my presents. muahahaha.

guess who wrap using newpapers, shredded paper and my photocopy version of invitation.

they are the one. zhier, yang gu, michelle, serene teng, xiao tian(surprise!!!). they gave me a very very pretty guess watch. love u ppl. but y wrap liddat har?

super messy de. haha.

my gifts:

photo frame with photos from siti(love it), earrings from goldheart from 10c peeps, coin bank from tian2, citigems pendant from bqj, perlini's sliver heart pendant from anandini.

braclet from xinyi(tian' older sis), biotherm products + necklace from ah mei n ah yan, guess watch from the ppl i mention earlier.

haha i use the box to contain my angbao $$

woohoo! im rich. sorry to say, i spent almost all le. I REALLY DUNNO HOW N WHY!!!

my cards:

from bqj made by ai

from yanqin, made by her. pro lai de

from all these ppl who gave me the ear rings. sooo many ppl la. radeah gave me a green packet even though she nv came. super touched by u all. love u all. when i go back work i will try to be more hardworking k? haha. work so busy le still can go buy present for me. n attend my party.

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im dead exhausted. pimples removed using editing. hahaha.

*i wish i got longer annual leave*

-birthday cake-

2008-11-07T00:01:00.002+08:00

omg. i made baby's cake for 4 hours. even though i use instant powder but i took so long!! i still haven succeed in making the small little cream puff on top of the cake. im trying hard. now the mixture is in my fridge. hopefully will works. im so exhausted now!!

but, im not complaining if he finish it all. haha. if he cant. den well... not his fault. it's my 3rd attempt making cake okie. haha. 1st during home ec. i used instant cake mix too. 2nd on valentines' day. i given to him. bought the cake mix fro muji. but my oven is super lousy la. become mousse like at the bottom! haha. he only eat 2 slices out of 8. the rest all went to rubbish bin. T.T and this is my 3rd attempt.

i felt kinda sorry that im going to spoil his 21st birthday cake. suppose to be special right. but he will have 1 using so much effort but still not nice de cake. im sorry baby!!!

(but u gotta eat it!)

part 2 of his surprise present is in progress now. ugh... i hope i can go dentist tml. my teeth is ultra yellow. ashamed of my teeth. i got brush 2 times daily de hor. got floss somemore. only guiltily nv wear my retainer nia. hur hur.

ahhhh so tire!

so bath now.

went to dye hair today. cost a bomb. like usual. but i like my hairstylist. thanks to all my angbaos, u all granted my wish. im so grateful i got all of U!!!!

*i wish i can make dat cake nice(delicious) la!!!!*

-wooohoo-

2008-11-05T10:56:00.003+08:00

my 21st birthday "party" is a blast!! thanks to everyone. my fat angbaos are very appreciated. haha. thanks for contributing for my new camera fund. and i got it already!!

i love my baby for helping me out on 2nd and for buying me things that i want and make a surprise present for me tat i love very much but u spoil it again. haha.

cant blog now, cuz it's my turn to make surprise present for my love. muahahaha.

*i wish i got more annual leave to enjoy slacking*

-Hari Raya-

2008-10-26T15:56:00.002+08:00

u know when we watch tv shows, always got ppl says 'why am i here?' totally not aware of his/her location.

it just happened to me. nope, i did not get a head injury. my GCS still 15(somewhat), i didnt get drunk. i just simply got way too tired. seriously deprived of sleep from working stupid night shift.

my last memory was in my room on my bed sitting, telling my mum to give me 5 more mins i will go and bath. when i wake up, im in the living room couch. one leg hanging over the armrest. with bathing clothes at my side. hahaha. like totally fainted! my mum says i walk out by myself. with her dragging my arm. -.- no memory of it leh. i often got memory lapse la. am i getting old? dementia at young age? ahhh! i dun want.

reasons for my deprivation of sleep:

first night, before work went out to celebrate maddie's bdae. nv napped during work. after finish work my boy came to find me and went out to have breakfast.

2nd night, sleep very very late before work. got disturbances from my boy. haha. but im willing de k. haha. after breakfast he came my hse use computer and disturb me. but i love him.

3rd night, sleep even more late before work. after 2nd night, went to Radeah's hse for raya. me and wilson went. and we got lost. haha. ONLY 2 of us went. who will go ppl hse so early? haha. food is yummy~~!

3rd night still, after work got long talk by sister re: medication error. ugh... and then, helped Dr. Khan for awhile. edited my trendcare. help to write message in message file. told sister and Dr. Muntasir abt what happen last night that will be a potential big issue soon. super long talk. leave ward at 9am! and then, dad n mum came to fetch me for breakfast. partially fainted on the way home. and went dead at home. haha. and now, im fully awake. duhhhh. sleep 4hrs only. tat's y i hate night shifts.

raya, we went to katinah's hse. last sat.

and then we got lost because we remember the wrong address!

got siti, salina, tbl, wilson, wana

got into the correct lift. haha. wilson face= CLASSIC!

tbl... forever so gan chiong

my best gang, siti.

side tracked, wilson is getting married next year!!!!! bride super chio!!!!! lucky u wilson. 加油点吧！

finally we got to katinah hse. famishedddddd.

this ppl cant wait. sit down start eating le. haha

ppl still eating leh. this sali super hungry i think. haha.

oops!

katinah!!! our motherly ward clerk. i love her the most. helped me super lots.

see this lady, cant wait to eat haha.

opening ceremony. she n wilson. haha. again, we are the first to reach.

whole table of yummilicious food.

all of us. taken by katinah's son. he's in love with siti. HAHA.

on the way back on maxicab. we called for cab. all of us PM shift. booking = $8. then meter as usual.

siti the photographer.

next on: meh n i went dating again.

*i wish i got more time to sleep.*

-lorry trip-

2008-10-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

me n meh left the ktv at 10.30pm. supposingly we were to meet them at 10.30 at jiaai's void deck. haha. ey... no need to repeat. u know who we are.

reached there walk cant see a soul. then, meh spotted a guy with real slim legs. and dat's daniel chew. haha. we called out for jia ai n ziqing. nv spot them.

den from far, got few arms waving at us. went over and saw my baby is there!!! literally hop over. haha.

saw a suspicious looking bike parked so near to us. and then walk over.... yuan lai is lee khow ming n his gf la. chey. haha.

ah mo, her fav spongebob, daniel, khowming gf. ey... zhiyi? wad yi? from evg npcc.

ah bird n wick is late. slowly strolling n holding hands. tao yan! haha.

my ah bi dun wan take photo with me...

upon someone's persuasion

no need to ask they volunteer for their photo to be taken. -.-

our shy driver aiai

so we set off to janis hse to pick her up and from there we went to upper thomas to our fav prata shop.

ah khow got no hair so must wear cap. we were ordering for multiple ppl. so have to write down. haha. my ahbi very hungry.

dunno y she kena bullied still so happy.

can u believe she's going to be a TEACHER???? ah wick expression very retard har... poor him... so young already got wrinkles and receding hair line. sob...

khow ming happyily with his gf~

aiai n meh meh

mzy and cindy n her hp most probably msging bf. hehe.

we have to literally shout to hear each other lo.... talking and eating ALOT ALOT ALOT. the milo super the sweet. michael keep drinking my milo. T.T michael keep calling janis a pig and vice versa. cuz apparently, janis says she like to roll in mud. haha. time with them also always so fun. filled with laughter. laugh until tire. haha.

birdie says cant hear wad we talking shall change venue to chat. so we left there.

we keep making jokes of the food there. cuz we order pratas and then we requested for fish curry 3 times but everyone ignore us. so my ahbi says dat they are looking for leftovers from other customer and den combine 1 plate for us. haha.

left there, went 7-11 to buy drinks for the road trip later.

my ahbi suddenly stomache decided to left first budden suddenly ok le. so we went. -.-

went petrol station for wick n bird n mike to pee first.

we says khow ming face got all scrunched up by the helmet. he says his gf thought he look like power ranger. then he lift up his helmet and say he look better without it. we all disagreed and screamed at him to cover his face. he felt so sad. and ask daniel to say the truth. helmet on nicer or the other way round. daniel says: please wear ur helmet back. haha.

my ex 'hubby'. ex as in she's other ppl de liao.

my meh love

suddenly siam dunno y

jia ai shy. keep hiding from my cam

daniel, i can see ur armpit hair leh. stop showing off ur legs.

so sweet~

we r like foreign workers. drinking alcohol and chatting at the back of the lorry. haha. y my mike eyes liddat??

1 of my fav pic of the year. we are like so cool! we shld have post the one in ai's bdae card!!!

hehe ahbi smiles so cute.

we 3 8 till 3am then left for home. totally exhausted. but still have to work. and we went katinah's hse for raya!!!

update soon!

*i wish i am free and easy can party as and when i like*

-^^v-

2008-10-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

it's confirmed. celebration on 2nd nov with my relativessssssssss.

still KIV clubbing + mini celebration on 1st with my favourite sisters(octoriansssss). faster reply me leh. once confirmed, whoever that wanna come can just join too!! muahahaha.

*i wish i will have a happy happy 21st birthday. =)*

-out crazy-

2008-10-21T13:25:00.003+08:00

me and melanie love went to sing~~

we meet up supposingly at 1 but being tardy QUEENS. we ended up meeting at 2pm. haha.

went to bugis for some short window shopping. I bought a diary and an ex pen for my baby. Then went to her sch. she got some major project to do. i slept for a hour there. haha. meh is so so busy.

we bought some food at bugis and plan to smuggle in to partyworld. haha.

smuggled in. but in the end nv eat finish. use my bag as cover. T.T haha.

meh n me

hungry meh

we took alot alot alot of pics la.

歌神

cheeky meh n evil me haha. tat's the start of our crazy pics. i do not have her permission to put ALL of them up. so i select a few not so bad de k? haha

i super like this one la. sorry meh. but i have to post it up. cuz my face so farnie. like distorted!

meh so cute in this

kiss kiss

act gong. so farnie la this

act gong 2

super smooth complexion credited to : Rojukiss B.B Cream sold $29.90 @ watsons. and my photo editing. haha.

singing S.H.E song de time

ask me act shock den she act so cute. sob

ey?? lol.

later on, we went to road trip - lorry party

shall post later.

a lame video from us.

meh's voice my face

-child sponsorship-

2008-10-15T17:35:00.010+08:00

i had been thinking about doing this for very long. had been secretly doing it. now, it's finalized!!!

I sponsored a child!!!!

i sponsor a boy from myanmar through world vision organization. it only cost me $45/mth. around $1.50 a day. i can afford it so y not right? so now i officially sponsor a child~~

in actual fact, the money doesnt goes to the boy. it goes to their whole village, which is involved in this project. so the money goes to building facility for them, food, education, etc.

i'm only 9 years older than my sponsored child, but i have extra money every month to spurge on clothes/bags/shoes/etc. though things i buy are really not expensive but sometimes, a pair of sandles can probably support this boy for dayssssss....

i read in their article. it says their dad earn only S$1.20 per day. if i earn $12 per day i will be already crying into my pillow.

so, i think i really did myself proud. *beam* at first i thought my mummy will not be happy of me doing this. because i dont wanna give her monthly allowance but i willing to donate it away. HAHA. but she appears quite supportive. i donated before i told her anyway. haha.

i just recieved the letter from world vision today~~

i have not begin to write a letter to my child. i wonder what i will write. actually im quite shy leh. hahaha.

if u wanna help to, go to: worldvision singapore

there are still 3200 children awaiting for their sponsorship.

my mummy ask y a boy not a girl? hello, cannot choose hor. think market ah? duh.

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haha i nv did blog about the day of my sore throat manifestation.

on 5th oct is marilyn's birthday. on 4th we went to dbl O to celebrate. we were at the O bar. she treat us to drinks. free entry to safra card holders before 10pm. so we went in at 9.45-50. me and mike. me $18 i think. then, we went to eat ba kut teh before joining marilyn n yiming.

marilyn's 2 other fren went too. so, we started playing games and drink as forfeits. at first i keep losing. mike's fault. then, i keep saboing my boy. not on purpose lo. i didnt drink alot. but i can safely say that it's the MOST i drink in my life lo.

以前的莹馨是滴酒不沾的咯！被baby带坏了。muahahaha

we play we drink they dance. we all had fun.

table behind us also have a birthday girl. she got a cake. so i ask my baby love where's marilyn cake. and they decide to get 1 for her too. went to TCC to get. and it was like $6 a slice. and guess what? somemore MUST die die play the cake in somewhere so crowded and squeezy la. the cake stuck to marilyn's nose before falling onto the floor. we laughed but i pity her. lol. den they slap the remain of the poor dead cake onto each other's face. me n my baby love is safe! so they all have to go toilet n wash up and i help to clean the surrounding abit. we toppled over some poor soul's jar. -.-

marilyn accidentally drank someone's jar. the person borrow our table and put there. she went toilet didnt know. come back we play game. she lose she drink. we screamed in laughter. omg so bad.

afterwards, i got really really giddy n baby love made me leave. i only sleep for 2 hours lo. no giddy = miracle. at least can survive till 2am. haha. next morning, 9.30 baby dragged me out from bed. lying to me dat it's 10.30 liao and we shld go eat breakfast with his mummy. i nv even doubt him lo. wasted my sleeping time. T.T and got the sore throat as a result of partying. haha.

btw, marilyn really bad in playing 007 lar! lol. she's a 5-10-15 queen. me? not bad la~ haha. i wanna play liddat sometime soon.

my bdae what to do?

i decide not to think abt it anymore. i shld concentrate on what to surprise my baby love on HIS birthday. which is 4 days away from mine. T.T he already got an idea on what surprise present to give me. how???????????????????????????

something special. something handmade? something dat says alot. haha.

*i wish i know what to give him*

郑靖安

2008-10-09T11:02:00.001+08:00

latest latest news:
confirmed already.
baby's name is 郑靖安 (zheng jing an)
apparently yesterday rui an de rui same as my grandfather. my dad says die die cannot same. so must change. -.-

i say first, next time my children name same i also wont change. how i know what my grandparents, great grandparents, michael's grandparents, great grandparents names are. somemore my dad says OUR cousins name also cannot use. -.-

my cousin's daughter name also same as me... ying xin, xin ying. not same meh? y ppl can we cannot????

duh.

anyway. jing an also not bad la. y all sounds like girl name de? haha. but now got jing same as his sister. tay jing en and tay jing an. enen n anan. HAHA.

*i wish my michael dun sick anymore le*

2008-10-08T21:15:00.001+08:00

latest news:

baby tay's name is Lucas(lucus??) Tay Rui An

oh hohohoho. so adorable. i still haven carry him. T.T

both my mum n i fall sick and very infectious. haha

2008-10-07T11:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday, is a day to celebrate a new birth. my family expanded by ONE person. a little person. a little boy.

my new nephew~~

my da sao was hospitalized at around 4am and gave birth at 7am. i went at 1pm and baby went for vaccination. i waited till 3.30pm then can see this little darling. actually i shouldnt go. im kinda sick. but i wan see him~~ i didnt carry him only see from far. so adorable. i love little babies.

according to my kor n da sao, baby name is Lucas Tay (unsure spelt as Lucas/Lucus, so i shall call him baby tay first. hehe)

little hair small small soft soft bay-bay-bee

my mummy went earlier she say baby is very active. kick and kick. hehe. my bro went into the delivery room and he took photo of the placenta. little tricia likes to look at the bloody placenta photo. -.-

little tricia loves her little brother. baby's mouth sooo pouty haha.

daddy gives a kiss

afterwards baby keep yawning.

baby haven open eyes... keep sleeping. must be tire from crying during vaccination. hehe. then, it's breast feeding time. and i need to go home swallow panadol and sleep. i got no voice now~~~ my sore throat is manifested on sunday midnight. T.T

the daisy i bought for my da sao. it reads, dear sister-in-law (dunno how to write dao sao in chinese) congratulations to your new born baby boy. with love, engsin. the daisy have a very very lovely colour.

baby tay got no chinese name yet. suppose to be born on 23rd oct. but he came early. my bro they all want to have the name counted by some expert using the eight characters. wonder wad baby tay name would be! excited.

clashed. baby tay's 1st month celebration will clash with my bdae.

.....................

gotta go work with no voice lo.

*i wish i get my voice back! get well NOW. i wan hug little baby tay. i wish little tricia will get along well with baby tay*

2008-10-01T13:13:00.003+08:00

baby is on field camp now. going somewhere dunno where. following the navy ppl i hear or i thought i heard. by the time my night shift end, he should be back. faster come back safely. u hear me??? oei!

-huixian's bdae party-

2008-10-01T12:41:00.002+08:00

i attended huixian's bdae party yesterday~

haha. actually quite surprised i was invited. if, hx nv tagged me n i nv reply saying her bdae is reaching maybe i wont be attending too. haha!

went to arena country club which is directly infront of SAFTI (baby's previous camp. the one dat we spent $50.50 on cab to reach)

ktv room 2 n 3 is the location. but dunno y 4 also included. i meet with yq first then, we went to boon lay mrt n wait for alicia n her bf. then we took bus there and we didnt got lost. muahahaha.

it's a cosy place. there's buffet but i had eaten at home. sit down n talk awhile before entering the ktv room.

everyone is shy to sing. except... yanqin. haha. so poor her keep singing alone. when meh come we keep urging her to sing. so reluctantly she sing with shimin.

meh brought her bf along. yes, the bf tat we bqj haven see yet. only i saw! muahahaha. i think he's shy. haha.

everyone keep asking each other wad time they leaving. everyone says cannot stay too late. but no one is leaving. haha.

soon, it's cake cutting time! it's a big big big pink cakie.

jerald(spelt liddat?), meh n prettily pink bdae girl~

meh says. i must show bqj how he look like... so...

(too dark) we have to take a photo. (alicia is way behind) meh n i is competeing who can stand more behind so that our face is smaller. haha. so we stood shorter n shorter. -.-

the cake. a key.

hx n her niece

i purposely take sneak shots one ok. haha. official photographer = pinko ah qi

the handwriting on the cake very nice har

singing bdae song! her mummy was so high. haha. her eldest girl 21 liao ma.

us all. (without their bfs) poor benny, ahqi, shimin, hx, meh, me, yq, alicia.
yq says we 心机重 wanna make face small. haha. that's something a small face person cant understand. sob.

meh n bf n bdae girl. shimin n bf behind. that's junius with ahqin's pink camera.

me, ahqin, bdae girl~ with half the candle gone. haha.

so she said, blow out candle first!

make a wish:

3 wishes

i like this pic alot. like she's still n behind her moving. that makes her the main character of the day~

alicia, bf, hx

officer cadet benny. came out from SAFTI n right away come her party. so on right. haha

cut cake time

bite out candles

n den we eat. hehe.

chit chat for a long while. mostly listening to alicia's bf joke.

then head back to ktv room. ahqi is already singing with her bf. hehe. yq want to go back with sebas n alicia n bf. so they take 1 cab. and i tag along with ahqi n junius. lom pang his car home. hohoho. me 真不要脸. so we ended up sing alot more songs and reach home earlier than yq. we sing alot alot alot of songs, also sing with hx. hx bf is playing mahjong at the side. haha. also listen to ahqi n junius sing 情歌. sing till we are exhausted n went home.

went back home msn yq she says they waited for 1.5hrs for cab. call cab they keep hang up. poor them sia.

yq says liddat she look very tire. so took again. (n again n again)

must borrow the light they say.

to think of it hor, actually me and ahqi pri sch same class right? haha.

overall, bdae party is a big success!

*i wish i have a good bdae too.*

-nr0406 once again-

2008-09-23T00:28:00.002+08:00

又到了阿馨怀旧时间~

browsed my facebook and saw jean(lai) tagged me in her album. and i laughed at some of the pics and cant recall some of the pics being taken. and ah... at a few. hehe.

our final days in com lab.

i totally forgotten abt this. haha. on napfa day. we were exhausted. didnt try my best though. my hair is horrible. haha.

go singing with them is a history now. haha. i looked so young! lao le. haha.

must put this up. my face so enormous. haha. just in love.

last days in com lab 2. so dark. so empty. just for us! we made alot of noise playing inside. listening to songs out loud, play online games when we should be doing projects n study. rehearsing presentation also done here. haha.

grad day. i totally forgotten we got take this pic leh. real real 遗憾 i nv wear my grad clothes n take pic with michael. no chance animore. T.T

he lost his hp. uncontactable now. unless he call me. i hope i dun drop dead before he get back his phone from the bad cab driver. the driver nv own up he pick up the phone. but my clever boy call the company and demand his phone back. even though his phone is lousy and old and worthless, he said it's important cuz got my contact inside. hahaha! but it's my only means of communicating with him while he in camp la. cant msg him also. T.T lonely si le.

next week im finally going to have some social life. hahaha. huixian's bdae is coming. and im invited!! lucky my schedule is ok for me to go. still got work in morning.

jean's (lai) bdae is coming! missed the party last week. got work la. will make up with u de jean~~ when u free? no idea what to get yet....

last year, me n lynn went hunt for it. celebration at sakae sushi. got use ma huh? lol

the year b4 at suntec's marche. bought soft toy n chocolate. wina's choice.

so that means... this year charlene choose? haha.

my aiai's bdae also coming up!! aiai what u want? big fat angbao from me? haha. *stuff tissue...*

the bdae card i made for aiai when i still got photoshop. 2 years ago? haha. it's heart shaped. many ppl 看不出来嘞

this year?

my own bdae is coming too. still pondering on to celebrate or not. i feel so tiring. i HATE organizing party. actually i hate organizing anything la. haha. i dont mind if someone organize for me and i just attend. wont it be nice? but too bad, my bf cant n wont do tat.

conflicts:

to have:
1)it's my 21st leh. 21st=magic age
2)nv celebrate = no present
3)no invite relatives = no ang baos
4)feel miserable no cake to cut. no cake to wish upon
5)the fun n satisfaction of having a good party
6)see all my long lost frens.
7)see my long lost relatives.
8)meet up with everyone
9)so happening

not to have:
1)if invite no one come, damn disappointing la
2)too many disappointing bdae
3)i nv throw a party b4
4)all the troubles n agonies
5)all the troubles n agonies
6)all the troubles n agonies
7)all the troubles n agonies
8)all the troubles n agonies
9)all the troubles n agonies
10)all the troubles n agonies
11)fear of bad party
12)my frens are nurses=working shift=inflexible working hours=cannot come?
13)im depressed la!
14)bf not enthu abt my bdae at all. scarly no money buy present for me. T.T
15)i got 12days annual leave just to take a rest on my bdae n i have no idea what to do with it
16)i wanna go tattoo myself on my bdae. haha.
17)waliao. so troublesome go n invite ppl come. so hard to accomodate everyone's time.
18)i hate entertaining ppl
19)i dun wanna be a busy bee entertaining diff groups of fren. something i very bad in
20)cant leave them alone and just enjoy myself. i will feel guilty
21)what's the point of inviting ppl then they not enjoying too?
22)aiya dont wan celebrate liao la!!!
23)no one wanna help me.
24)my frens all in huge groups.

*i wish i can be happy forever*

-randoms-

2008-09-16T02:56:00.004+08:00

one day, michael came to my house n find me. lazy to go out 的 us decide to stay home n cook ourselves. still have to go supermarket buy ingredients though. -.- haha. but my boy loves to cook. so... indulge him

our final products. gauge wrongly n cooked way too much. haha. he is incharge of the sauce n me spaghetti. cant believe it, but we quarrelled halfway. haha. cuz his sauce is done before my spaghetti is ready n he is not happy because his sauce will dry up. ticked off, i said i cant control it what. which is true *roll eyes* n he became more annoyed. haha.

but in the end, we are happy with the end product and happy eat them all. i gave 1/4 of my portion to him. then, he began to have the thought of selling spaghetti.....

another fine day, it's my DAY OFF!!!!!!

and no life me, went out n where do i go?

buy 弯弯's book again. haha. so now, i got ALL her books~~ book 1 loan out already.

please take care of my treasures okie. love u all.

this time round, my kawaii niece enen baby tricia went with me. of cause my mum had to come with me. i cant take care of my enen!!

she is a.... scary toddler!!!!

see how much we look alike. MUAHAHAHAHA. cute aint she?

dunno y she must purposely smile liddat leh.... n she keep moving tat's y her face is blur n mine sharp. haha.

of cuz must zilian yi xia. the blouse i bought in taiwan and wearing it for the first time!! the shoes too~ and look at my enen. a blur behind me. haha. my curls were still wet so not very obvious. please dont say that i wasted my $300. i will feel very sad 的，好吗？(it's my BLOODY BONUS!! i shall use it however i want to! lol)

so cute hor.

stiff like zombie de mummy. n yes yes yes, she wearing the same shirt as last entry. haha.

my girl always dunno looking at where leh...

another fine fine day, after work, me n serene went to K! quite cheap. cuz it's weekday!

haha. she is something wrong. must sit in weird weird places. like i do in the past but saya become very lazy already.

tucked in a corner.

HORROR of the year to me. my face is like 2 x bigger than hers??? correct that. 3 x bigger T.T sob sob

we had alot of fun screaming songs. haha.

i like her voice alot. gentle gentle de. hehe.

actually, 很巧的 we both wear blue top and black jeans. haha. we came out from toilet after work n changing and we ey!!! n lol for awhile.

and then, 很疯的 serene went clubbing with michelle n zhier on the same week. without me. T.T next time bring me along hor!! i working night shift. so ke lian. n msg them near dawn. and they are so funny. michelle called me back. n i can say it's drunk call. haha. serene is super funny.

'helloooooo~' so many times. haha.

ahhh... seriously lacking of sleep. es tay normally can sleep like a log. but recently, i cant even sleep well for my night shifts. totally deprived of sleep. and now suppose to be my sleeping day but im not sleeping. i only sleep for 6hrs today. T.T at least i can sleep in. it's my day off next!! sleeping on day off n not going out when only 1 day off per week. so pathetic har.

btw, if any octorians reading this, r we going to supper again??? endless supper is making us fat. shld have some activities to burn off those calories! like... anything besides suppering? haha.

it's time for me to start dieting. but im still at the 'i just underwent surgery not fit for exercise' mode. ARGHHHH!!! save me from all those fats!!!

slowly progressing to be a middle aged fat woman. how can i be growing so much fats when im working so hard and sweating 8hrs per day?

if i ever quit nursing, i wanna work in a place that i can remain smelling good n looking good for the entire working shift.

*that will be my wish*

no further activties already~

2008-09-11T12:13:00.001+08:00

SCREAM!!!!!!!!

my baby enen is short sighted!!!

she need glassess!!!!

OMG OMG

-outings-

2008-09-11T11:35:00.002+08:00

in july, i meet up with my poly mates. angie, maddie and nwe nwe. (n francis)

went vivo. was late, took cab. and found out that the rest is late too. buaa... cost like $28 bucks to reach there. but that day is gst refund day. so okie la. haha.

walk about, wanna go eat but everywhere also no space to seat. from food republic to restaurants nearby. by then it was quite late already. and we are all famished. went to b2 and finally found seats at Asian Kitchen.

francis ordered for us, pay for us and left. we are shocked. no. 1 we can pay ourselves! no. 2 he ordered way too much already. everyone look at us like we are big eaters. haha.

mine. the chicken is very yummy.

angie's

nwe's

maddie's

1 of the many many side dishes.

then, too hungry to take pics le. gobble up. haha. and yes, we finished all.

my forget wad drink.

hers avocado drink. i hate avocado!!!

her smth very nice dessert. her spoon is metal de. hehe.

and us~~ many many photos we took. but in maddie's cam.

one day, my love n i went singing with his 'brother' n gf.

everytime he only sing less than 5 songs and den sit there half asleep. hmmp.

歌神 n 后

my bb knows alot ppl tat sing damn well. me shy to sing with them. T.T

our frightening photo. haha.

to protect yiming's face, i shall not post up the photo of him sitting on marilyn's lap. hehe.

and we all drink beer.

one fine day, i went out with my mama. we went vivo. cuz i wanna buy luggage~

my green big luggage is spoilt. cant lock any more.

went to my fav branch of marche.

n my silly mummy:

i said, too stiff. like vampire.

n she tot dat was so funny....

the pretty lamp

my no style hair.

oishii. but i dun like the banana in the end. haha.

my mum eat super long lo

look here look there that's y eat so long

finally done.

and then, at the cashier, (my treat) the person ask how our meal. directed the qn at my mum. den i said that she dont understand english. my mum got the cheek to beat me and says 谁说我不懂！他问我几岁。i laugh until my tears wanna drop.

and tadah, our luggage n super long journey back. wanted to take cab. but need to wait like super long lo. my ndsl went out of batt and leave me unentertained on the journey back. T.T

*i wish i no need work night shift*

-month of bdae-

2008-09-05T11:54:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to weisheng, jia ai n xin tian!! haha belated.

for jia ai's bdae, janis asked me to made a card for ai. i brainstormed and came out with this idea:

lorry as ai drives lorry. hehe. michael says look like van... the other qian jins scolded him

ai as driver and us as passenger~ (remember our crazy midnight lorry ride. lol)

and... tadah:

i know i know, i can see the smudges, the outline not even etc. but i work very hard ok. haha!

from left first row:
jia ai as 大家爱
me as 阿猩 (i got chest hair n abs)
ceeteing as 玩臭鸟 (she got wing. she is birdie n she's cheating)

secondrow(left):
ziqing as 莫小情
cindy as 心地善良
janis as 针女士 (missy janis had a syringe behind her back)
melanie as 美人妮 (big big dreamy eyes haha)

birdie request for appeal but was rejected. simply cuz i already just permanent ink to write down liao. muahahaha.

that's all~

*i wish today will be peaceful. off to work~*

-stupid jci-

2008-08-23T22:45:00.003+08:00

JCI is over! we can all sigh in relief. haha. passed with flying colors. i went on night shift so none of my business. glad tat it is over la. make everyone so 心惊胆战。 makes top uptight and stress the bottom.

JCI i dun wanna be involve again!

*i wish i got my weekend free. T.T*

work = depressing

2008-08-16T03:15:00.002+08:00

haha! this is my 500th post. -.-

JCI is next week. can i extend my mc please??

work = depressing

shannaro! work extra 2.5hrs today.

why nurses no OT $$??

*i sometimes wish i never need to work again. but dat's scary might mean i got crippled?*

-again-

2008-08-10T21:39:00.003+08:00

due to yq says my previous skin is even SLOWER than the one before it, i changed again. haha. from now on, my photos have to be edited even smaller le. cant fit in this frame. can already? load fast enough? it loads very very fast on my com leh.

im still using IE.

*i wish i no need go back work. T.T*

p.s: ey... cant be viewed in firefox. the columns all not align... i dun wan change liao. tire~~ enjoy my last day off~

-Change le-

2008-08-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

change blogskin le. cuz Miss Koh says my previous skin load very slow. better now?

-random-

2008-08-08T03:16:00.002+08:00

My mc is ending soon, shall blog finish everything dat is super backdated. haha.

看图说故事时间到！

Beware! very frightening de photo!!!

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haha. what happen to my hair?? this is at around, 6am one july sunday.

sat night, i met up with baqianjin. jia ai, melanie, ziqing, janis, cindy & her bf, ceeteing & her bf wicky and daniel(chew) turned up.

first time saw cindy's bf. abit de shy. he very shy. ok, low profile. shhh... (i dunno what to say also la!) after a long long while of chitchating n eating, cindy n her bf need to leave first. so left, me, ai, meh, qing, jan, daniel, bird n wick. after a while, simon n his fren came. forgot they got eat anot.

then, all 8 of us(exclude simon n fren) squeezed into wicky's not-so-big car. can feel the car like cannot take it already! haha. janis suggest we go to sing... so... we cant make it using wicky car to drive to bugis(cuz already 11+,12am le. cwp one going to close). and i made another suggestion. which is... jia ai will drive her lorry and we will all long bang!

drop us at bird's hse, me, meh went toilet, bird went to take jacketsss and off we go to jia ai's hse. (lucky all stay near) on the way, other drivers keep looking at us. even b4 we set off, simon LAUGHED at us and took photos. T.T the kopitiam ppl also laughed at us.

den, wicky went off first. he got some uni thing la. ohh... photoshoot the next day. haha.

so, 1 guy and 6 girls went to bugis~

me n bird sit infront to acc ai. the rest sua gu nv sit behind lorry b4 went to sit behind. haha. i grow up riding lorry de hor. haha.

but, sadly, both me and bird CANT recognize roads at all. haha. we got lost a little and reach the place but too ex. so we wanna go orchard's partyworld. and sadly, again, me n bird sit infront and sadly, we REALLY dunno how to drive there. haha. we got lost a long long time b4 we finally reach. and it's like 2am?

we sing and scare daniel till he wanna die, laugh at him, sing louder than him when he's the main singer for his OWN selected songs, forced him to listen to us scream n shriek, made him laugh at our silly dances. hahaha. he almost died a few times by trying to outsing us. haha. anyway, we had a very very fun time and went home before dawn.

i sit behind this time round n i got my hair liddat. haha. super painful when hit face and tangled up really badly. haha.

next on:

haha tat's my muscle after i start working. li hai ba? now mc 2 weeks... ey... still got. haha. me being bo liao la.... no photo edit wor~

1 day during night shift i bought curry rice from 7-11. new product so i took photo. haha. quite yummy but abit boring cuz no MEAT!!!! i need meat!!!! haha. but taste like any jap restaurant curry leh. or many my tongue not sensitive enough?

one day, i went into my room and immediately i know dat there's intruder tat came in before!

somebody did this to my LION(named: yien yien)!! must be my bro/baby tricia/my mum. haha. super bo liao la~~~ put diapers for my lion for what?? lol.

end of random entry~

-heh heh happy happy happy-

2008-08-07T13:59:00.003+08:00

recognize these?

used to be very 'in' at MSN. alot of ppl using as their display pics to show their emotions. this is my fav la. kong

doggie's name is gai gai 该该

so cute onion n tears. (the website on top...)

all of these, are drawn by 弯弯!

and i suddenly have this wan wan craziness and went to bought her books! i spend whole night laughing and laughing. hehe. wanted to buy all 5. but decide to buy 3 first.

books n freebies

after i went polyclinic to change my dressing, i drag along my mummy to orchard, kinokuniya to buy them! yesterday hurts, my skin around is very irritated and going to have skin breakdown... so friction by walking make it worse yesterday...

below going to be chinese（if cant read means u wont wanna know abt what i write below, but got another entry(new too) below~):

弯弯的第一本书！可不可以不要上班（弯弯涂鸦日记一）

这些小格子都是贴纸！可以撕出来。可是我不舍得啦！

脱掉书套是变身封面！

哈哈！我爱公司，可不可以天天上班。还拼嘞。

弯弯涂鸦日记四：可不可以天天出去玩

送：弯弯牌遮眼套，贴纸。这是特别版！隐形书封！

要用特别的‘窗户卡’才可以看到。摩天轮~

弯在游泳。写：在这搓一搓，可以闻到冲绳海边的味道喔~

这一块浅粉红色的地方搓一搓就可以啦。还真的有味道呵呵！不想海边啦，比较像樱花的味道。。。可能冲绳的海边味道比较特别？

弯弯也有到过新加坡喔~ 他说，鱼尾狮一直在吐 Orz...

弯弯&丞琳的书。Fun Fun 马后炮

送：OS 立卡可以折成站立的卡，我又舍不得拆啦。。。

很搞笑！完全是MSN的内容。。。弯还有在里面画画。

想笑就去买吧！哈哈。。。

like advertising. but i really really like wanwan alot~~~~~ so funny n cute. pretty too. haha.

*i wish i buy all 5 yesterday. i got nth to read now! ROAR!*

forgot to post abt the rest. haha.

after bought the book, i dun wanna shop anymore. so, soon, we went back to woodlands, read wanwan's book on train. went to buy bra. haha. my mum la. wash a few till out of shape already!

went to buy electrical toothbrush with my 100 courts voucher i won from TTSH NURSES day lucky draw! $46 only la. the rest lend my mum to buy shaver for my dad. should i get back the rest of the money??? den, my mummy treat me to sakae. and i keep pester her to go home. reasons: 1, my leg pain. 2, i wan to read wan's book!!!

my curls not biong biong anymore~ just wavy only. haha. cant make them more balance leh. left n right so much diff. my face grow fatter le...

keep saying to my mum: 我听到弯弯在叫我。。。 haha.